Personal Message

 

// Plots

Use somebody | M / F | Friendship, Any POV| ( 0/3) 
 
► I CAN'T UNDERSTAND YOU, AND WHY YOU'RE ALWAYS DOING YOUR BEST IN TRYING TO FIGURE ME OUT. NO MATTER HOW MANY FORCED SMILES I MAKE, OR LIES I TELL - IT SEEMS LIKE YOU GOT ME FIGURED OUT MORE THAN I DO MYSELF. YOU KNOW WHEN I'M FAKING, YOU KNOW THAT THERE'S MORE TO WHAT I'M WILLING TO GIVE TO EVERYONE. AND UNLIKE OTHERS THAT STUMBLED IN MY LIFE, YOU WERE THE ONLY ONE WILLING TO STAY AND KNOW ME FOR WHO I'M REALLY AM... AND I... I LIKE THAT.
 
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Just A Feeling| M | Taken by Lucky| ( 1/1)
 
► THE MOMENT I CAME HERE, YOU WERE THE FIRST ONE TO BREAK OUT AND INTRODUCE YOURSELF TO ME, HELPING ME OUT AND SHOWING ME AROUND THE ENTIRE BUILDING. IT TOOK SOME TIME TO GET USED TO, BUT THANKS TO YOU, EVERYDAY WAS FILLED WITH NOTHING BUT LAUGHTER AND CONFIDENCE. I CAN'T SEEM TO PUT MY FINGER ON IT, BUT I ENJOY BEING AROUND YOU. YOU'RE INTERESTING, AND YOU ALWAYS HAVE A LOT TO SAY - AND THE MOMENTS YOU COME AND WATCH ME WORK ON MY ART PIECES, I GET ALL FLUSTERED AND SHY. IT'S NOT LIKE EVERYDAY SOME HANDSOME, INTELLIGENT MAN DECIDES TO MAKE TIME FOR ME... SO I LOVE IT.
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Butterfly|  F | Taken by Im Jinah| ( 1/1 )  Step-Sister
 
YOU’RE FRAGILE, YOU’RE SWEET – YET YOU’RE SO POSITIVE THAT YOU WEREN'T MADE FOR THIS LIFE. I HAVE TAKEN YOU UNDERNEATH MY WING, SHIELDED YOU FROM THE HARMFUL RAYS OF THE WORLD, AND DID MY BEST TO SHIELD YOU FROM MY PAST, AND THE SINFUL ACTIONS I TOO, SEEM TO MAKE. I WATCH YOU GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS OF BEING SOMEONE, AND LISTEN TO THOSE PAINFUL ASSUMPTIONS OF HOW “NO ONE CARES” WHEN I’VE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR YOU. I’VE HEARD IT ALL FROM YOU, THE CRUELTY OF YOUR WORDS, THE CURSES, THREATS, AND EVEN SOMETIMES – HAVING TO DEAL WITH THE PHYSICAL ALTERCATION THAT STARTS WHEN WE BOTH WOULD HAVE ENOUGH OF EACH OTHER BEING STUBBORN. BUT WHENEVER YOU BREAK DOWN AND CRY, I’M RIGHT THERE BESIDE YOU, HOLDING YOU AND THROWING AWAY THE NEEDLES YOU CONTINUE TO INJECT INTO YOUR BODY. YOU’RE BETTER THAN THIS, YOU’RE BETTER THAN WHAT MOM AND DAD SAYS – OR WHAT YOUR CLASSMATES SAY. I BELIEVE IN YOU.
 
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Show Me What I'm Looking For | M / F | Angst, Drama | ( 0/3) 
 
► THIS CONFESSION FROM YOU, YOUR BEHAVIOR, THE FAILING GRADES AND THE LOOK OF DESPERATION ESCAPING YOUR BEING HAD CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD - BUT AFTER WHAT FELT LIKE YEARS, I FINALLY GOT YOU TO OPEN UP TO ME. THOUGH THE ROAD IS ROCKY, I PLAN ON BEING THERE FOR YOU, AND HELPING YOU EVERY WAY I CAN. I KNOW THAT IT'S NOT EASY TO CHANGE, BUT IF YOU PUT YOUR MIND TO IT, YOU CAN MAKE ALL OF THE NEGATIVE ISSUES IN YOUR LIFE, INTO POSITIVES OUTCOMES.
 
