Baekhyun's Private Room

@Baekhyun "I know, I know." Yongguk cooed and rubbed Baekhyun's back. "I'm so sorry this had to happen, I really am." He felt horrible, and he made Baekhyun cry. Honestly, he's never felt anything like Baekhyun and U-Kwon so he doesn't quite understand, but he'll just try and be there for the younger.

@Yongguk "I just want U-kwon..." Baekhyun started sobbing softly once again. "I told myself I wouldn't get way to attached again. I knew this would happen..." He cried in the pillow, hidding his face from Yongguk's eyes."I can't rest...Not now. Not soon."

@Baekhyun Yongguk smiled and leaned into Baekhyun's warm hand. "Ani, I'm supposed to be making you feel better." He protested lightly, brushing the hair out of the other's face. Baekhyun looked so tired and weak laying there. "Get some rest, I'll stay right here."

@Yongguk Baekhyun cupped Yongguk's face with one of his hands and smiled painfully "It's not your fault Yongguk." He sighed and closed his eyes "I'm really thankful to have you by my side now. I don't know what would I do if I was alone..."

"He's just hurt, he'll calm down and see." Yongguk said soothingly, crouching near the bed. "Don't worry. And stop scratching, you'll hurt yourself." He teased lightly, grabbing Baekhyun's hands in one of his, the other reaching up to wipe the tear away. This was all his fault, how could he have done something like this to his only friend? Yongguk felt terrible, but he had to put those feelings aside right now to help his friend who was clearly grieving and upset.

"I'm not feeling okay" he mumbled as he was taken to the bed and tucked afey in the covers. "Why didn't he understand?" A tear rolled down his cheek and he snuggled even more "I didn't mean to...I feel so dirty" Baekhyun started scratching his arms and body frantically and harshly, to try and get the 'dirty' of.

Yongguk's heart broke as he heard the other's words. How could U-Kwon be so angry at such an innocent person? "I won't leave you, Baekhyun, I promise. Let's get you to bed, you don't look so good." Yongguk picks Baekhyun up and carries him over to his bed, pulling back the covers and laying the small boy down. "It'll all work out, I promise."

Baekhyun looked at him confuse, forrowing his eyebrows "Yongguk?" He stayed silent for a moment trying to understand what was happening and then shook his had slowly "I don't want to be alone...I'll behave I swear" Baekhyun begged with teary eyes. Everything was so confusing and he felt dizzy as .

Yongguk shook his head, pulling Baekhyun into a hug. "Ani, he doesn't hate you. He just needs some time and he'll understand. I can stay away from you for a while if you want me to, though." Yongguk offered, although he didn't really want to. Baekhyun was one of his only friends around here, he didn't want to lose that.

Baekhyun didn't move a muscle and stared at Yongguk with lifeless eyes "I...He hates me now...Just like I tould he would."He whispered softly and them went mutelooking like a doll which was thrown away by his owner.

Yongguk shrugged and walked into the room, seeing Baekhyun on the floor and rushing over. "Baekkie? Are you alright?" Yongguk asked worriedly, looking over him for any noticeable marks. Not that he thought U-Kwon would hurt him but you never know.

U-Kwon slightly flinched at Yongguk's words, knowing that he was slightly true, but the only one that he had with here, was Baekhyun, no one else. He decided to ignore it, not wanting Yongguk to get to him so quickly, and kept walking.

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"He wouldn't have needed it if you were there." Yongguk says, not turning around and sighing sightly. "You go ahead and call me a all you want, but who's the host here?" Yongguk wasn't intentionally trying to bait U-Kwon, it was an automatic reaction. It'll hopefully help, though.

U-Kwon clenched and unclenched his fist, wanting to just punch Yongguk right in his face, but he couldn't find himself to do it. He wasn't someone that picks up a fight, he only takes out his anger in yelling. "You still could of found another way of relieving him of his pain instead of being a and givng him a ..." He said in a low voice through his clenched teeth. Not wanting to even be in his presence anymore, he walked past him, bumping shoulders with him as he did so.

Yongguk meets U-Kwon's angry gaze unflinchingly. "None of this was Baekhyun's fault, U-Kwon." He said, voice surprisingly steady for how his heart was racing. This was the right thing to do, all of this was his fault. "You want to scream at someone, here I am. You can scream at me, yell at me, beat me up for all I care. But just know that what I did meant nothing. I was helping him out because he was literally in pain."

