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Park
Sojin
Sojin
❝ ♫— 26. Therapist. Single.❞
BACKGROUND
Sojin, a girl who was known for her smiles and an influential voice that sounded like the heavens from above – had it all. Not to be cliché, or give another sob story that most people give — but she really did have it all. The friends, the wealth, the family, the looks, and talents that was both academically and skillful wise. Often hated by a few, and loved by many was the way she lived her life. Helping others and being able to express the power of faith, inspiration, and music is what she loved the most.
After growing up with her life practically being lived for her, Sojin decided that it was time to pursue the things that had interested her; and not her mother or her father. You see, her father wanted her to get into business, and become the lawyer he had always wished his oldest son – who was her older brother, could have been. What about her mother? Well, like most mothers – she was set on making sure their second oldest got into the medical field, since it gave their family a good reputation – and the yearly salary was admirable. When it came to going to private schools, to top colleges in her hometown – and even overseas, Sojin was worked until she couldn’t take anymore, and decided to secretly major in psychology, and work her way up to be one of the most respected therapists she is now.
Something that Sojin, and even her mother and father didn’t like admitting whenever it came to their second oldest – was about the trouble she caused the family. At some point in her life, Sojin knew that her parents were right, but admitting it to them, or even suggesting it – would never happen. That would be like admitting defeat to an army of ants in her eyes. Could she be blamed though? She was locked away from the world, while her youngest and oldest siblings got to get a taste of it. So of course, naturally when she started to adventure out and explore college more, she became accustom to the parties and the late night rides that came with it. But she did something that wasn’t exactly in her plans, or her parents. She had ended up sleeping with a male friend of hers from high school, one that she had always admired and told him everything whenever she was having her ups and down. They met freshman year, and stuck together all the way up to their college years. But the both of them were young, she was only 20 and well, she wasn’t ready for motherhood. So the following week she found herself sobbing on the floor that led to his dorm, the two of them stared down at the test that would change their lives forever. The road to motherhood wasn’t easy, and hiding it from her mother was probably the most childish and disrespectful thing she could have done. But she was terrified. Talks about how they should give the baby up for adoption, or even abortion came into the conversation – but Sojin wasn’t ready. She had finished the last year she had in college, before she left without anyone noticing the growing bump forming on her thin form. When it was time to tell her mother and her father, the support system she wish she could have had, was never considered by them both. They looked at her and her unborn child as a mistake to the family – and told her to keep silent about the entire ordeal. Of course, they didn’t like man she was going to have a child with, but at the time – Sojin really didn’t care. He was the only one looking out for her, and he was the only one that made her feel loved. Like all things that come and go, the birth of her daughter, Park Hae was a blessing to her. But the first few months and years that started to go by began taking a toll on both her, and the man she loved. He became interested into other things, which she assumed he was cheating, and their fights would always turn out horrible. It wasn’t until they decided to call things off, was when she felt as if she was losing herself and the people that mattered to her the most. What could she do though? Searching for her faith in God and herself again, Sojin began picking up the pieces she left behind, in order to gain control of her life and her family. Now at the age of 26, with her 6 year old daughter, Sojin feels as if she’s finally getting her life on track.
Sojin had always felt as if she was good with people, and giving guidance to those who truly needed her help. She had the patience that most people didn’t have, or want to have – and always found optimistic outcomes in every situation she was in, or her friends, family, and even strangers – were in.
Now, nearing her 30’s, Sojin can proudly say she’s done just about everything she was told to do from her parents, while still maintaining a victorious career. Again, she had it all… the money, cars, houses, her beautiful daughter, future promises and plans to be made whenever she passes away; and benefits dedicated to her siblings whenever that time comes. But… for some odd reason, she lacked the one thing many women craved. Love… She lacked the happiness, or someone who could have deep and intellectual conversations with her whenever she felt like talking about the world, or her worth.