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Partner in Crime|  F | Friendship, Adventure, Adventure 24+| ( 0/1) 
 
► WE GO WAY BACK, BACK TO THE DAYS WHERE "CIRCLE YES OR NO" WAS POPULAR IN OUR SCHOOL. WE GREW UP TOGETHER, ALWAYS PLAYED IN MUD OR BEAT UP BOYS TOGETHER. NOTHING COULD BREAK US. EVEN NOW, OUR BOND HAS GROWN SO MUCH OVER THE YEARS, WHENEVER I COME HOME AND SEE YOU ON MY COUCH, I CASUALLY GO TO MY ROOM WITH NO WORRIES. I TELL YOU EVERYTHING, AND YOU TELL ME EVERYTHING.
 
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Lean On Me | M / F | Drama, Any pov + Genre | ( 1/2) 
 
► YOU'RE A LITTLE TROUBLEMAKER! WHENEVER I LOOK UP, YOU'RE EITHER IN NEED OF SOME SORT OF HELP, OR CALLING ME FROM THE POLICE STATION. I DON'T GET WHY YOU FEEL THE NEED TO BRING YOURSELF DOWN SO LOW, WHEN YOU'RE BETTER THAN THIS. I KNOW YOU GET TIRED OF HEARING ME SCOLD YOU, BUT WHAT ELSE CAN I DO? YOU DON'T WANT TO LISTEN TO ME, OR YOUR PARENTS - OR ANYONE ELSE THAT TRIES TO OFFER HELP BECAUSE "YOU KNOW IT ALL". BUT WHEN YOU GET IN TROUBLE, WHO DO YOU CALL?
 
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Wrong Turn ( Concert plot )| M / F | Comedy, Drama, Friendship, Fluff | ( 0/1) 
 
WITH HOW BIG THE NEW WAVE OF IDOLS AND DIFFERENT STYLES OF MUSIC WERE BECOMING, I WAITED LONG AND HARD TO FINALLY SCORE SOME TICKETS TO SEE MY FAVORITE GROUP PERFORM LIVE THIS YEAR. THOUGH THE CONCERT WAS MULTIPLE TRIPS AWAY AND OUT OF MY HOMELAND, IT WAS WORTH THE WAIT. I COULDN'T MISS IT, NOT THIS TIME. THE RIDE WITH ME AND MY FRIEND WAS PRETTY HECTIC AND FILLED WITH SCREAMS AND CHEERS, BUT IN THE END, IT WAS WORTH. LITTLE DID I KNOW, THE MOMENT WE PARKED ALONGSIDE A VERY LARGE BUS - WOULD BE THE BEGINNING OF OUR STORY CROSSING. NOW, MY FRIEND SWORE UP AND DOWN THAT THE TOUR BUS WE WERE PARKED BESIDE ON THE LEFT SIDE, SINCE THERE WAS TWO - WAS THE ONE THAT BELONGED TO MY FAVORITE GROUP. THE DARE WAS TO SIMPLY GO AND INTRODUCE MYSELF AND SEE IF THE PERSON I ADMIRED FROM THE GROUP WAS AROUND, SO I COULD GIVE THEM A LETTER I PERSONALLY WROTE. BUT THAT ALL BACKFIRED WHEN I LEFT MY FRIEND'S SIDE TO DO JUST THAT, AND SECURITY CAME AND SWEPT THE ENTIRE PLACE. THE HAIRDRESSER THAT PUSHED ME INSIDE MUST HAVE THOUGHT I WAS JUST ANOTHER EMPLOYEE, BECAUSE SHE TOLD ME TO SIT DOWN AND GET TO WORK. DESPITE MY CONFUSION, WHEN I WENT TO GO TAKE A BATHROOM BREAK, NOT ONLY DID MY LUCK GET WORSE, BUT AFTER TURNING MY BACK FOR THREE MINUTES AND TRYING TO LEAVE WHEN I WAS DONE, I REALIZED I WAS LOCKED INSIDE THE STALL. AND STRUGGLING GOT ME NO WHERE. IT LANDED ME SLIPPING ON THE FLOOR, HITTING MY HEAD, AND KNOCKING MYSELF OUT IN THE PROCESS. WHEN I AWOKE, I WAS ON ONE OF THE BUNKERS INSIDE OF THE BUS, AND WAS SURROUNDED BY FACES I HAD NEVER SEEN BEFORE... AND THAT WAS WHEN IT HIT ME, I WAS ON THIS TOUR BUS AND CRAP - WE WERE ALREADY OUT OF THE STATE I WANTED TO MEET MY BAND IN.
 
