History / About - trigger warning

being left on the street at nine years old, ten did what he could to survive. he jumped between cold alleys, random couches and stock rooms, dealing with too many things a child shouldn't until he was thirteen years old. he met the first person who seemed willing to take care of him until he found himself on street corners learning things such a young child shouldn't. he spent most of his nights covered in bruises, throwing his guts up and crying in the bathtub of his little apartment. 

he was fifteen when it wasn't just selling his body to afford food and not get killed by the man who took him in, he found himself in random bars and parties, sharing needles and taking things he couldn't even name. only when he was sixteen did he learn that one of his most cruel "clients" had been of his own blood and he ended up in the hospital from an overdose, finally at a breaking point with everything he'd endured.

it only took three months for him to end up back with his "boyfriend" who put him right back on the path to be assaulted and on drugs. 

he was seventeen when he was dragged into some random hotel restaurant to entertain some 'dangerous men' as he was told. he wasn't sure what was really going on once the first drink hit his lips against his own will and the next thing he knew, he was doing his best to get people off of him, barely consious and seeing sounds. the only thing he really remembered was being carried out by someone; that was the night he met his first boyfriend, who saved him from his life of trash.

heeseung introduced him to his new life at chaconne, one where he does his best to avoid his old life. he still struggles a good bit but he does his best. 

while working at chaconne and staying at astor, he eventually found himself making heart eyes at one of the receptionists, who ended up as his second boyfriend. 

Personality / Quirks

personality somewhat quiet, generally doesn't speak unless he has to though very opinionated when he opens his mouth. 

Likes rain, sunflowers, spicy food-

Dislikes loud noises, bright lights, being touched-

Hobbies cooking, drawing-

Secrets not many-

Fears too many-

The Quirks Fun Facts About Them.
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Out of Character

ONE. i have a lot of going on, so i won't be here 24/7 - if it's an emergency, my discord is on my main profile.

TWO. If you have any questions, concerns, ideas, etc. please feel free to message me. i'm more than happy to talk and answer!

THREE. i am on perpetual semi hiatus due to health, moving, work. if you think i'm ignoring you, i promise i am not. sometimes i just do random replies then go back to whatever i was working on.

FOUR. if it hasn't been discussed, keep rated things away from me and my muse. unless we are close, i don't accept random rated threads thrown my way.

FIVE. don't be afraid to message me, randomly tag my muse, post on my wall - i am all for random starters and happy to see where anything goes!

Scenarios

ghosts.

angst, melancholy, friendhsip. f/m

ten was never given a chance to make friends the normal way but you were always at the bars his "boyfriend" occupied. you couldn't do much to help his situation without putting him in more but the one time you hid him in the backroom helped him breathe for a second. it's been years since he's seen your face and the only time you were mentioned, his "boyfriend" made it sound like he'd killed you.

the moment ten sees you walk into chaconne while performing, he finds himself being unable to complete his set with the memories that come rushing back.

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genre, rating, status, etc.

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