I never expected to have this here, let alone be typing this, since well.. I never expected us to be together? Sometimes it still surprises me that we are. That probably sounds really stupid. There's nothing I could say here that I've never told you before, so I won't just repeat words you know all too well.
You know I'm not exactly good with words unless I'm writing a story or going on about some random comic ; you also know I've lost my muse for most things. Lately, I'm basically a ticking time bomb and that really bad, because it means I don't get to spend as much time with you.. I'm sorry about that.
Everything is kind of going a little too fast for my liking right now, but you know I'll always do my best to be by you whenever I can. I love you to bits and that won't ever change. You accept every part of me; from being broken, to being depressed a lot of the time; you accepted the biggest parts of me when so many people threw me away because of them. I know it's hard sometimes, so thank you, for everything. I hope we can be together for a long time, sugar.
I don't want to see us fall apart like so many things have before and I'm going to do my absolute best to make sure they don't. The future is something I fear.. but, with you by my side, I'm doing my best to be positive. I know we don't know what will happen.. and you told me it'll be okay no matter what so..
I love you, so so much, my soft binnie. you're my safe place, my home; my happy place.