❤ yongguk's home

@Yongguk(D) "Movie things!" Ren squeaks happily reaching to take the remove back flicking through the channels lightly pursing his lips as he looked through the different movie channels trying to find something he liked. After settling on a romance movie, he moved to sit in Yongguk's lap. "We do thing see in movie." He nodded just once, putting his thumb in his mouth on it as he stared at the movie with wide eyes. Only giggling here and there with the cute moments the gay couple had together. Once they started to kiss in bed, Ren looked up at Yongguk, blinking just once and pulling his thumb out of his mouth. "Me do that wit Daddy." He nodded once, leaning up only stopping just before their lips touched. The couple on the screen undressing each other and touching one anothers body. "I... Rennie do that wit Daddy too."

@Ren Lu Jia(B) Yongguk smiled, holding the child on his lap as he ate happily. He loved having Ren close to him like this, as he nuzzles closer to him, the smile on his lips broadened. "Y-you want to do movie things?" He asked softly, a bit unsure of what the younger meant with that. Rubbing his hand on the other's back before the other got off his lap, neatly putting everything away. "That's very good of you Rennie." He said with a proud smile. Standing up he walked to Ren with a happy smile. "Of course we can watch a movie." He reassured the boy, following him into the living room, sitting down next to him and gently taking the remote. The actions of the younger were honestly adorable, but Yongguk did not want him getting frustrated. "What movie do you want to watch?" He asked as he turned not the television.

@Yongguk(D) Ren ate happily, his tummy was much to hungry for him to be thinking about much anything else. A light blush coming to his features at the kisses as he ate the last few bites of cereal. Pushing the bowl away and moving to nuzzle closer into Yongguk's warm chest. "Daddy me wan do movie things" He nodded just a moment, thinking back to when he first introduced movie things to their relationship. He got up from Yongguk's lap and got on his tippy toes to put the bowl in the sink since he barely peeked over the counter top. "We watch movie today! Pwease Daddy!" He squeaked happily hoping that the older would agree with him as he cuddled his teddy bear closer to his smaller form before running off into the living room and climbing up on the couch, clicking random buttons on the remote trying to turn the tv on.

@Ren Lu Jia(B) Yongguk smiled at Ren's cute squeak. "I accept your apology Rennie." He said as he gently rubbed the other's head, a sad expression on his face at the mention of the orphanage, Yongguk already hated it when he set foot in there and realized how it looked the fact that they made his Rennie afraid like this made the usually so kind and forgiving man hate them even more. Yongguk smiled and shifted his chair closer to the table, letting Ren lean against his broad chest as he watched him eat. "Yes." He said softly and kissed Ren's head. "Rennie is amazing for making food all by himself." He complimented the boy. "Rennie is a very good boy." He said with a happy smile, the sound his stomach making so adorable to Yongguk, though he felt sorry that he had made the boy wait so long to eat, though it was mostly the orphanage's fault for making him hide.

@Yongguk(D) Ren let out a soft squeak when Yongguk picked him up having half a mind that the older male was gonna yell at him for the mess he made. He really didnt mean too after all. He rubbed his eyes, straddling the olders waist, the teddy bear the only thing separating both of their bodies. "Me sorry Daddy. R-Rennie no mean be scared. Old home, Rennie get trouble if make mess." He nodded, remembering the kinds of punishment he'd get back at the orphanage. God he hated that place so much and it made him more thankful everyday that he met someone like Yongguk. Turning to face the table, he took the bowl of cereal and moved it closer and beginning to eat just as his tummy made another rumbling noise. "Daddy! Rennie good? Make food all by me self!"

@Ren Lu Jia(B) [ Omo I'm so sorry >.< I forgot to reply DX ]

Yongguk cleaned the kitchen with a soft sigh, wonder where Ren had gone. He didn't think he went outside because the front door had still been locked, but he was worried, it was no time to play hide and seek. Leaving the bowl with cereal standing there, deciding Ren had to eat it after all, or at leased had to learn to take less and that daddy did not like to throw away food. Yongguk looked up when Ren finally appeared and tilted his head when the boy started apologizing. His heart melted at the soft words the boy spoke and he carefully picked up the boy, siting down on a chair and placing the other on his lap. "Silly Rennie." He said softly and kissed the top of his head. "You should not be scared of daddy." He whispered and pecked Ren's cheek. "Daddy wouldn't get angry at you, it was an accident." He said softly. "Next time, Rennie shouldn't hide alright?" He asked softly, "Daddy will forgive you when you apologize, I promise." A gentle smile spread on his lips and he hugged the boy close. "You still want to eat cereal then?" He asked softly. "Luckily I didn't throw it away."

