i'm not going to write things like "your smile is the most beautiful thing in the entire world" or "waking up and hearing you laugh makes my day" because i don't like you for your looks; honest. i dont' mean to offend anyone but, if you have to list someone's exterior features in a lovey dovey message to them more than you do their personality, that's not love, is it? from the moment i met you i knew you were an extremely exuberant person and i absolutely adored that about you. never did you fail to try to cheer someone up when they were down, specifically me, nor did you leave them alone when they felt down in the dumps, which i can say from experience, is something i'm grateful for. i don't like being left alone when i'm in one of my moods and you somehow know that because you've stuck with me through all my pettiness and mindless ranting. whenever we talk you never miss an opportunity to express your love for me or compliment even the smallest thing about me and might i say, you sure know how to boost my ego. your happiness is truly my happiness, seeing you run around and dote on everyone in the chatroom makes me happy because i know you're having fun. when you said that people didn't want to sit on your lap because they were scared of me, i admit, i was a bit proud because i had such a reputation. however, i thought it over and that's when i said i don't fight girls, or people in general, and people then let go of their fear of me. i don't want us to have the type of relationship where one can't hang out with people because of the other. i wonder if you'll ever get tired of me spoiling you rotten and overwhelming you with flattering remarks. the reason i do that is because i want you to feel like you're the only girl in the world, my world, and you are. even if things get a bit rocky in the future and we have our first "official fight" i know that we'll get through it, better than ever because you're the one nayeon, the one i can imagine a future with, the one i'll never get tired of. hearing you say that you enjoy my writing and vocabulary brought much joy to me and the fact that you even take out a dictionary makes me feel even more special because you'll go to such lengths just to "understand" and know more about what it is that i'm writing. don't ever say that your writing isn't good because it is; sometimes, simplicity is key. my life is extremely complicated, as you might've learned by now, and your simply endearing words and actions brings a fresh breeze that never fails to relax my troubled soul. i'm sorry i can't remember much at times, i truly am. i do love you and i'll say it; i love you, nayeon, more than i've ever loved anyone-- anything else. i should really stop writing these type of messages or else i'll run out of things to say when we're saying our vows- unless you'd like me to keep writing suchs things for you before then, then my future self can figure out what to do for our future vows.