There's one thing she keeps close to herself though, however. Everyone has their own demons to carry - despite the life she may live and portray, Sojin is no stranger to lies and deception. Not only does she carry this guilt, but the letters she receive from time to time make her relive every moment that transpired between her and her patient. Out of respect, she went on one small private date with him - knowing that ALONE was against any rules as his therapist. At the time she was charmed, he was handsome, sweet - and she was looking for any excuse to forget about her ex. Too many drinks happened that night, one thing led to another and when she woke up - she was next to her patient. Immediately guilt hit her and she told him that nothing further would happen - it was her mistake. He took it surprisingly well... so she thought. When he started visiting her unannounced and becoming utterly obsessed with her and her child, from breaking into her house and threatening to expose pictures he took of her during their night to the media, and plaster it over the walls of her daughter's school, she finally gave in and decided to get rid of him. She told her family of the matter that yet again, devastated them due to her sloppy actions. But for the sake of their family name and their grand-daughter, her father was the one who set up the patient in the gruesome murder of one of his rival coworkers. He spewed nonsense at the time but no one believed the words of someone who labeled "mentally unstable" and "convicted murderer". Though she wrongfully allowed his life to be taken away by false assumptions, part of her was relieved that any attention towards the two of them were diverted by the case. But small letters and phone calls worry her that one day, someone will truthfully know what happened that night.
After growing up with her life practically being lived for her, Sojin decided that it was time to pursue the things that had interested her; and not her mother or her father. You see, her father wanted her to get into business, and become the lawyer he had always wished his oldest son – who was her older brother, could have been. What about her mother? Well, like most mothers – she was set on making sure their second oldest got into the medical field, since it gave their family a good reputation – and the yearly salary was admirable. When it came to going to private schools, to top colleges in her hometown – and even overseas, Sojin was worked until she couldn’t take anymore, and decided to secretly major in psychology, and work her way up to be one of the most respected therapists she is now.
Something that Sojin, and even her mother and father didn’t like admitting whenever it came to their second oldest – was about the trouble she caused the family. At some point in her life, Sojin knew that her parents were right, but admitting it to them, or even suggesting it – would never happen. That would be like admitting defeat to an army of ants in her eyes. Could she be blamed though? She was locked away from the world, while her youngest and oldest siblings got to get a taste of it. So of course, naturally when she started to adventure out and explore college more, she became accustom to the parties and the late night rides that came with it. But she did something that wasn’t exactly in her plans, or her parents. She had ended up sleeping with a male friend of hers from high school, one that she had always admired and told him everything whenever she was having her ups and down. They met freshman year, and stuck together all the way up to their college years. But the both of them were young, she was only 20 and well, she wasn’t ready for motherhood. So the following week she found herself sobbing on the floor that led to his dorm, the two of them stared down at the test that would change their lives forever. The road to motherhood wasn’t easy, and hiding it from her mother was probably the most childish and disrespectful thing she could have done. But she was terrified. Talks about how they should give the baby up for adoption, or even abortion came into the conversation – but Sojin wasn’t ready. She had finished the last year she had in college, before she left without anyone noticing the growing bump forming on her thin form. When it was time to tell her mother and her father, the support system she wish she could have had, was never considered by them both. They looked at her and her unborn child as a mistake to the family – and told her to keep silent about the entire ordeal. Of course, they didn’t like man she was going to have a child with, but at the time – Sojin really didn’t care. He was the only one looking out for her, and he was the only one that made her feel loved. Like all things that come and go, the birth of her daughter, Park Hae was a blessing to her. But the first few months and years that started to go by began taking a toll on both her, and the man she loved. He became interested into other things, which she assumed he was cheating, and their fights would always turn out horrible. It wasn’t until they decided to call things off, was when she felt as if she was losing herself and the people that mattered to her the most. What could she do though? Searching for her faith in God and herself again, Sojin began picking up the pieces she left behind, in order to gain control of her life and her family. Now at the age of 26, with her 6 year old daughter, Sojin feels as if she’s finally getting her life on track.
Sojin had always felt as if she was good with people, and giving guidance to those who truly needed her help. She had the patience that most people didn’t have, or want to have – and always found optimistic outcomes in every situation she was in, or her friends, family, and even strangers – were in.
