Wu Yifan

I'm crying so hard. I want him to be happy, but the tears won't stop. He looks really skinny, the director said she didn't let him eat and I want to kill someone. I love Wu Yifan, I never noticed him at first until the end and when he left... I've held in my tears but today, eight now, I can't stop them. They keep coming and coming and I can't even see through my tears it hurts so much. I want to talk to someone, not just over the internet, but people will think I'm overreacting, they will think I'm stupid, my parents will shrug it off afterward telling me its okay but they don't understand. Exo is my life. They are all I really have at the moment They kept me alive when I wish I wasn't. I just want Yifan to be happy, But like this? I'm glad he's smiling. But I miss exo when it was exo I don't want to be the only one to say this.. They're different now. I love them But I love exo And i will love them no matter what It just feels different Yes I love them so much But their music is different. All if them are different. And everything just hurts I need someone to cry with me. I want to hear someone cry like I do to know I'm not the only one in pain Everything hurts.