… huh…

I think I'm just ...

a piece of ...

when it comes to roleplaying lately. 
 

like I just heavy balls at it anymore. 
 

LOL 

I know better than to let feelings in and . No one's totally made me feel this way or anything... I don't deliberately stick my head in any drama either...or start .

I guess im just in need of a "breath" rn so im im using it to make this and just...share. 
 

i deal with paranoia as it is so yeah... and I know better ya know? I do. So im just trying to tell myself that...

"im ok... you're ok... we are ok... it's ok... /tear drop/ 

soooooo I woke up ok. I am determined to just have a good day. I hope everyone who's anyone here also does! I'm... I'm not leaving... not just yet anyway. Ok? <3 

I'm just struggling to not dis-associate because I do it on a daily basis in real life sometimes. 

I KNOW BETTER than to worry... I just worry... about everything and everyone in my life and I'm discovering that my mental health might be... different than I thought? 
 

gdi like~ "oh so I was NEVER diagnosed?! Oh ~"  so I am just finding out over here and hey trying some mood stability pills LOL 

//cocoons self in safetyBlanket. And sleeps for years.

I hope everyone else really does have a decent day/night...I do. Aside if you down or depressed, feeling like your existence is and it doesn't even matter... yeah I FEEL IT... Me too. 

i don't show it to much when I'm In any role plays... why should I? Right? I'm always trying to be a little candle for others, it's the only thing I can naturally do as another person ... behind the screen... <3 

fr see ya kids laterrrr~ 

I know most of us are adults tho hello~ im just not boriing like my parents.