You know what I ing hate (graphic detail)

when someone takes advantage of your mental illness, yes it happened here. And claims it as their own, this doesn't even know what it's like, sitting in a ing cold tub with pills in your hand wanting everything to slow down so you can, provide for your siblings and protect them from that abusive loved one, Suga got me through my dark times and so did Taehyun. Their music got me through my , you have ing used me in this RP as a coadmin and set me up for ing failure, you insulted my friend, told me to off, I cried myself out finally, I wasn't a boy for he first time today but now... I am back in ths tub my hair is wet and my mind is clouded. 

I just want to go back... To when i was younger where none of this !mattered somehow and I can dream big and not be treated like swine.