Yongguk's Private Apartment

@Bang Yongguk () Already done. >w< <33333

@Shusaku [] yes please <333

@Bang Yongguk () It's okay, do you want me to post first in the cafe? ^^ <33333

@Shusaku [] uwah so sorry T.T I forgot about this </33333

Seeing the other being cute with his hair but immediately shutting himself down, Yongguk d the other's cheek. Quietly he leaned in and whispered into the boy's ear. "Hey, just be yourself. Cute is nice too." He simply said as he walked out of the bathroom with the other. With a hum, he waited till the other was done before the two of them got on their shoes and headed out of the door. The first stop was the cafe where maybe they boy could be a cashier or a waiter... who knows?

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@Bang Yongguk (I had to. I used to get irritated with myself for always having to delete my posts. xD)

Shusaku quietly bowed his head in thanks as he was given clothes to change into before heading to get ready. The clothes were still a bit big since his and Yongguk's frames were simply built differently but at least he was clothed. He ran his fingers through his hair before tying it up with something that he found in the other's bathroom. He hoped that it was something that could be used as a hair tie and not something important. He stared at his reflection for a moment before pouting and exiting the bathroom. He felt like he looked stupid. He was doing that thing where he was attempting to be cute again and he was irritated with himself, as usual. He took the tie out of his hair and sighed softly, shaking his hair out as he simply toyed with it in his hands.

@Shusaku [] hehe I should do that =3= yeah Imma do that.

Getting Shusaku his old clothes that he had outgrown, he handed it to the boy. "Here, get changed." He said in a soft voice but knew it was pretty obvious that the younger wanted to say something. There was just something about his facial expressions that just seemed kind of off. Raising an eyebrow, Yongguk too got ready and took of his t-shirt before putting on some casual street clothes. Heading towards the adjacent bathroom he combed his hair and gelled it a bit before heading back to wait for the younger to be done.

@Bang Yongguk (I know. It's okay. I usually change it before I reply just so I don't forget. Lol)

Shusaku felt a little better as the other reassured him that things would be okay and that it wouldn't be his fault. He wasn't going to believe it later down the line or even later when they were out looking for a job and, apparently, some clothes but, for right now, it was enough to help calm him down some more. He nodded and kept hold of the other until he slid free from the other's hold, once they were in his room. He stood at the doorway, toying with the clothes he'd been given to wear to sleep the night before. He felt like he had something to say and probably looked like it, too, but he didn't say anything. He simply went to the bathroom to try and wash up and make himself halfway decent.

@Shusaku [] the struggle is real I tell you!!!

Watching the other act like this, Yongguk's heart felt like it was sinking slightly. He hated to see the boy like this. That was for sure. The reason why--he didn't know, it was just something he didn't want to see. "Hey, It's okay. I decided to do this. So whatever may come, you are not to blame." Yongguk answered Shusaku as he smiled softly. "Now, let's go out and do some job hunting, shall we?" He asked and headed towards his room. "And you need some clothes..."

@Bang Yongguk () It's okay. It's hard to remember sometimes to change who's sending it. xD

@Bang Yongguk Shusaku practically melted against the other's frame as he was hugged. He accidentally squeaked in shock when he was suddenly picked up but he clung to the other and hid his face in his shoulder. He couldn't believe that Yongguk was carrying him around like this but he wasn't complaining. It was surprisingly comforting to be held like he was. Shusaku clung to the male even tighter and found himself soon relaxing, tears slowly coming to a stop. "I'm causing a lot of trouble for you," he eventually whispered into the male's shoulder, not even having an idea of just what was about to come in the near future.

@Shusaku Seeing the other crying, Yongguk just frowned and hugged the other tightly. Scooping him up fully in his arms, Yongguk carried the boy around the room. "It's okay Shusaku... shh..." He muttered and patted the other on his back. The two stayed in a silence that was not at all awkward but calming in a sense.

[] I keep replying as Jungkook LOLOL orz

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@Bang Yongguk Shusaku hummed in question when the other suddenly called his name. He was hesitant to even look at the male but he didn't have much of a choice as he was guided to do just that. He looked at Yongguk and felt like crying at his words, but he tried to hold back. It didn't last long though. He soon found himself tearing up and crying anyway at the kiss to his forehead. He was such a kid. A dumb one that was definitely going to get himself into lots of trouble once everything caught up with him.

@Shusaku Once he sent in the applications, Yongguk hummed quietly and saw the other apologizing once more. "Hey.. Shusaku, look at me." Yongguk whispered softly and tilted the boy's chin and smiled. "You don't have to apologize. You will live a normal life... and you will get through this." He repeated and leaned into the kiss the other on the forehead in an affectionate manner that was very fatherly and mature.

@Bang Yongguk When Yongguk agreed to help him with his homework, he felt a little better. He hesitantly watched as the other filled out the application. He wasn't sure why he was so nervous about all of this. His head was honestly beginning to hurt from the rampage of emotions coursing through him. He raised his head and looked at the other, nodding and managing a small smile as he felt the large, warm hand in his hair, "Thank you." He relaxed a little at the touches and closed his eyes. "I'm really sorry," he whispered, laying his head down and hiding his face in his arms.

