Personal Message

 

 
 
PARK
JI
MIN
 
박지민
Park Jimin // Age 20 // Art
 
// me
 
Art student who loves dancing, ice skating, cats, fashion and sleeping for far too long. Often late. Lost in his own world. Please, feed him, he forgets to eat. This is sassy queen, he doesn't like to pretend. Honest and blunt.
 
He is your friend? Oh, great. This now your cuddle buddy, basically a squishy toy. Bubbly and lovely. Will love you with his soul, but still do feed him! 
 
He is your enemy? The amount of glares and snarky comments  you shall receive. I pity you, but I guess you deserved it. Poison won't work, because he will probably forget to drink it. He is your lover? Passionate night, cute dates. Pose for me, please pouty face. He is that useless plant that simply cannot die and thrive on nothing but your love, happy to just be yours. Water him, feed him!
// is that so?
Jimin is a black sheep of his family. He never wanted to meet high expectations that were set for him. He loves his parents, but that doesn't mean he will do what they want. His strong character getting out firstly when he refused to attend private school, and simply stopped showing up. After many fights, he was finally sent to public, normal one.  
 
Second time was when his father decided that it's time for Jimin to choose a hobby that will suit a boy from such prestigious family. He didn't like that, because ballet and dancing was what he loved doing ever since he was little. Luckily this time his grandmother helped him, offering to pay for all lesson but only if her grandson will have one other, more suitable hobby, or will pick another language. Needless to say Jimin did, but only went one time, and when asked, he admitted that 'it was so boring, that I felt like walking into my own coffin and burying myself to speed up the process of dying from boredom'. But his grandma liked the joke enough, and he once again won.  By the time he was in high school everyone in family knew, that he shall not be the heir of company and should be left alone. This was time to explore and see what he likes and dislikes. Various parties, hook-ups, every hair color you could imagine, hours spent on drawing and skating. But even if he was a bit wild he kept his grades high. 
 
Family didn't protest when he told them that he will study art and see if he will like it. That there is a chance that he will change it to something else later because nothing really feel like him anymore, but art and dancing is fun. However he promised to support his brother and be there for him whenever he will need him too and that he will pick up additional courses on business and economy to be better prepared. Because, maybe Jimin was an individualist who liked to have control over his life. But the same Jimin loved his brother and family and was ready to provide all the support they need.
 
// madhouse
Is this what you have be longing for?
Hurt me?
 
Is this enough, do you want more?
Go on if it makes you soar.
 
You hate my face. My sweet embrace.
You hate me when I'm all around.
Enjoy it when I'm burnning down.
 
You think you know me and everything you consider me.
You like the way I'm strong and standing by you.
But I am fragile too.
He won't mind.
He is nice.
He is also cold as ice.
// 
We used to be close but people can go from people you know to people you don't.
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When it was good we were on fire.
Now I'm breathing ashes and dust.
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