i went down the black hole that is my old muses... and i'm kinda proud??

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like my style varied from the carefree and happy "anything is possible" to fully submerging myself into the darkness of being an evil scientist of a lab or a twisted villain. nowadays, i find myself a little further from doing that, like there's very little that i remember doing lately that's ever been that fully encompassing to the point where i see beyond words and into a movie, yknow? I guess that's what comes with separating myself so fully from IC but i want to feel that again. It felt like I have a lucid dream while roleplaying: I want to see it all vividly again. maybe that was just me, new to rpr and still curious about it. idk. its weird, looking at my old stuff and being liek "that was hella well thought out WHY DIDNT I THINK OF THAT YESTERDAY" but who knows; some day i might look back at this account and do the same thing you know? 

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4a294d7d7b8280abc8f8 6 years ago
sehun x boa
irene x suho
forever otps :"D
peachtarte 6 years ago
remembers when my characters were well thought out and i wrote excerpts for them and everything
lucky4432 6 years ago
i wish i kept my old stuff too--kind of--eh maybe not really ;;
but i do have nostalgic memories, and a couple layouts i had done before ;; i should look at em again as well as old plots and rps i did weeps
yesterday the nostalgia hit me too at like 2AM when i was emo af wait that's today whoops
7b592db194a4ea17ff22 6 years ago
i miss those days myself
-euphoria 6 years ago
i wish i had kept some old stuff but it's gone,but sometimes i love looking at old stuff after i have forgotten.
and i'm sure you'll be impressed when you look back at this in the future. i know i am <3
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