@Shusaku Typing out the form, Yongguk nodded and smiled. "Of course I would help you." He responded and looked at the other. Finally finishing up the application, he sent it into the academy. "Alright, later today I want to take you to get a part time job. If you want to." He replied softly and ruffled the other's hair. Rubbing his thumb against Shusaku's pale hand, Yongguk gently soothed the other.

@Bang Yongguk Shusaku nodded slowly as the other repeated himself. "You...Would you be okay with helping me with my homework when I start getting some," he frowned. He didn't want to admit it but he knew it was going to be hard for him. Despite what he did know of Korean, he still had trouble actually reading and writing it. Honestly, he doubted he could really write that well. Shaking his head, he tried to focus, giving the other whatever information he needed to help get him enrolled.

@Shusaku It was just in his nature, Yongguk didn't have an exact reason for what he was doing--but as his grandparents had always said to him: making even only one person's day just a bit better can go a long way. Looking at the other, Yongguk chuckled and hummed as the boy asked for him to repeat what he said. "Yeah sure of course. I was thinking of helping you enroll into this private school as it's only a few minutes away from my place. Do you mind telling me your information so I can write the application?"

@Bang Yongguk He blinked when Yongguk said that he'd be his guardian so easily. He opened his mouth to say something but honestly couldn't even find the words that he wanted to say. He just sat there quietly, listening to the other. He felt like this was all too much for the other. They technically didn't know each and here he was doing so much for him without question. It made his feel awful, just as useless as his parents would call him when they didn't think he was around or within earshot. He just mindlessly nodded at the question before realizing that he was nodding. "I-I'm sorry. What did you say," he furrowed his brows a little as he looked at the male.

@Shusaku "I'll be your guardian." Yongguk simply said as he hummed and found a nice private school for the boy. "Here, this one is just a few minutes from my place. You can just tell your parents you transferred or something." With a shrug softly, Yongguk smiled and tilted his head pulling up forms to apply for younger male. "Can you help me fill out this information?" He asked and hummed quietly.

@Bang Yongguk Shusaku looked at the other at his statement. The boy honestly didn't agree but he wasn't going to state that. This man was trying to help him after all. He wasn't going to be a downer and would at least cooperate. He didn't see the benefits of knocking something before he at least tried it first. He looked at the paper and tilted his head. Crap. He had an issue. He was really going to have to practice writing and reading Korean. He only partially understood the ad for the job. The boy sighed sadly before looking at the other at the mention of school. Shusaku wondered how that was going to work. "But...My parents...How can I get into school," he asked softly, looking down again.

@Shusaku "I doubt that no one would want you." Yongguk reasoned as he smiled softly. Looking at the newspaper that was on the table from that morning, he pointed to some offers. "Here, there is a position for a waiter at a local cafe that you can do." There was a pause before he brought his phone and checked the internet. "Also... hmmm, we should get you into a school here in Seoul."

@Bang Yongguk Shusaku jumped at the other's touch and froze, listening to his voice. He kept his head down and frowned. "No one's going to want me as an employee. I can't do anything and I'm too young," he sighed. He could feel symptoms of his anxiety trying to creep up on him but he was fine for the most part, so it didn't overcome him. He was stable now, mentally. He felt like a pure idiot for everything he'd done.

@Shusaku Looking at the other, Yongguk tilted his head as he was wondering what the other was muttering to himself. "You okay?" Yongguk asked quietly as he ruffled the other's hair and looked at the younger a soft face. "You seem bothered by something."

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@Bang Yongguk "The red light district... There's one here, too," he thought aloud but very quietly. He wasn't going to say anything about the fact that he'd visited the one back home quite a few times. He wasn't a stranger to red kight districts. Shusaku blushed a bit when the other patted his tummy. He nodded, keeping his head down, mumbling to himself in Japanese. He couldn't help but to worry that he was too young and too inexperienced to do anything.

@Shusaku That smile made Yongguk's heart swell slightly. It was nice to see it and he made a mental note to always try and bring it out. "Hmm~ please don't go to red light district by yourself..." He said softly before patting Shusaku's tummy. "Glad you're full though. Should we go job hunting sometime?"

@Bang Yongguk He paused at the response, finally looking directly at the other for what felt like the first time. "I don't know--How do I do that," he sighed, poking at his food now before he ate a little more. Shusaku went back to focusing on his food. Once the food was gone, the boy made a small noise and shook his head slowly, a soft smile pulling at his lips, "I think I'm okay for now. I'll get too full." He stated, poking at his own tummy.

@Shusaku "You can thank me by not getting hurt anymore, okay?" He said with a gummy smile and ruffled the other's head. Seeing how happily and fast the other was eating, Yongguk chuckled to himself. "There's more where that came from." He offered as he finished his plate.