@Yongguk(D) Ren heard Yongguk's voice but he still didnt leave the closet. He was still scared. He loved and trusted Yongguk but the ways of the orphanage were still instilled in the smaller male. After waiting 15 minutes, he finally left the closet thinking that the older had calmed down and he wouldnt be in that much trouble. He wandered back in the kitchen, looking around and seeing that the mess was cleaned up. Squeezing his teddy bear close he found the older male and looked down. Feeling bad, but hoping that Yongguk wasnt mad at him. "Me... Me sorry. Me was clean up! But Daddy home. Rennie scared Daddy mad him. Though me try and clean. Me did! But me got scared." He played with his fingers before hiding his face in his bear trying to hide away in case Yongguk got mad at him. "Rennie was hungry! Me... Me still hungry Daddy"

@Ren Lu Jia(B) Yongguk walked in, setting everything on the side and walking further into the house, before he spotted the mess in the kitchen. The elder looked around and frowned slightly, thinking Ren ate his share and left. "Rennie?" He asked as he looked around, wondering where Ren had run off to, he wasn't in the living room looking at my little pony, nor was he in the bed room. "Rennie?" He asked again. "You know, if you eat something, you should clean up after yourself." He said as he arrived back into the kitchen. "Daddy doesn't like coming home to a dirty kitchen." He said and took a towel, starting to clean up the table and hoping to find Ren later after he had finished, though he actually wanted to let Ren clean it up because he had made the mess, he also thought of the fact that their relationship was still so new and fragile, and he definitely did not want to ruin it, not like he had done earlier today.

@Yongguk(D) Ren did wake up about an hour later, rubbing his eyes and being hungry at the moment wanting nothing more than to find something to eat. After all he did tell Daddy that he could take care of himself while he was gone. Crawling out of bed and taking his teddy bear with him, he pulled up a chair to one of the counters and hopping up on it, looking through the cabinets, letting out a whine when he didnt find anything easy to make. Getting an idea, he got the cereal off the top of the fridge as well as the milk from the fridge. Managing to bring everything over to the table with a few trips since the milk was so heavy. Standing up on the chair, pouring the cereal and getting it everywhere when he accidentally dropped the box. Deciding to clean it up later, he picked up the heavy milk with shakey arms and poured it the best he could, spilling that too. Letting out a loud squeal and setting it back down. Just when he was about to find a towel to clean it, he heard the door opened and quickly got scared. He didnt know how Yongguk would react to the mess he made so he ran off, hiding in one of the closets, squeezing his bear close. At the orphanage if he ever made a mess like this... 10 whips from a branch off the tree... Would Yongguk make him do that?

@Ren Lu Jia(B) Yongguk blinked and chuckled softly before nodding slowly. "Sorry Rennie." he mumbled and lightly kissed his temple again. He watched Ren cutely nuzzle into the pillow and nodded, relieved Ren knew how everything worked. "I'll be back soon Rennie." He whispered softly, smiling happily at the blowing kisses before leaving the room and walking towards the front door, leaving his phone number next to the phone and the front keys next to the door, before locking the door again and leaving. He took off towards the orphanage. There he signed a few papers for the adoption process and gathered Ren's belongings, glaring at the caretakers when he saw how little belongings the boy had. If he ever hated someone, he hated these people the most. Yongguk drove back home and there, he unlocked the door again, looking around, wondering if he cold spot Ren somewhere.

@Yongguk(D) "No! Me no like. Daddy call Rennie, Rennie. No like Ren." Ren shook his head, trying to resist the urge to pout, actually remembering how sleepy he is. He nuzzled under the pillows before nodding a few times at all the questions understanding why Yongguk was so worried. He liked it. He wasnt used to someone actually caring for everything. Caring if he was okay or if he was happy. It was weird but he wasnt complaining. He loved it. "Me know all. Rennie be fine Daddy. Go go. Get back soon!" He yawned softly before blowing a few last kisses and pulling the covers over his head. Slowly closing his eyes and a few minutes later he finally fell asleep.