Now, nearing her 30’s, Sojin can proudly say she’s done just about everything she was told to do from her parents, while still maintaining a victorious career. Again, she had it all… the money, cars, houses, her beautiful daughter, future promises and plans to be made whenever she passes away; and benefits dedicated to her siblings whenever that time comes. But… for some odd reason, she lacked the one thing many women craved. Love… She lacked the happiness, or someone who could have deep and intellectual conversations with her whenever she felt like talking about the world, or her worth.
There's one thing she keeps close to herself though, however. Everyone has their own demons to carry - despite the life she may live and portray, Sojin is no stranger to lies and deception. Not only does she carry this guilt, but the letters she receive from time to time make her relive every moment that transpired between her and her patient. Out of respect, she went on one small private date with him - knowing that ALONE was against any rules as his therapist. At the time she was charmed, he was handsome, sweet - and she was looking for any excuse to forget about her ex. Too many drinks happened that night, one thing led to another and when she woke up - she was next to her patient. Immediately guilt hit her and she told him that nothing further would happen - it was her mistake. He took it surprisingly well... so she thought. When he started visiting her unannounced and becoming utterly obsessed with her and her child, from breaking into her house and threatening to expose pictures he took of her during their night to the media, and plaster it over the walls of her daughter's school, she finally gave in and decided to get rid of him. She told her family of the matter that yet again, devastated them due to her sloppy actions. But for the sake of their family name and their grand-daughter, her father was the one who set up the patient in the gruesome murder of one of his rival coworkers. He spewed nonsense at the time but no one believed the words of someone who labeled "mentally unstable" and "convicted murderer". Though she wrongfully allowed his life to be taken away by false assumptions, part of her was relieved that any attention towards the two of them were diverted by the case. But small letters and phone calls worry her that one day, someone will truthfully know what happened that night.
OUT OF CHARACTER
❝ - I'm fine with either first or third. Detailed is loved with both povs. But I mirror what is given to me. I'm quite slow with third, so please do forgive me in advance.
- EST time zone.
- I have other rps to be in / I work - meaning, rushing me won't make me respond any faster. + I normally make stats on who I owe, or keep it in my profile. But if it's been two days and I haven't replied, and/or you don't see your name - feel free to repost or poke me. Sometimes, I like talking ooc a lot, so wps might be pushed down.
- You ask, you start. If it makes more sense for me to start, I'll work on it with no problem.
- EST time zone.
- I have other rps to be in / I work - meaning, rushing me won't make me respond any faster. + I normally make stats on who I owe, or keep it in my profile. But if it's been two days and I haven't replied, and/or you don't see your name - feel free to repost or poke me. Sometimes, I like talking ooc a lot, so wps might be pushed down.
- You ask, you start. If it makes more sense for me to start, I'll work on it with no problem.
❝ , Hardcore action, drama, angst, romance, comedy, fluff, friendship, abuse, anything along those lines - I'm good with.
MY PLOTS
// Frequent Patient :
I met you when you were at your lowest, and found myself adapting to your behavior, and the denial you seemed to always put yourself through. It took months to get you to open up, and not give me short responses that would always leave both of our mouths dry. You wanted help, and I could see it in your eyes. Despite the bickering you would have outside of my office with the people that would scream for you to get better, I knew it would take time for you to trust me, identify the problems you were having, and finally get us both to the stage I knew you were waiting for. After finally gaining your trust and repeatedly getting you to visit me, I feel as if all of the hard work finally paid off.