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Off With The Lights | M | Friendship, , Possible Drama , 22+| ( 0/1)
 
X: WHEN MY FRIEND CAME TO ME DURING MY TIME OFF, WHICH WAS ME TECHNICALLY STILL WORKING - IT TOOK EVERYTHING INSIDE OF ME TO IGNORE THE POUTING LIPS, PLEAS, AND COMPLIMENTS JUST SO SHE COULD GET ME TO HOUSE SIT FOR HER. "IT'LL ONLY BE A FEW DAYS, WHAT COULD POSSIBLY GO WRONG?" I REMEMBER HER TELLING ME OVER AND OVER, AND ALL I COULD DO WAS THINK AND BRING UP ALL THE TIMES THE SITUATIONS SHE GOT ME IN, WENT TERRIBLY WRONG. BUT, BEING THE KIND INDIVIDUAL I WAS, I GAVE IN AND SPENT MY LAST FEW DAYS OFF HOUSESITTING FOR HER. IT WASN'T BAD AT FIRST, IN FACT, THE ONLY TROUBLE I REALLY HAD WAS FROM HER CREEPY NEIGHBOR. ONE NIGHT, HOWEVER, IN THE MIDST OF ME GETTING READY FOR BED - THE DOORBELL SNAPPED ME OUT OF THAT LITTLE MISSION I HAD IN MIND. I WAS IN FOR MORE THAN ONE SURPRISE, NOT ONLY WAS MY FRIEND HOLDING ME OFF IN HER PLACE FOR A FEW MORE DAYS, BUT HER BROTHER HAD DECIDED TO STOP BY. AND IT WAS HOW I MET YOU - AFTER SO LONG OF NOT SEEING ONE ANOTHER, IT TOOK US BOTH BY SURPRISE THAT YOU WERE IN TOWN. ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS HOW YOUR SISTER SAID YOU FOUND BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS AND HELL, WITH HOW UNLIKABLE THE LITTLE CITY WE LIVED IN WAS, I DIDN'T QUITE BLAME YOU. BUT IT WOULD BE A LIE TO SAY I DIDN'T USED TO HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU... I NEVER TOLD YOUR SISTER BECAUSE WELL, WHO WANTS TO TELL THEIR BEST FRIEND THAT, "HEY, YOUR BROTHER IS ATTRACTIVE AND I'M DIGGING HIM." WITHOUT BEING TEASED OR EXPOSED? EITHER WAY, WHEN I SUGGESTED LEAVING, YOU SUGGESTED THAT I SHOULD STAY UNTIL SHE COMES, AND WE BOTH CAN LOOK AFTER THE PLACE. NOW, AT THE TIME IT SEEMED LIKE A GREAT IDEA, BUT THE CLOSER THE TWO OF US BECAME, FROM YOU WATCHING ME PAINT AND HELPING ME WITH LITTLE ARTWORK, TO ME WATCHING YOU WORK AROUND THE HOUSE WITH NOTHING BUT YOUR JEANS ON - I COULD FEEL A TENSION GROWING. ONE THAT BECAME OBVIOUS EACH TIME WE CAME ACROSS ONE ANOTHER. AND , ONE NIGHT, A LITTLE TEASING HAD GONE TOO FAR AND THE NEXT THING I KNEW, I WAS PUSHED UP AGAINST THE WALL WITH YOUR BODY PRESSED RIGHT AGAINST MINE.
 