@Ren Lu Jia(B) Yongguk did not know how attached the boy was to the bear until he teared up from missing it and squealed in happiness when he saw it again. Yongguk had only thought it was a plush toy the boy liked bringing along but apparently it had way more meaning than that. "No problem Ren." He said immediately as he received the sweet peck. Making sure the boy was tucked under, he gave a sweet little kiss to his temple before getting up. "Or maybe I'll come and sleep next to you." He grinned happily. "I'll leave a key at the front door." He said softly. "And do you know how to use a phone? I have one in the living room." Yongguk just wanted to make sure Ren was completely safe and able to contact him when he needed him.

@Yongguk(D) Ren was overthinking things. He really thought he lost his bear and would never see it again. To the point where he was tearing up. He nearly jumped out of the bed when Yongguk brought back the teddy bear. A happy squeal escaping his lips as he took the bear and hugged it close standing up on the bed so he was the older male height. "Thank you Daddy! You best!" He squeaked before pecking Yongguk on the lips and crawling back under the covers pulling them up. "If Rennie no wake when Daddy back. Daddy wake Rennie." He nodded a few times trying not to think about the orphanage at all, just convincing himself that Yongguk was going to visit somebody.

@Ren Lu Jia(B) Yongguk laughed softly at Ren's adorable reaction and nodded slowly. "Alright Rennie." He said softly, realizing the boy would probably not want to go back to the orphanage no matter what. Yongguk smiled and accepted the cute little peck before he stood up and watched Ren leaving the bathroom and run towards the bedroom. Yongguk left the bathroom and followed Ren, immediately looking up in alarm when he heard a loud whine. He let out a relieved sigh when he realized it was all about the bear. Yongguk smiled and stepped closer to Ren, lightly pecking his forehead before looking at him. "Probably in the bathroom, I'll go get it alright?" He asked before turning around and walking towards the bathroom, finding the bear there, picking it up and carrying it back towards the bedroom. "Here you go." He said with a gentle smile.

@Yongguk(D) Ren let out a soft squeak as Yongguk kissed him again and again. Easily becoming addicted to such kisses. Even more so when it was someone you loved so very much. "Rennie be fine. Me sleep. If Daddy no here when Rennie wake up. Me watch tv." He let out another yawn before rubbing his eyes once again being a moment away from just falling asleep. After all crying took a lot out of him, the lil blonde vixen. After one very last yawn, Ren got up and pecked the olders lips before leaving the bathroom and going into Yongguk's bed room. Climbing up on the bed and crawling under the covers becoming a small lump under them as he closed his eyes trying to fall asleep but just couldnt. And then he remembered. Feeling around for his teddy bear, he quickly sat up when he could find it. Panicking to easily he loud out a loud whine, calling for Yongguk. "Daddy!! Rennie lost bear! Where he! Where he! No sleep now! Daddy fine bear!"

@Ren Lu Jia(B) Yongguk smiled relieved at Ren's happy squeal, he hated seeing Ren sad and cry, he knew he would do everything he could to never let that happen again. He gently touched Ren's soft cheek when he saw a small blush appearing and smiled at how cute it made Ren look, well, he looked cute all the time though. Yongguk wrapped his arms around the small body and kissed him back gently and the smile Ren showed him warmed his heart. He leaned in and pecked Ren's lips again again and again. "Of course you can take a nap." He said gently as he softly rubbed Ren's back. "You don't mind being alone in the house?" He asked worried, he did not want to leave the small child alone to be completely honest, he would not be here if something happened to Ren at all, even though there was a small chance something would happen, there was still that chance.

@Yongguk(D) Ren let out a happy squeal, all those bad feelings quickly fading away once Yongguk admitted that he wanted him in the same way. He couldnt feel any happier honestly. It was like his heart skipped a beat in his chest and a light blush came to his features. He wasnt used to getting anything he wanted but he was more than willing to fight for this. Good thing Yongguk loved him in the same way. "It right. Me happy." He smiled before leaning up to kiss the older male not even hesitating to press his small body against Yongguk's, though he was still a bit tired from all the crying; he could easily look pass this after that. Slowly pulling away from the kiss as he moved a small hand up to cup Yongguk's cheek a small smile appearing on his delicate features. "Daddy. Me better. But me tired. Can me take nap?" He yawned softly before rubbing his eyes, though he knew that had somewhere to go to today he was much to tired to worry about it. "Me no wanna go orphanage. Daddy go when Rennie sleep."

