Jungkook was born into a small family; he only had one older sibling. His childhood was relatively good as his parents did their best to provide them with what they needed. Throughout school, he worked hard to keep his grades up, but with the constant bullying for his baby face, bunny-like teeth, and femininity, he fell into a depression at the age of 9. With the continuous bullying throughout middle school, and the occasional ual harassment, his grades started dropping, and this severely upset his parents. At first he was punished for this, which only made things much, much worse, and this caused Koo to become suicidal. Self-harm became a part of his everyday life. He couldn't live without it. Marking up his arms, legs, hips - whatever he could reach, in cuts and burn marks that left ugly scars on his once pretty skin. After being admitted to a facility, he had been diagnosed with severe depression and antisocial personality disorder.

High school, despite the bullying, was a breeze. He got his grades back up and worked at a nice cafe in his city. Unfortunately, his parents disowned him for coming out as homoual. It felt like a ton of knives being stabbed into his chest. He didn’t want to end up in the place he had years ago, but what was he to do now that he was alone? Because of this, he eventually at 18 started a career as a male stripper. He made quite a bit of money which helped get him a nice apartment, and now he lives rather comfortably.The thing he really yearned for was the feeling of being owned by someone even if for a night. He craved that close, intimate contact with another human, and he planned to get just that.

Though he was now at the top of his game in the stripper world, he was still harassed and hurt by strangers and even by those he thought he could trust. Because of this, he took it upon himself to learn how to handle and use guns and knives as needed, though that was not very trustworthy. Sure, he was under the Black Dragon's protection, but he was not there all the time. Jungkook needed something more because he was seen as the prey in the large predators' world. Despite this, though, he still found himself stumbling over his words and actions. He had never killed a man before, and he honestly dreaded the day he had to do so. During a seven month break from his love interest, San, Jungkook had been kidnapped and used as a slave by a Yakuza member for a couple of months. When he was finally able to get his hands on a gun one night while the man was sleeping, he shot and killed the man then and there. Once freed, he returned to his "normal" life and never spoke of the horrors he faced.

LOTUS IS A NAME THAT WAS GIVEN TO JUNGKOOK BY HIS PROTECTOR AND OWNER, SEONGHWA, THE BLACK DRAGON. SEONGHWA IS THE MOST POWERFUL AND INTIMIDATING ASSASSIN THAT FREQUENTED LOTUS’S STRIP CLUB, AND LOTUS PROVIDED HIS SERVICES TO HIM AS OFTEN AS HE LIKED. HE WOULD CANCEL A PERFORMANCE JUST TO BE AT SEONGHWA’S SERVICE, FINDING THAT HIS DESIRES AND NEEDS WERE HIS FIRST PRIORITY. OF COURSE, THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN A GIVEN. HE WAS SO ATTACHED TO THE MAN AFTER HAVING OPENED UP TO ONE ANOTHER, AND SINCE THEN, SEONGHWA HAS VOWED TO PROTECT HIM. BEING IN THE ASSASSIN’S RING OF TRUST WAS EXTREMELY DIFFICULT FOR ANYONE TO GET INTO, BUT LOTUS HAD PROVED HIMSELF WORTHY TO THE BLACK DRAGON, AND NOW, WITH THE DRAGON TATTOO ON HIS THIGH SYMBOLIZING NOT ONLY OWNERSHIP BUT ALSO PROTECTION, ANY MAN WHO DARED TO HURT THE BOY WOULD HAVE HELL TO PAY OR PERHAPS IT WOULD COST HIM HIS LIFE. USUALLY THE LATTER WAS THE PREFERRED CHOICE BY BOTH HWA AND HIS VICTIMS. LOTUS QUITE ENJOYS SEEING THE ONES WHO HURT HIM BE EXECUTED RIGHT THERE ON THE SPOT, AND ONCE IT’S OVER, HE WASTES NO TIME IN WORSHIPING THE MAN WHO PROTECTED HIM.