Genre: Drama, Angst, Fluff, Friendship, Comedy
Availability: (0/4) I Open - Open - Open - Open
Gender: Male or Female
// Heart Like Yours :
// Heart Like Yours :
I know they say most relationships have their ups and down, along with family, friendship, and any type of relationship you may have with others – but I feel as if couples that are younger, and with a child on a way, have it pretty hard. All I can think about is the consequences we knew we would have to face, the shame, the bittersweet response to the actions we created based on the love we had feel. We were deceived by the vibrant stars and our hearts that had told us, everything would be alright. We were… Intoxicated fools who wanted to escape the grasp that reality, stress, and our parents had held on us – that we weren’t reading the signs carefully, and that we weren’t thinking straight. I had a little too much to drink, but part of me was still sober, part of you was still sober – and after confessing the love we thought we knew oh so well, we did something that night that can’t be changed. From finding out I was pregnant, up until I began having our child; I can honestly say that you were there for me. After the birth of our baby girl, the first year or two was honestly the sweetest years of my life. I was beyond happy. I was content. Any fears or demons that had once taunted me were no longer holding me down. But just as soon as I saw myself building me, you, and our baby up – I saw us all crashing down within seconds. Our fights became frequent, nastier, and harsher. It was hard doing this without the support from my family, or the support of your own. From working late night shifts, to trying to finish off online classes and courses whenever I found the time – the headaches, shouting, verbal and often sometimes mental abuse we always had time to engage ourselves in, had only increased. I accused you of so many things, just as you accused me of quite a few similar things. And when it became too much… we decided splitting would be good for the both of us. What good was it, honestly? Whenever you see guys around me, or if our daughter talk about my male coworker who’s been helping out here and there, and who is a friend – you get heated and come at me. If I hear our daughter talking about all the girls she see her daddy with, and some things she find, I get heated, drive over to your place or your office – and scream at you, slapping you here and there. But those slaps… those screams… they always lead to one of us being pressed against the wall, door, floor, anywhere you can think of – with our clothes being torn off. At times I feel as if this is our way of coping with everything else we have to deal with. Because when the sinful deed is done, we lay there all night, talking about memories that could possibly not be revived anymore. We stay cuddled up and at peace, until the morning comes… Will we ever find time to make this work?
Genre: Angst, Drama, Possible Romance, , Action, Comedy, Angst, Mature Themes
Availability: (0/1) - Open..
Gender: Male, 25+
// Obsession :
It started off as a small crush you had inflicted upon me, one that I kindly rejected at the time – due to my insecurities when it came to dating, and of course, the man my heart had yearned for through our ups and downs. I can’t quite determine if it was my rejection that had set you off, or maybe the fact that you just do this to multiple women. But once a month, I would receive a letter from you, wrapped up with a pretty, pink ribbon enclosed around a bouquet of beautiful roses… which were my favorites. I thought it was sweet at first, but when the letters became too explicit and hateful towards the men you see simply hanging around me, I finally picked up my pen to reply to your constant advances, rejecting yet again. Despite the countless meetings I made with you, and the numerous of warnings I gave you – you never knew when to stop it. From visiting my house late at night, and coming through to my office to drop off my gifts; I fear there is no treatment to stopping this, or you.
Genre: Angst, Thrill, Drama, Suspense, Dark
Availability: (0/1)
Gender: Male or Female
// The Letter :
It’s been years since I’ve been sending letters to the same address, on every date that I was able to be “free”, and send these letters to a dear friend of mine. That friend of mine had ended up moving, without me knowing or realizing it – so the letters from me had continued to be sent to the same address, which is where you currently live. Instead of throwing away these letters that were probably aggravating you, you took it upon yourself to send me a response and enlighten me on the little mix up that had been going on for weeks now. Somehow, something as simple as that, had a started a beautiful friendship between the both of us. And well, to keep it short and sweet, we write each other regularly.
// The Letter :
It’s been years since I’ve been sending letters to the same address, on every date that I was able to be “free”, and send these letters to a dear friend of mine. That friend of mine had ended up moving, without me knowing or realizing it – so the letters from me had continued to be sent to the same address, which is where you currently live. Instead of throwing away these letters that were probably aggravating you, you took it upon yourself to send me a response and enlighten me on the little mix up that had been going on for weeks now. Somehow, something as simple as that, had a started a beautiful friendship between the both of us. And well, to keep it short and sweet, we write each other regularly.
Genre: Fluff, Comedy, Adventure, Slice of Life
Availability: (0/2)
Gender: Male or Female
// Day by Day :
I can't understand you, and why you're always doing your best in trying to figure me out. No matter how many forced smiles I make, or lies I tell - it seems like you got me figured out more than I do myself. You know when I'm faking, you know that there's more to what I'm willing to give to everyone. And unlike others that stumbled in my life, you were the only one willing to stay and know me for who I'm really am... And I... I like that.