@Ren Lu Jia(B) Yongguk nodded immediately, wiping away the wet tears from Ren's cheeks. He smiled sadly when Ren crawled onto his lap and tightly wrapped his arms around the small boy. "I'm so sorry Ren." He apologized, "I love you." He whispered softly, leaning down to gently kiss the boy's forehead. "Yes I want you, I want to be together with you forever." He whispered, running his fingers through the boy's hair. "You're so precious, please never leave me." He whispered softly, "I'll try to be everything you'll ever need. I want you all to myself Rennie, daddy is being a bit selfish and won't let you go after this, no matter what you say, is that alright with you Rennie?" He whispered, gently wiping Ren's cheeks again. He knew he was selfish, and probably convincing an innocent child into something he knew nothing about. But Yongguk could not help it, he loved Ren, like had never loved anyone before, and he wanted to spend the rest of his life with the child, no matter what.

@Yongguk(D) Ren didnt bother to wipe away the tears since they were such a familiar feeling to him. He just let them fall down his porcelain cheeks and turn into small wet circles on his shirt. He didnt know the name for this broken feeling but he knew he didnt want to go through it again. Staring up at Yongguk, before rubbing his nose he nuzzling against the males soft touch, not being able to pull himself away again. Because he loved Yongguk. Loved him so very much and even though he was young and easily influenced this is what he wanted. "Me love Daddy too. I... Me be wit Daddy forever. But Daddy gotta want Rennie too. Me want only Daddy." He nods just once, before crawling into Yongguk's lap and pressing closer to him, closing his eyes slowly feeling himself getting tired from crying so much his small cheeks still wet with tears. His tiny fingers gripping the males shirt not wanting to let go. Not wanting to move away... Not wanting to get rejected again. After all any feeling hurts if you have to experience for the first time. "Daddy... W-Want Rennie back... Please."

@Ren Lu Jia(B) Yongguk could literally feel his heart break at the sobs which left the small boy and even more when Ren ran pulled away from his touch. "Ren I..." He didn't know what to say though. He saw the hurt in the small boy's eyes, knowing he was responsible for it made him feel so guilty and hurt at the same time. "I'm so sorry." He whispered softly, shifting a bit closer. "Rennie I... do love you." He said softly, "I-I'm just afraid that you..." Yongguk did not know how he should explain his feelings to a boy of 10 years old. "I'm afraid that your love is different from mine and that you wouldn't want movie kisses for a lover anymore when you grow up and find another lover." He said softly, realizing the words were true as they left his lips. He hadn't even realized how much he truly loved the small boy, and not only as a father but as someone he wanted to spend the rest of his life together with. "I love you Ren." He whispered softly, reaching his hand out to touch Ren's cheek, immensely afraid the younger would shy away from his touch and reject him. Only then did he realize how much he probably hurt the little boy. "I am so sorry Ren." He whispered. "I am so so so sorry." He felt so bad for having rejected the boy in such a manner without even realizing what he did and all of that after he had promised he would not hurt the boy and take care of him. "So sorry."

@Yongguk(D) The tears wouldnt stop the more he thought about it, and they got even worse when he heard Yongguk calling for him. The person who was the reason he felt this way. He was so confused about his feelings. But one thing he knew for sure was that Yongguk didnt feel the same. Slowly peeking up at the taller male, his cheeks damp from his tears as a small hiccup escaped his lips. He shyed away from Yongguk's touch before pushing the taller males hand away all together. He crawled away to the other side of the bathroom so there was a good different between the two, leaving his teddy bear though. Not really wanting to see it at the moment. "Me... Daddy hurt me. Here." He placed his hand on his heart, before staring down at the tile flooring. How was he even going to explain this. "Daddy no want lover kisses... Do...So Daddy not love Rennie. Not was me do." He paused for a moment doing his best to try and explain his feelings but his vocabulary was so small, and he'd just end up repeating himself. "Me love love Daddy! But Daddy no love love Rennie. So... Rennie... Rennie no want tv kiss. TV kiss for lover.... Ah... Daddy me love... Daddy me lover. But Daddy no want Rennie. So me hurt here." He lightly taps his heart, tears pooling in his eyes the whole time before slowly running down his cheeks.

