so here's the stitch.

hello people, tis i –

anyway, i'm starting to feel that 'drifting away' from rpr phase again. no, i'm not losing my muse cause i have relationships whom i cherish a lot here, but -- i just need to get back into reality and enjoy my life there. some people here are giving me very very very negative vibes that make me want to smash their head against a wall. honestly though, since when did ooc feelings become involved in an rp? even i'm starting to do it and its ing annoying. when people say, "oh, i only joined this rp for this person." how do you think the admin of that rp would feel? you just joined theirs on a whim and when the reason you needed to be there suddenly goes away -- you're just gonna, what? leave? pft. another feeling -- if you're depressed or feeling some sort of way ooc, don't ing bring it into the rp and expect people to comfort or pamper you. you're not a child. and this isn't just a one time thing either, some people constantly do it everyday and get really sad when no one notices them. well --- why the do you think we don't? if you're depressed or sad, go out and do something that doesn't involve you going into rpr to tell others about how you feel. it makes everyone feel sad/awkward and it pisses me off the most. depression isn't a nice topic to talk about with other people, aight. its like talking about how someone was murdered, detail by detail and someone just pukes in the background. if you're sad. get off rpr, talk to someone in the real world about all your ing problems in life and come back when you're appropriately suitable to feel happy. also, don't talk about your parents or family issues either – we don't wanna know how abusive they are cause someone might actually just call on them. and for sure you wouldn't want that, no matter how much you dislike your parents or family. also those people who get easily butthurt or whatever, o f f --- overly sensitive people make me so ing mad. theres no reason for you to get offended by a joke everyone think is funny. its just you. the weird one. another one, fetuses– i understand if people want to be overprotective over them, y'know cause they're like -- 14 under, but do you really think those fetuses would be as innocent as you think? pretty sure, majority of us already knew how worked by the time we were 12. is it really necessary to block their ears and censor a few things? they're not ing five. they're a double digit child. they'll eventually grow up and make a few babies of their own. besides, i don't see whats wrong with them dating or having either. lololol, many children that age do it now anyway -- not saying its good, but -- theres only a few people in this world who are innocent. almost everyone is tainted. anyway, next point. if you have some sort of drama with me -- forget about it or off. maybe -- well, for sure i was a to you or whatever -- but do you think i really care? i did it for a reason. i'm not just going to act nice to you or pretend we're normal. i'm the type who ignores the people i had a drama with. no way in hell am i going to talk to you normally because one, thats awkward and two, i don't really see the need to. so -- if you're mad at me, just say it to my face and i might be nice enough to say something back :) so – thats basically how i feel right now. its basically a repetition of all the i've said in previous blog posts lololol. but yeah – i'm just mad but very glad i was away from this negativity for three days. thank for work. 

anyway, to those who want to talk about random stuff – it can be feelings cause its just me – just add me on kkt. same user as my username minus the 'lovekpop' cause i'm very creative. obviously.

i just realised i say 'anyway' a lot. well – guess thats just cause of my lack of vocab. lmao.

also, if you guys are mad at this post and want to argue – you're very welcome :)