U-Kwon looked down at the ground with a hurt glare, not believing what had happened. This was the second time he was betrayed by someone who,he had loved, why can't he just have ONE love that wouldn't do him like this? Looking back up, his facial expression immediately changed from the sight he had seen in front of him, Yongguk.

Yongguk was passing by on the way to the music room when he heard the yelling. Wondering what was going on in Baekhyun's room, he walked over. The blood drained from his face when he realized who else was there. Yongguk swallowed and walked over, ready to meet his fate at the hands of U-Kwon.

@U-Kwon Baekhyun fell to the ground because of the harsh move, and there he stayed "Please...Don't leave me" He whispered painfully between his sobs, hitting the carpet with both fist. He didn't think he could stand up again after this...He didn't want to anyways.

@Baekhyun "GET OFF!" U-Kwon yelled as he roughly ripped Baekhyun's arms off of him and turned around. "How can I trust you?! After what you told me, I'm having a hard time debating wether to trust you or not!" U-Kwon groaned in frustration and ruffled his hair. "You know what? Just give me sometime...until then, we can't see eachother." He last said before leaving once again.

@U-Kwon "U-kwon! Please! I can be without you!! U-KWON!" Baekhyun started sobbing again and stood up running to back-hug the other snuggling into his back "Please! I love you so much..."He didn't know what to do if U-kwon wasn't in his life anymore, he couldn't even think about it. No.

"You ing act like you're a crack or heroine addict. addiction is only in the mind-" U-Kwon said as he pointed to his own head. "-the feeling comes from the brain, not from your body. You can control it." He finished before giving Baekhyun another hurt look and turning away, this time, walking away without any stops. He was hurt, he felt betrayed, used. Out of all people, he least expected Baekhyun do to somthing like that, but as they say, don't judge a book by it's cover, even if they look innocent. Those are the worst ones.

@U-Kwon "I had to. You can't even imagine how painful it is. My head hurts and my stomach does weird flips al the time and my skin itches." He sighed closing his eyes. "You don't have to forgive me but I want you to know helped me as a friend. I want you to know that i feel as disgusted for myself as you probably do and I don't know what to do to make you feel better"

@Baekhyun That didn't make him feel any better than he already felt. Clenching his fist, he stopped walking to turn back around to thw sobbing Baekhyun. "DO YOU THINK THAT THAT MADE ME FEEL ANY BETTER?! IT DOESN'T MATTER, OR IT STILL HURTS BAE!!!"

@U-Kwon Baekhyun slumped on the ground, suddenly way too tired to repeat the same words all the time.Way to tired of rejection, way too tired of doing his best to make things work just to see them burn. He looked at U-kwon with lifeless eyes, there were no tears left "I'm not like any one you've met before." He whispered softly "There's no one who loves you like I do and there won't be. You can ask Yongguk, I didn't have with him. I'm addicted to U-kwon , and you left me alone and it hurt so much...I-I felt like exploding any time. Yongguk gave me a to relieve me so I could wait for you..." He spoke quietly, slowly.

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@Baekhyun U-Kwon was slightly taken aback at Baekhyun's confession, his facial expression changed. "Bae-" -No...Don't believe him...- "No...NO! I'M NOT BELIEVING YOU!" He yelled from the top of his lungs as a few tears trailed down his cheeks. "Y-You're just like him...a lier....." U-Kwon said lowly with a shakey voice, his breath becoming slightly shakey. Shaking his head rapidly, he turned around and walked away from Baekhyun, wanting to get away from the madness, the confusion. (look at ukwons profile and you'll see why he said that.)

@U-Kwon Baekhyun's knees became jelly and he fell to the ground with a loud 'thud', looking at U-kwon with big eyes as he yelled, tears rolling slowly down his cheeks. "I...didn't have... with him..." He whispered, his voice denying to work.

(lol guk)

"IF YOU ING LOVE ME SO DAMN MUCH THEN WHY DID YOU DO IT?!" U-Kwon yelled as he turned around to look at Baekhyun with a hurt expression. "WHY DID YOU DO IT BAE?! YOU MUST NOT LOVE ME AS MUCH AS YOU SAY YOU DO IF YOU HAD WITH HIM."

(-is openly sobbing-)