@Ren Lu Jia(B) Yongguk jumped up surprised when Ren ran away, quickly getting up, worry building up inside of him. "Ren?" He asked, not knowing what he had done wrong. He ran upstairs after a moment of staring at it in surprise. "Ren? Are you alright?" He asked, stopping when he heard sniffs coming from the bathroom. He felt his heart break when he heard the little boy cry. "Ren." He said softly, carefully opening the bathroom door. He saw his child sitting on the floor, curled up and crying. He slowly walked towards him and sat down in front of him. "Ren." He said softly, "What's wrong? What did I do?" He whispered, reaching out and placing his hand on the smaller's head. "Rennie?" He asked, feeling the slight sting of tears in the corner of his eyes when he saw the sadness in the boy, feeling so helpless and wanting to help his precious boy but he did not understand what he had done wrong. He wanted Ren to know the difference between the kisses he could share with a father and the kisses he would share with a lover, they were two different things and Yongguk did not want Ren to stay ignorant of the difference.

@Yongguk(D) [ oh no you shouldnt have xD ]

Ren blinked just once, watching as Yongguk came over and knelt in front of him and he was curious to why this was so. Had he done something wrong? Or were they not going out to get clothes today? Quickly figuring out it was the first, Ren quickly looked down. Of course he would get scolded for doing such a thing. It was different. That he could quickly tell. Yongguk didnt feel the same way he did... Being as young as he was, he didnt know how to cope with such feelings he didnt know the name of. Rejection wasnt something a ten year old knew how to take well. He quickly grabbed the teddy bear and dashed upstairs as fast as he could to the bathroom and slammed the door behind him. Soft sniffles escaping his lips as he locked himself inside the bathroom, sliding down the door as tears ran down his cheek. For some reason this feeling hurt. It hurt his heart a lot. it was like a aching pain. He didnt like it at all. What was this feeling? No one had taught him this. Pulling his knees up close to his chest, his bear sitting next to him tears continued to fall as he cried. Why did it hurt so much? They were just kisses right? But not to him.

@Liu Diedi (B) Yongguk smiled when Ren kissed him back, finding, himself enjoying those small soft lips against his. He however couldn't suppress a soft gasp of surprise from escaping his lips as Ren and nibbled his bottom lip. He looked at the boy's red face intensely when they broke apart. He smiled softly at Ren's apology and slightly shook his head. "You shouldn't do that Rennie." He said gently, leaving his hand on the boy's cheek, smiling softly as Ren said he was full and giving a small nod of understanding before continuing about his previous subject. He wanted the younger boy to know that was only something you would do with a lover, not with a father but he didn't know how to explain that to a child of 10. "Rennie." He said softly, gently stroking his cheek as he walked around the table and sat down on his heels in front of the young boy. "You shouldn't kiss daddy like that again alright?" He said softly, "Those movie kisses are only for when you are grown up and have a... a boyfriend or girlfriend." He said with a small smile, hoping Ren would understand those simple words.

@Yongguk(D) Ren allowed a deep pink blush to come to his features. Always liking the idea of movie kisses but always blushed and became shy when he got them. Maybe it was because his love for Daddy made him want more than just movie kisses. More things he was never taught quite yet so he couldnt ask for them. Moving his small hand up to place it on top of Yongguk's much bigger hand. He slowly closed his eyes, enjoying the kiss. But enjoying it even more because it was Daddy kissing him just like the movies! Slowly beginning to move his lips against Daddy's he thought back to the other kinds of kisses they did in movies wanting to try it himself. Ren leaned up a bit more to deep the kiss before lightly on Yongguk's bottom lip. Nibbling on the soft flesh before biting down slightly and slowly pulling away. His eyes opened as the blush on his cheeks deepened as he slowly moved back to fully sit in his seat. Moving to place his hands in his lap. That was a bit embarrassed. "Oh... M-Me sorry! Movie kisses." he nodded, using that as an excuse for almost everything. "Daddy me no hungry! Rennie full."

