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christian yu
27
he's very chill and neutral guy who just wants a good time, he tends to be very nonconfrontational and just kinda c h i l l s. like r EAL chill. tOO C HILL. he's just like that tho lmao i mean underneath he does get anxiety and chills and his nerves do get to him, but he's not the type to actually talk about them, he figures that it's his job as a grown man to deal with it himself and resorts to means like smoking, exercising, and drinking to ease it up. but he's pretty conscious about his health because he doesn't want to burden the people surrounding him and tends to not smoke or drink too often, i mean he /has/ switched to vaping recently which is much better than smoking and he only lets himself drink socially.
christian grew up in a very tight knit /christian/ community where his role as a man was very emphasized. he was raised to respect women and considering how strong the women he grew up with were, he sure learned early on. his childhood consisted of the basketball court at the church that his entire life surrounded. sports became a hobby for him, even though he was never really good at them, and throughout his high school career he did wrestling, basketball, soccer, and a little football. weight training was introduced to him sophomore year of high school and he's been living the gym life for over ten years now. as college began to get closer, christian still hadn't had a clear goal in mind for his future. there were things he knew he wanted to do. 1) support his family, even though they were middle class, upper middle class at best 2) help people, since he grew up with a strong sense of community and 3) get out of the comfort zone of church and family because there was so much more in the world to see. christian spent his first two years of college exploring himself and figuring himself out as a person, and he surprised himself a lot during this process.it turns out that he was a lot more creative than he thought, since the thought of art never occurred to him between all the sports he did, and christian began to dabble in creative outlets like designing and filmmaking, honestly it was mostly just him ing around with his friends. on school breaks, he'd volunteer to go to other countries to teach children english, build houses, help third world countries, and he would bring his camera and show the kids how cool film was. and that's when the desire to become a documentary filmmaker sparked inside christian. even if he couldn't show the world to these kids, he wanted the world to see them and perhaps come to show the world to them because he couldn't on his own. of course, christian didn't seriously take 'filmmaker' as a serious career goal, careers in art were too risky and he wanted to do something more constructive and eventually chose to major in architectural engineering, which he began to gain interest in from building houses. it was practical, hard, but christian could use his studies to help build better houses for the kids he worked with when he volunteered. in the midst of studying, following his career path, and extracurriculars, christian's dream of becoming a documentary filmmaker got buried and lost. it took like eight years of school for him to graduate because w OW it was not easy to become an engineer. luckily for him, it wasn't hard to find a high contract job considering his degree and as an architectual engineer, he's making pretty decent bank now. and now that he's in a secure place in his life, the idea of becoming a filmmaker has come back to haunt him. a fun hobby that he did as a kid in undergrad was now something that he could pursue if he decided to put his extra time towards. but that would mean he would have to dedicate less time to work, which didn't really need too much dedication tbh it was so boring and repetitive lmao he could do most of his work at home so - it made it even more alluring to pursue it. and so IT, on his off days he decided to bring back his little camera and start filming random again. he'd buy air tickets to random places and just film with his extra income. as an architectural engineer, he began to stray away from people and focus on buildings, structures, the way the streets were designed and when he got home, he'd just edit it however he wanted to to make it look cool yknow, and then he'll just end it at that because he was afraid of showing his work to the world because what if he actually got invested in it? he didn't want to think about it.
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