// Day by Day :
I can't understand you, and why you're always doing your best in trying to figure me out. No matter how many forced smiles I make, or lies I tell - it seems like you got me figured out more than I do myself. You know when I'm faking, you know that there's more to what I'm willing to give to everyone. And unlike others that stumbled in my life, you were the only one willing to stay and know me for who I'm really am... And I... I like that.
Genre: Angst, Drama, Suspense, Friendship, Comedy
Availability: (0/2)
Gender: Male or Female
// Show Me What I'm Looking For :
This confession from you, your behavior, the failing grades and the look of desperation escaping your being had caught me off guard - but after what felt like years, I finally got you to open up to me. Though the road is rocky, I plan on being there for you, and helping you every way I can. I know that it's not easy to change, but if you put your mind to it, you can make all of the negative issues in your life, into positives outcomes.
// Show Me What I'm Looking For :
This confession from you, your behavior, the failing grades and the look of desperation escaping your being had caught me off guard - but after what felt like years, I finally got you to open up to me. Though the road is rocky, I plan on being there for you, and helping you every way I can. I know that it's not easy to change, but if you put your mind to it, you can make all of the negative issues in your life, into positives outcomes.
Genre: Angst, Drama, Suspense, Friendship, Crime
Availability: (0/2)
Gender: Male or Female
// Off With The Lights :
WHEN MY FRIEND CAME TO ME DURING MY TIME OFF, WHICH WAS ME TECHNICALLY STILL WORKING - IT TOOK EVERYTHING INSIDE OF ME TO IGNORE THE POUTING LIPS, PLEAS, AND COMPLIMENTS JUST SO SHE COULD GET ME TO HOUSE SIT FOR HER. "IT'LL ONLY BE A FEW DAYS, WHAT COULD POSSIBLY GO WRONG?" I REMEMBER HER TELLING ME OVER AND OVER, AND ALL I COULD DO WAS THINK AND BRING UP ALL THE TIMES THE SITUATIONS SHE GOT ME IN, WENT TERRIBLY WRONG. BUT, BEING THE KIND INDIVIDUAL I WAS, I GAVE IN AND SPENT MY LAST FEW DAYS OFF HOUSESITTING FOR HER. IT WASN'T BAD AT FIRST, IN FACT, THE ONLY TROUBLE I REALLY HAD WAS FROM HER CREEPY NEIGHBOR. ONE NIGHT, HOWEVER, IN THE MIDST OF ME GETTING READY FOR BED - THE DOORBELL SNAPPED ME OUT OF THAT LITTLE MISSION I HAD IN MIND. I WAS IN FOR MORE THAN ONE SURPRISE, NOT ONLY WAS MY FRIEND HOLDING ME OFF IN HER PLACE FOR A FEW MORE DAYS, BUT HER BROTHER HAD DECIDED TO STOP BY. AND IT WAS HOW I MET YOU - AFTER SO LONG OF NOT SEEING ONE ANOTHER, IT TOOK US BOTH BY SURPRISE THAT YOU WERE IN TOWN. ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS HOW YOUR SISTER SAID YOU FOUND BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS AND HELL, WITH HOW UNLIKABLE THE LITTLE CITY WE LIVED IN WAS, I DIDN'T QUITE BLAME YOU. BUT IT WOULD BE A LIE TO SAY I DIDN'T USED TO HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU... I NEVER TOLD YOUR SISTER BECAUSE WELL, WHO WANTS TO TELL THEIR BEST FRIEND THAT, "HEY, YOUR BROTHER IS ATTRACTIVE AND I'M DIGGING HIM." WITHOUT BEING TEASED OR EXPOSED? EITHER WAY, WHEN I SUGGESTED LEAVING, YOU SUGGESTED THAT I SHOULD STAY UNTIL SHE COMES, AND WE BOTH CAN LOOK AFTER THE PLACE. NOW, AT THE TIME IT SEEMED LIKE A GREAT IDEA, BUT THE CLOSER THE TWO OF US BECAME, FROM YOU WATCHING ME PAINT AND HELPING ME WITH LITTLE ARTWORK, TO ME WATCHING YOU WORK AROUND THE HOUSE WITH NOTHING BUT YOUR JEANS ON - I COULD FEEL A TENSION GROWING. ONE THAT BECAME OBVIOUS EACH TIME WE CAME ACROSS ONE ANOTHER. AND , ONE NIGHT, A LITTLE TEASING HAD GONE TOO FAR AND THE NEXT THING I KNEW, I WAS PUSHED UP AGAINST THE WALL WITH YOUR BODY PRESSED RIGHT AGAINST MINE.