@Ren Lu Jia(B) [ Don't worry about it sweetie :) ]

Yongguk noticed Ren freezing up, he reached out to the young boy. "Don't worry Rennie, I'll make sure to protect you from everyone else alright? I won't leave you there, I promise!" He whispered softly, watching as the small boy started relaxing again and smiling relieved. Yongguk laughed happily at Ren's adorableness and nodded, loving to see the cheerful attitude return to him. He placed his hands on the table to support himself before leaning forward again and pressing a sweet little kiss against Ren's lips, quickly repeating the motion of pecking those soft plump lips a few times. He didn't mind Ren begin demanding at all, he found it quite cute and wanted to spoil the boy. Yongguk lifted one hand and gently held the side of Ren's face, which almost fitted in the palm of his hand, showing them just how small Ren really was. Wanting to make sure the little boy was happy, especially after he had brought up the orphanage and saddened the boy, he leaned in and softly kissed the child again, very slowly moving his lips against the others like Ren had once done with him, giving Ren a 'movie-kiss' as he liked to call it.

@Yongguk(D) [ oh my god! i forgot again! D:< /mad at self ]

Ren froze. Just the mention of the orphanage scared him. He knew Yongguk wouldnt leave him there or try and take him back. But he was still fearful of the place he spend so many of his unhappy years. His face paled just a bit trying not to think to much into it. They couldnt take him away from Yongguk. Not away from his home. This is where he belonged. Pushing those thoughts away, Ren took a deep breath before slowly looking up and nibbled on another pancake. He was about to pick up another when the kiss from Yongguk caught him a bit off guard. His eyes lit up and a happy giggle escaped his lips. "Me like! More Daddy! More more more!" He squeaked, a bit demandingly but never meant any harm by it. He just wasnt used to getting things even when he asked for it. Leaning up and closing his eyes, pushing his lips out just slightly waiting for more kisses. "Kiss! Hehe kiss!"

@Ren Lu Jia(B) Yongguk chuckled softly and smiled at Ren's enthusiastic expression. "Yes, we are, though I first have to pass by the orphanage to fill in some papers." He said carefully, not wanting to scare Ren, "But then I will buy you as many clothes as you want." He quickly reassured the oner. He watched he smaller boy struggle with the chopsticks, almost getting up when Ren decided it wan'tt worth his time and picked up the fork. Mentally taking a note, Yongguk decided that again was something he should learn the small boy. "You can eat with your hands if it's more comfortable." He said with a small smile at Ren, starting to eat a pancake as well. Yongguk looked up, surprised by the other's random remark and laughed softly. "Alright sweetie." He said, standing up and leaning over the table to give the boy a quick peck on his lips. "Like that?" He asked curiously, wondering if the boy would be satisfied with that or if he would demand for more.

@Yongguk(D) Ren squealed happily, nodding at the olders words before wandering to the dining room table and climbing up on one of the chairs. He set his teddy bear down next to him before rocking his legs, staring at the pancakes for a few moments before looking up at the older male. "Daddy we go find Rennie clothes today?" He rubbed his eyes before reaching for the chopsticks trying to find the best way to hold him though had zero clue to how to do it since no one ever taught him. A small pout coming to his lips as he picked up one of the forks instead, stabbing a pancake and putting it on the smaller plate, taking small bites out of it before looking up at Yongguk. "Daddy! Me want kiss." He whined softly before leaning up and making kissy lips, always picking the most random times to get these things from the older male. But hey, he wanted what he wanted. "Daddy! Kiss kiss kisssss~"

@Ren Lu Jia(B) [ don't worry about it, things like that happen! :) ]

Yongguk chuckled softly at the cute sound if Ren's voice after he woke up. He laughed, incredibly happy at the blow kiss he received. "You're welcome Rennie." He said happily before returning back to the kitchen and continuing to make their pancakes. Yongguk was putting the syrup on top of the pile the exact time Ren wandered in. "Perfect timing, I was just about to call you." He said with a big smile. "I hope you like pancakes with syrup?" He asked with a big smile as he held up the plate with a small tower of pancakes on it and waited for the small boy's answer before bringing the plate towards the dining table and going back to get two smaller plates for the two of them as well as cutlery though he would,t mind of Ren ate with his hands either, he simply did not know the boy's preferences though he hoped he would learn all of them soon.