I want you. I want us.

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**chuckles and heads down to the livingroom**

@Navita Nahh... I'll just entertain myself with one of your books

@Toni **nods** ok.. I can't sleep anyways... I'm going to make a cup of hot chocolate. Want any?

@Navita No... I'd kinda told mom that I was staying here anyways

@Toni **bites my lip** we'll see... It's late... Are you heading home?

@Navita The easiest way is to just be straightforward... Put up a few walls of you have to before you do if that'll make things easier

@Toni I don't know how to tell him... Eotteoke?

@Navita Something tells me he won't... You have to try babe

@Jongin **sighs** he'll laugh in my face... I know it... I can't bare the humiliation T...

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@Navita Not when you have to see him everyday and interact with him. Tell him Nav... It's the only way

@Toni **shakes my head** no. I've been hurt enough already. I can just forget it right..?

@Navita I thought so. You need to tell him

@Toni **looks at you** ...

@Navita Why does it hurt Nav ?

@Toni **shrugs my shoulders**

@Navita Why does it hurt ?

@Toni **closes my eyes tightly** ...but it does...

@Navita Then it shouldn't hurt so much that you're simply just a toy

@Toni **bites my lip and turns** I don't love him...

@Navita Are you saying you don't ?

@Toni **looks at you with wide eyes** what?! That's nonsense! Why would I love him?

@Navita Don't lie to me.. You love him

@Toni O___O wh-what do you mean how-how I feel? I-I don't f-feel--

@Navita You say how you feel... Don't hold back and don't hide anything... And you tell him if he can't accept you then leave you the alone

@Toni What do I say?

@Navita You sit him down and talk to him

@Toni **glares at you** what do I do Toni..?

@Navita If you truly believe that then you're dumber than you look.