// Off With The Lights :
WHEN MY FRIEND CAME TO ME DURING MY TIME OFF, WHICH WAS ME TECHNICALLY STILL WORKING - IT TOOK EVERYTHING INSIDE OF ME TO IGNORE THE POUTING LIPS, PLEAS, AND COMPLIMENTS JUST SO SHE COULD GET ME TO HOUSE SIT FOR HER. "IT'LL ONLY BE A FEW DAYS, WHAT COULD POSSIBLY GO WRONG?" I REMEMBER HER TELLING ME OVER AND OVER, AND ALL I COULD DO WAS THINK AND BRING UP ALL THE TIMES THE SITUATIONS SHE GOT ME IN, WENT TERRIBLY WRONG. BUT, BEING THE KIND INDIVIDUAL I WAS, I GAVE IN AND SPENT MY LAST FEW DAYS OFF HOUSESITTING FOR HER. IT WASN'T BAD AT FIRST, IN FACT, THE ONLY TROUBLE I REALLY HAD WAS FROM HER CREEPY NEIGHBOR. ONE NIGHT, HOWEVER, IN THE MIDST OF ME GETTING READY FOR BED - THE DOORBELL SNAPPED ME OUT OF THAT LITTLE MISSION I HAD IN MIND. I WAS IN FOR MORE THAN ONE SURPRISE, NOT ONLY WAS MY FRIEND HOLDING ME OFF IN HER PLACE FOR A FEW MORE DAYS, BUT HER BROTHER HAD DECIDED TO STOP BY. AND IT WAS HOW I MET YOU - AFTER SO LONG OF NOT SEEING ONE ANOTHER, IT TOOK US BOTH BY SURPRISE THAT YOU WERE IN TOWN. ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS HOW YOUR SISTER SAID YOU FOUND BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS AND HELL, WITH HOW UNLIKABLE THE LITTLE CITY WE LIVED IN WAS, I DIDN'T QUITE BLAME YOU. BUT IT WOULD BE A LIE TO SAY I DIDN'T USED TO HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU... I NEVER TOLD YOUR SISTER BECAUSE WELL, WHO WANTS TO TELL THEIR BEST FRIEND THAT, "HEY, YOUR BROTHER IS ATTRACTIVE AND I'M DIGGING HIM." WITHOUT BEING TEASED OR EXPOSED? EITHER WAY, WHEN I SUGGESTED LEAVING, YOU SUGGESTED THAT I SHOULD STAY UNTIL SHE COMES, AND WE BOTH CAN LOOK AFTER THE PLACE. NOW, AT THE TIME IT SEEMED LIKE A GREAT IDEA, BUT THE CLOSER THE TWO OF US BECAME, FROM YOU WATCHING ME PAINT AND HELPING ME WITH LITTLE ARTWORK, TO ME WATCHING YOU WORK AROUND THE HOUSE WITH NOTHING BUT YOUR JEANS ON - I COULD FEEL A TENSION GROWING. ONE THAT BECAME OBVIOUS EACH TIME WE CAME ACROSS ONE ANOTHER. AND , ONE NIGHT, A LITTLE TEASING HAD GONE TOO FAR AND THE NEXT THING I KNEW, I WAS PUSHED UP AGAINST THE WALL WITH YOUR BODY PRESSED RIGHT AGAINST MINE.
Genre: Some scenes, Drama, Comedy
Availability: (0/1)
Gender: Male, 23+
MY FRIENDS
MY LITTLE PRINCESS
PARK HAE. 6.
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