☤ Hospital

@Jinyoung its closer to dinner time.
-nods and puts on my seat belt-
what are you craving right now?
-looks over at you-

( yeah i dont mind (: )

@Won Jongjin /sighs heavily then gets inside the car/
/sits lazily and my lips a little then turns over to you when you get in the car/
Yah.. I'm feeling hungry...
/pouts at you/
What is it now though? Is it a lunch time or dinner time?
/blinks as I look around as I didn't even bother to just look at the clock and check/

[ can we move to the walls for a bit maybe? :") ]

@Jinyoung -slightly shocked and backs up a bit when you burst out at me-
-walks with you slowly to the car and chuckles softly-
y-yeah..
-runs a hand through my hair-
-smiles at yoy and opens the door for you-
its okay baby. everything is alright now.

@Won Jongjin You idiot! I'm also scared because it's just a new thing! Do you know how it is to feel like there's another soul besides your own, inside you?!
/sticks my bottom lip slightly out then bites on it/
I trust you
/hugs you before holding your hand and makes our way to the car/
Also, looks like I wasn't pregnant just yesterday from that-... Crazy mess..
/chuckles/
It actually says since a week or so, check the paper again later
I really didn't expect this day to come so soon and I should've listened to you and came earlier, sorry
/pecks your cheek/

@Jinyoung you dont have a reason to be scared sweet heart.
-looks down at you-
of course i want kids with you. its all we've been talking about lately. and everything will be fine i promise.
my mother will be happy..and my father doesnt matter. the only thing that matters is you and the baby.
-smiles and nods-
yes lets go.

@Won Jongjin Y- you are...?
/looks up at you when you lift up my chin/
r- r-... really..? I-.. I'm just a bit scared
/sniffles/
I was scared that you don't want a child with me now and... Your parents and our wedding-
/sighs/
E- everything's messed up right now and I'm just feeling scared
/wipes the tears in my eyes with my fists, takes a breath then sighs softly before showing a small smile to you/
Can we go home now? It's really embarrassing
/smiles sheepishly as I just noticed myself/

@Jinyoung -walks out with you and hugs you tightly when you start to cry-
jinyoung..you know i love you too. so so much. and im happy.
-lifts your chin to look at me and wipes your tears with my thumb-
im happy to be having a child with you. this is a good thing.

@Won Jongjin /bows my head before we leave, walks out with you/
/hugs you and burst in tears/
I'm-... I'm sorry Jongjin if-.. If you don't want this then I-...
/sniffles as I don't know what to say and just hugs you tightly/
I'm really sorry but I really love you Jongjin
/mumbles between crying and sobbing as I don't ever wanna leave the baby inside me/

@Jinyoung -nods and listens to him closely and tskrs the papers-
-nods when i hear you-
alright..lets go.
-takes your hand and leads your out of the hospital-

@Won Jongjin /once we go back I hand the doctor the pregnancy test and he smiles/

Dr: Congratulations, you're pregnant Jinyoung.. Congratulations to both of you
/he says smiling before he go back to the papers writing few things down then pulls a paper and writes down few medicines in there and when I should come back again for checkup then hands it to you telling you to make sure buying them and when I should use them/

J- Jongjin I... I'm really-...
/nibbles on my lips as I feel like crying but holds it for now/
We should go now
/mumbles quietly only enough for you to hear/

@Jinyoung -nods and holds your hand-
-walks back into the room with yoy and suts in the chair again-

@Won Jongjin /glances up at you/
I- I guess... L- let's go back to the d- Doctor to find out...
/mumbles then sighs softly as I'm still feeling nervous and all/

@Jinyoung -looks at it for a moment; feeling a bit over whelmed-
oh w-wow..
-mumbles softly before a small smile appears on my lips-
you're pregnant..

@Won Jongjin /takes a breath then sighs softly, walks out and just shows it to you while looking down and nibbling on my lips as it shows positive but feeling nervous of your reaction/

@Jinyoung yes baby im right here.
-says softly-
what is it? i-its positive?

@Won Jongjin /the doctor just nods and the nurse tells me where I could find the toilet, nods lightly while I'm shaking and goes to the toilet/
/gets inside and pees on it then looks at the result and my tears falls/
J-Jjongjin..? A- are you... still th- there..?
/sniffles a little/

@Jinyoung -my eyes get a bit big at his words-
h-huh..?
-stands up and helps you-
u-uh..okay..

@Won Jongjin /glances at you and smiles a little/
/once the doctor is done he go back to his seat and allows me to get up but the nurse hands me something in my hand and I look at her confused/

Dr : you go do the pregnancy test for now and we'll see then... Because you might be pregnant

/I look at him shocked and looks at you, shaking a little/
I- I-... I go now...?

@Jinyoung -squeezes your hand back gently and watches you both-
-rubs the back of yoyr habd with my thumb to soothe you-

@Won Jongjin /looks at you and tries to smile a little, the doctor finish checking my file and all/

Dr : Hello, so.. Tell me the problem
/he says as he looks at us listening/

/feels too nervous to speak, takes a breath/
I.. I just threw up... Twice today..
And lately I've been feeling sleepy and having a headache..
/holds tightly onto your hand/

/he nods a little and then writes down few things before standing up and coming over to me and tell me to lie down, do what I've been told and just stares upstairs feeling really nervous and all/

@Jinyoung ( can you play the doctor? )

-holds your habd and smiles at you assuringly-

@Won Jongjin /walks along with you/
/sits on the patient bed as the nurse tell me to and starts doing her work, looks at you and at the doctor/

@Jinyoung -nods and stands with you-
-goes into the room with you and sits in a chair next to the patients table-

@Won Jongjin Hm...? What is it? Is it my turn yet?
/rubs my eyes a little, gets up/
Ah let's go

@Jinyoung -smiles down at your sleeping figure-
-shakes you gently-
hey..jinyoung baby..get up..

@Won Jongjin I love you too..
/mumbles as I just fall asleep easily like that/
/the nurse calls after just a bit though but I don't hear anything as I'm napping/

@Jinyoung -sighs softly as well and wraps my arm securely around you-
-kisses the top of your head-
i love you so much jinyoung.

@Won Jongjin /looks at you for a bit then looks down a little/
Thank you...
/waits for you when you ask and all, follows you and sits besides you/
/shakes my head a little when I listen to you/
no, it's fine.. You didn't do anything wrong babe
/sighs softly and leans my head on your shoulder and closes my eyes/

@Jinyoung -holds your hand and walks in with you-
just because your fine doesnt mean i dont want to help you.
-tells the person at the desk why we're here and she tells us to sign in and wait in the waiting area-
-sits with you and holds your hand-
sorry about earlier..i probably came off as crazy or super possessive or something..

@Won Jongjin /looks over at you and shows a little but soft smile/
It will be...
/mumbles, takes a breath when we reach there/
/steps out of the car when you open the door for me/
Jongjin, I'm fine really...
/looks over at you, holds your hand/