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happy 5th monthsary
happy 5th monthsary
there's nothing in this world I'd exchange you with. you, a very precious existence. thanks for staying, love.
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♥ happy 6th monthsary, schatz
Onion, Wife. Ith your bear hubby. Ded- I'm so awkward when it comes to wording.....so.....I just wanted to say....Happy 6th monthsary to both of us, yeayyyyy uwu. You've stayed with me for more than 180 days, mayhaps, and wow, that's lot of days and it just felt like yesterday that we celebrated our 100th day. And through all these days, I'm very sure you've seen lot of sides of me. Also me: Idk I have these many sides in me pmsl. I've never let them shown to anyone, even myself, and then you came, exposing all these sides in me that I never knew myself, pmsl. You're that powerful. I have never feel so real with anyone like when I'm with you and the fact you could embrace every of them so well, just makes me fall for you all over again. You are such a beautiful woman to me. I'm sorry for getting upset and mad over the simple minor things like your harmless jokes. I'm sorry for taking my time in everything cause of my lazy and ends up making you miss me. I'm sorry for all the tears I have caused you. I'm sorry for needing a break from time to time. Rip, the fact we don't spend time for more than a year yet and I have brought so many troubles to you. You have been so stronk in supporting me whenever I need it and even when I don't. You never leave me, even when I'm sure there's moments that you were disappointed and sad cause I have been always so doubtful in everything. I don't deserve you but you're the only person I need. Forgive me, hm? I'm trying getting better in everything. I couldn't promise you that I could change but I'll try. I've came to one conclusion that I shouldn't promise you something I might not be able to do, cause then I'd be really upset when I don't reach the standard, and then I'd think that I'm not good enough rip. But even if I'm like this, even if I'm emo, impatient, short-tempered, selfish, you'd still love me for who I am, right? I hope you do, cause you said you only love the realest me, and this is the realest me.
The only thing I could promise you that I would stay the same person, the same person who loves you with all his heart and wants to stay with you for a very long time and mayhaps, if we aren't that lazy, I'm gonna marry you as well. But tbh I'd love having you any ways, as long you're mine and I'm yours. And just so you know, even if we ain't us anymore, you will still have me in every of your days. I don't want to lose you that much. You're that important to me. Do you feel my love now? I hope you do. I'm trying my best to show it to you right now pmsl. I'm sorry for always showing you my love in ded, but fr, I love you so much. Even if I don't know how to show my feelings, I love you so much. Even if I was mad with you, I love you so much. Even if we don't see or talk with each other much, I love you so much, genuinely. It's real. You and I. What we have. It's real. Let's stay with me for another month and more. I will try to make it happier for you than what we had in September. Thanks for your beautiful existence inside my heart.
I love you, Jennie.
Ich Liebe Dich, Schatz ♥
— Kim Jongin [17th Sept 2020]