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Until The Lease is Up | M | Taken by Jay Park| ( 1/1) 
 
NOW, THIS IS A BIT FUNNY. I DON'T KNOW HOW I CONTINUE TO GET MYSELF CAUGHT UP IN MESSY SITUATIONS THE WAY I DO, BUT THESE ORDEALS NEVER SEEM TO AMAZE ME. AFTER SEARCHING LONG AND HARD FOR A PLACE TO CALL MY OWN YET AGAIN, I FINALLY FOUND ONE - ONLY PROBLEM WAS THAT I WASN'T THE ONLY PERSON WHO SIGNED THE LEASE. UPON MEETING YOU, A COMPLETE, MERE STRANGE IN MY VIEW - WE BOTH THOUGHT THAT IT WOULD BE ALRIGHT FOR A COUPLE OF MONTHS TO SHARE A PLACE. WHAT HARM COULD THIS POSSIBLY DO, RIGHT?
 
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Title | M / F | Genre | ( 0/1) 
Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Sed ut perspiciatis unde omnis iste natus error sit voluptatem accusantium doloremque laudantium, totam rem aperiam, eaque ipsa quae ab illo inventore veritatis et quasi architecto beatae vitae dicta sunt explicabo. Nemo enim ipsam voluptatem quia voluptas sit aspernatur aut odit aut fugit.
 
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Title | M / F | Genre | ( 0/1) 
Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Sed ut perspiciatis unde omnis iste natus error sit voluptatem accusantium doloremque laudantium, totam rem aperiam, eaque ipsa quae ab illo inventore veritatis et quasi architecto beatae vitae dicta sunt explicabo. Nemo enim ipsam voluptatem quia voluptas sit aspernatur aut odit aut fugit.
 
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Title | M / F | Genre | ( 0/1) 
Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Sed ut perspiciatis unde omnis iste natus error sit voluptatem accusantium doloremque laudantium, totam rem aperiam, eaque ipsa quae ab illo inventore veritatis et quasi architecto beatae vitae dicta sunt explicabo. Nemo enim ipsam voluptatem quia voluptas sit aspernatur aut odit aut fugit.
 
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Title | M / F | Genre | ( 0/1) 
Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Sed ut perspiciatis unde omnis iste natus error sit voluptatem accusantium doloremque laudantium, totam rem aperiam, eaque ipsa quae ab illo inventore veritatis et quasi architecto beatae vitae dicta sunt explicabo. Nemo enim ipsam voluptatem quia voluptas sit aspernatur aut odit aut fugit.
 
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Title | M / F | Genre | ( 0/1) 
Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Sed ut perspiciatis unde omnis iste natus error sit voluptatem accusantium doloremque laudantium, totam rem aperiam, eaque ipsa quae ab illo inventore veritatis et quasi architecto beatae vitae dicta sunt explicabo. Nemo enim ipsam voluptatem quia voluptas sit aspernatur aut odit aut fugit.
 
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Title | M / F | Genre | ( 0/1) 
Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Sed ut perspiciatis unde omnis iste natus error sit voluptatem accusantium doloremque laudantium, totam rem aperiam, eaque ipsa quae ab illo inventore veritatis et quasi architecto beatae vitae dicta sunt explicabo. Nemo enim ipsam voluptatem quia voluptas sit aspernatur aut odit aut fugit.
 
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Title | M / F | Genre | ( 0/1) 
Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Sed ut perspiciatis unde omnis iste natus error sit voluptatem accusantium doloremque laudantium, totam rem aperiam, eaque ipsa quae ab illo inventore veritatis et quasi architecto beatae vitae dicta sunt explicabo. Nemo enim ipsam voluptatem quia voluptas sit aspernatur aut odit aut fugit.
 
