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Monica | Full Time Job | At night studying | Shawol | EXOtic | Kpoppeer
Hi~ I ship everything that involves TaeKai - I wish i could dance - I can draw - I wish I could sing - Kpop fan since 2011 - fan since 2009 - Arashi brought me into a fandom of greatness - a special friend brought me to Kpop - SHINee is my favorite love - Taemin has always and will always be my ultimate bias - Kai will always stand by Taemin - I do have way too many biases to talk about them all - TaeKai fight always for my love it's not even funny - have you noticed I love SM? - I use to hate SM when I became a kpop fan - but you will eventually love them - maybe it's just a love hate relationship but SM is the best - when it comes to money making, doesn't every company care more about it then the idols themseves? - I swear if you tell me it's only SM i will go all nigga on your - I am not the violent - Fun fact: I used to dislike Super Junior becuase they were too many members - I used to hare SNSD becuase I thought they were ed - I used to really judge the girl groups as - I don't even know what was wrong with me back then - I stopped being a hater a while ago - I am a very attention seeking person - I learned people hate when you get more attention then them - I've been told I am a horrible roleplayer - I try my hardest to do my best at all my roleplays - If you don't like me I won't try to make you like me - "Never waste your time trying to explain who you are to people who are committed to misunderstanding you" - I like that quote because it help me learn a lot of things - I wish I had more friends in real life - never be afraid to talk to me - I get attached easily - Sometimes i wish i was prettied - I wish I had a boyfriend - I wish that guy would like me back - As you see I am a regular teenager - I get mad - I cry - I want attention - I am officially 18 - should I be different to please everyone? - Let me be little a little while more - it's too soon to grow up - it's to soon to say goodbye to innocence - I want to be forever young.. -
I only have one ship and it's my main ship.. alright I ship others apart from that but my main ship is TaeKai. Some people think it is weird since they are not from the same group but they are from the same company and yes they have been best friends for the longest time ever. Anyways, ah the feels my otp brings me.. so there was the dream concert and i was a little disappointed about what Lee Taemin was wearing but OMFG I DO NOT REGRET THE TAEKAI EVERYTIME THEY ARE ON STAGE TOGETHER IS JUST OMG LIKE NEW YEARS ALL OVER AGAIN AND HOW DO I EVEN DEAL WITH THE FEELINGS THAT THOSE TWO JUST ASDJFHGALSOHRGA AND OMG JUST LIKE WHY WHY WHY WHY?!!?!?!?!?!?!?! I DONT GET IT /sobs
what is love?
Ultimate bias TaeKai : I am going to be very cheesy and honest with you, they light up my world like nobody else. I have so many bias in the kpop world but I can honestly tell you no one makes me squeal more than this 2 together or separated. I become cheesy when I talk about them and I start to rant and I just really love them. Sometimes my image of them gets changed by a roleplayer but in the end I see them act stupid on a show I really just laugh. They bring a lot of happiness and even if I may never ever meet them in the future I live with the happiness of knowing that they love what they do. When someone tells me that they are suffering I ask why would they let themselves suffer? When people complain about they company I ask why would they talk good about their CEO if they don't like him? Why would they hug him? Never talk to me bad about Taemin or Kai because as a fan of them I will tell you that they are the best, they have flaws yes but they are my idols.
Anyways lets have a short paragraph for Taemin: Taemin, my first love, I remember how when I got into kpop people would tell me that in the Lucifer era he looked like a girl but to me he has always been the most handsomest boy, to be honest I fell in love with him in the Lucifer era. I remember that is the first MV my friend showed me and I remember I was like him, that is him, my bias. Oh the memories, I truly love him. I have a preference in Taemin"s hair, it could be naturally long or blind. Those are my favorite hairstyles on him. Anyways, I really just.. I love Lee Taemin.
Kim Jong In: When I saw Kai's first teaser a lot of people said that he looked like Taemin but I just never saw the resemblance. What caught my eye from Kai was his dancing, his beautiful dancing style and not to deny his good looks. I love the way he is moved by the music, i love how shy he is off stage, I love his aura, I hate his fans. I know some of them do believe he is that shy kid off the stage but those who keep degrading him by calling him a , by saying he is a heart breaker.. I just which they would stop. I want to believe in the pure heart that Kim Jong In has. I also love his personality, he is mischievous and knowing he is that playfull and amazing makes me love him more.
This are my ultimate bias.
Slowly I gain a lot of more biases yet I still claim the same 2 as my ultimates. There are some noticable mentions that I need to make though. 1. Sihyoung of HISTORY [ Reasons I need to add this include the fact that he has not made me the happiest in a long time. ]
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