Personal Message

Pet_Ken on Nov 25, 2014 22:12:12 says: 
/blinks at you and narrows my eyes
/turns around and rips myself form your grasp
/looks into your eye and is about to go off when I see sincerity in your eyes
/presses my lips together and steels myself before answering
You probably noticed how they... didn't pull away from you. More so, they wanted it, right?
/chuckles humorlessly
That's not how they were when they first got there. They take us... from the streets, sometimes in broad daylight and take us to this... this warehouse and they... they break us.
/my voice cracks at the word "break".
They break us so we won't fight back... then they do things, horrible, disgusting things, to us... over and over...
/feels a haunted look take over my expressions
Yet there's always some that don't break so easily. So they give us to the ones that will do it for them. 
And that's only after /months/ of... of the and-and the desensitizing and the drugs-
/feels the memories coming back, the feelings of their hands on me day after day because I refused to submit completely
/opens my mouth to speak but nothing comes out, feeling like if I try, I might choke on my words
/breathes deeply for a few moments, trying to steel myself up again
So if you'll excuse me, I have to go. 
/says quietly before walking off once more

xPet_Ken on Nov 25, 2014 21:06:54 says: 
Yeah! Yeah I do! I will /not/ go back!
/shouts as I walk away, not knowing where I'm going but hoping it far far away from where I was
/turns to you with a suspicious and guarded look, not sure what it is that you want from me, having already been deceived once when I was taken
For what price? People don't just do things out of kindness anymore
/says, watching you become awkward, not really believing in this sudden change
/huffs and starts walking again
Who said I was staying here? I'm trying to get /away/ from here. You know where I came from but you /don't/ know what I went through getting there. You don't... don't know what they do before...
/starts breathing heavy, trying not to got into shock and faint from the memories
/turns suddenly and starts walking away again

Description

My name is Lee Jaehwan. I am 22 years old. Don't ask about my history. Don't ask me anything. I'll tell when I feel like it. Unless there's another situation in which I can tell you things not of my own free will.

I am a pet, yes, but don't expect me to automatically bow down. I can take a beating. So, show me that I can respect and trust you as a master.

I don't know about friends. They get too personal. Maybe, if I decide I like you.

 

1. I give good head (props if you get this youtube refernce.)

2. I am experienced when it comes to . So don't expect me to be all shy.

3. I'm a bottom. So stick it in me.