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Description
solace university | public teacher profile
name : LAUREN CHOI / CHOI
age : 26
POSITION: TEACHER
status : single
orientation : straight
TEACHES : ART
 
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// Biography
 
love is bittersweet. it was something that had kept lauren choi chasing pavements and trusting the people who ended up being meaningless to her, in the future. lauren was known as being the “flawless” girl throughout her years of high school, both middle and preschool included. high school was a breeze for her, along with the sports and the programs she volunteered herself in whenever she could. but outside of her school life, and the smiles that constantly kissed her cheery lips—she was hiding something bigger than all of the cheerleading competitions she engaged in, or student council meetings she led. what about her parents? well first of all, they were divorced. her father had left with her older brother while her mother ended up being her caretaker for the first three troubling years until she reached 18. she couldn’t really complain since her father wasn’t exactly the best person to have around the household. there… there was something about her mother that allures everyone. she was very sociable, delightful, and genuine. she would never hide her feelings and would always speak her mind when pressure became too much for lauren to even speak up for herself. but she became sick. and how could the only person who was supporting them both, work when this sickness was not only eating away at her physically—but emotionally? from the age of 14 and up, lauren had to stumble around with school and finding jobs that would help her bring in paychecks every now and then.

from cheer practice, to working until eight, and starting another late night shift at ten – lauren had often came home late with some sort of excuse to tell her worried mother. it wasn’t until after finding a liking in dancing, was when she began showcasing her talent and hosting small shows whenever she could muster up the money to print out flyers and buy posters to promote her dancing. the gigs had gotten tiring after a year of operating it, and it seemed as if people were coming less and less—to which she didn’t enjoy. paying for her mother’s medical bills and attending school on time, along with focusing on her homework had increasingly became harder for her to handle. and someone who’s been watching her for a while had noticed that. and when he offered for her to do a bit more “stripping” and “exposing”, he backed himself up with a stack of money. at first, she was against the whole degrading her being just for some extra cash, but the more money he started to pile up on the table, the sweeter the temptation had become.

she was a good girl, but this was a bad thing…

good girls aren’t supposed to do bad things, right?

“it’ll only be a few weeks, you’ll like it, and i promise you that one.” what had started off as a small show had escalated the moment he started stripping himself, and soon leading her towards the bed. what was she doing? this man that was having his way with her was all types of wrong. he was her senior, he was supposed to be her mentor and yet – he took advantage of her. tied her, forced her, and not only did he take advantage of her, he also took recordings and pictures of her against her will. she was only 17 at the time. desperate and afraid of anyone finding out about what she had done, and what she was continuously doing with this monster, she had signed herself to the “devil” so she likes to call him, and agreed to be there whenever he needed her. even if it was for a small quickie, or just to "hang "out, the two had become inseparable at that moment. and she would continuously tell herself that she hated him, that one day she would up and leave him—but she couldn’t. not only did he take her ity… but he helped saved her mother’s life back then, and for that, she was forever thankful to him.

but not everyone can’t live forever, right? sadly, lauren’s brother had passed away in her junior year of college, and the fight for giving her father custody over her, had begun. she grieved for a long time, knowing that she had spent so much time trying to make money for what her mother didn’t have, that she would come home too tired and sore to even pick up the phone to check up on him. the cause of death was due to an overdose on drugs that he was known to have been taking, due to his depression. her mother had taken it to the heart—and nearly gave up trying whenever she thought about her son, but lauren didn’t want to let her go so easily.

two years ago, she was a ballet teacher teaching kids 10 and under or up, the dreams she wished she could have advanced in. dancing was her life; her passion, and her release. but due to the events that took place, she was lost inspiration. now, she writes, draws, paints, and use any source of equipment that can be considered as artwork, as her way of expressing herself or the beauty around her.

finding out that art had been her peace and what she loved doing, she focused on that and decided to learn and teach all she knew, while secretly battling off her depression with alcohol whenever she goes home. There’s many secrets she finds herself having trouble in keeping, and at times she worries if one of these days she might slip up and get exposed.

// out of character 

► Hey! comfortable with detailed first and third. though i tend to talk a lot in the rooms, i do focus on replies. if you ever want to plot or need anything, drop by my wall or pm me!