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aliferous
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anodyne
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❞ The taste of poison dancing in the depths of his mouth seem more sweeter than that of the chemicals roaming through his veins.

Experiment J-3012 or rather called to be "3012" is from the 3rd cluster found in United States, California. No one knew much about the specimen with jet black wings, cursed into eternal damnation. According to their study from their research, 3012 is placid but very hospitable than most of the test subjects they've had kept in their own prison. Quite naive to be used for one of their projects that they longed to discover. The specimen also showed a large interest in the wonders of arts and music. 

3012 was chosen out of the many test subjects available in the laboratory for the chemicals to be made into various of narcotics to be sent to different people across the country. Their physique has been proven to be one of the most durable in withstanding any toxin injected into their body. Many drugs and poison have been distributed across the world with the help of 3012 and the amounts of tests being conducted during the past 6 months. Unfortunately, a week prior from the continuous number of successful results, 3012 escaped from the confinements of their room at 3am midnight.

。。。

Just like all the beggars, he felt his hands frigid and his stomach begin to twist, screaming for hunger. Nothing could ever compare to his agony and the many toxins that now lived through the back of his veins. 3012 required sustenance and a drink. He needs water.

Out of greed, he snatched another man's cuip and took the liquid taking a large gulp. Much to his surprise, the man was impressed by his bold actions upon stealing his drink. The beverage he was supposed to share towards his comrade or so he thought. The bar held numbers of alcohol ranging from one of the strongest until the weakest brand they could serve. However, 3012 never drank alcohol. Pasithea's Boss aimed to drug an enemy located near the bar only to watch a teenager steal that very same toxin away and with ease.

He had a new mission now and knew well that this young man will do wonderful missions in the group. From here, Pasithea's Boss took 3012 and returned to New Seoul with his approval. He was preoccupied to train 3012 into becoming one of his spawns. He also gave 3012 a new name knowing well they could never remember the same number code that used to torture him in the hellish gates of the laboratory.

Joshua. Hong Joshua.

It fit him well. A new name, another sinner added towards the chaos that even Joshua is unprepared for. The reason why he was created was completely unknown to him. He knew he was a seraphim but why was he abandoned out of all the places that granted forgiveness? They didn't forgive him any longer and he never knew the reason why. The path that leads back to heaven seem to grow distant and hazy while he was trained under the mafia's hands.

He no longer belongs to heaven. His new home resides on the soil beneath him and the despair that lingers through the city of New Seoul.

April 21, 2020.

A candle had slowly diminished from Pasithea's territory. The leader of Pasithea and his reign had came to an end. Joshua knew he would take his crown someday after their countless talks and every meeting he kept encountering inside the comforts of the headquarters. What he feared for had come true now that he witnessed their previous boss killed.

Currently, Joshua is Pasithea's boss. He gives certain tasks to his many members who agreed to abide by his guidelines. He didn't chose to change a lot of their previous rules wanting to remember each advice that the previous mafia boss told him.

Joshua felt content from where he stood amongst the masses. It may not be perfect but he still considered his reality as the perfect nightmare he'll ever get to experience. From a seraphim he became one of the fallen who gets the experience to kill and have his way with many people he wishes. What purpose shall he serve next will be for him to decide.
 
 
motto!
motivation

Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused.

Paulo Coelho.
quirks!
personality
appearance

joshua possess platinum blonde hair color which is his natural hair color. his hazel irises radiate a calm energy yet alluring to many people that he meets from each deal he comes across. joshua stands around 177 cm. (5'10") and weighs 60kg (132 lbs.). joshua Has a pair of gold hoop earrings located on his ear lobes and helix. for his style of clothing he prefers to wear anything fancy and well cut consisting of blazers and dress shirts for the most.

likes

. no need to get into detail from that single word alone, most especially . he enjoys learning more about medication, narcotics and different poisons that are available around him which he can use as much to his extent. alcohol, his drug to escape the refuge against reality and a known force for him to slip toxins into people's beverages if they have done him wrong. his favorite fruit is strawberries. loves chocolate, particularly dark chocolate. an absolute fan for coffee, would always order one to start the day.

dislikes

when people decided to not abide through the terms and agreement to the contract that they have set upon for the meet up on certain drug deals. if he ever receives lack of respect towards him or anyone he values, just expect him to give you a list of punishments that could potentially lead to death. the chance of sparring you would be scarce, depending on his mood and patience. he always get irritated whenever anyone interrupts him in his fun time or his work. smoking isn't really a thing for him to indulge with.

hobbies

joshua had many hobbies when he was a child while being held captive in one of the laboratory rooms. they gave him objects to interact with and one of them was a guitar. the strings when strum held a harmony more peaceful than the world that screamed of chaos and murder. another unknown item that was granted upon the researchers request was a paint brush and paint. it helped him pass through the time, further more allowing him to explore the dull colors that the world held. sadly, all these hobbies were neglected once he became pasithea's mafia boss. he loves to learn different languages and knew how to speak 5; english, korean, japanese, chinese and a bit of spanish. he uses it to an advantage to make deals towards foreigners until he was more situated in new seoul.

habits

every morning before attending to his work as a the dealer in pasithea and their boss, joshua often makes coffee taking a sip before he leaves. after work he has the tendency to mingle and have his way with different people that he meets and it could be one of his clients or someone that caught his eye. this also depends on his mood, but if he feels irritated after work he'll straight up leave the location and return back to pasithea to heal by himself in the permises of his room.

abilities

flight; with the use of his raven colored wings, he can soar through great heights and have the ability to make them appear right behind his back whenever he wants. immune to poison; because of the many experiments being conducted on his body he gained the ability to be immune to toxins that has the capability to harm his body.

goals

get through his life without dying on the frigid streets of new soul. remain in his spot as pasithea's boss until the day he finally dies. when he was a child, he wanted to know who were his parents but knowing what kind of person he became and the many deaths he caused he knew they would never welcome him, even on the highest spots of heaven. he valued their safety as much as his own.

kink list

blindfold, begging (receiving) anonymous , (giving), / torture and worship (giving), endytophilia, discipline, face ing (giving), impact play (giving), -warming, odaxelagnia, pecattiphilia, spanking (giving), tantalolagnia (giving), telephonicophilia, tripsolagnophilia, ing, sir kink.

connections!
significant people in life.

( "(+)" indicates joshua's previous ual encounters. )
— pasithea, jennie k.
*

❞the lover. she was a wild card for him to handle. it took time for him to break the ice into shards that had the potential to give him traces of wounds that encased her heart. for the very first time, he actually fell for someone. his withered heart that lie on his grave had came to life.

— eros, taemin l.
*

❞ual encounter. (+) it was rather a peculiar sight to see a demon inside the gates of heaven. taemin is eros's boss, and an attractive flower to taint on. the church held many divine beings inside their house and joshua was one of them until god himself watched one of his sons commit sinful acts such as what joshua done with taemin in the cathedral.

— hermes, beomgyu c.
*

❞friends with benefits. (+) he provides good companionship even if the other sees him as a complete nuisance in a couple of their moments shared together. somehow joshua was able to take a hold of his number and provide a free private service behind his own boss's eyes.

— pasithea, joohyun b.
*

❞second-in-command. (+) she is a highly intelligent woman in her field through the making of drugs and narcotics. her mind was y as well as her body one even he had to agree of after providing her the companionship through her hours of required rest with him.

— name here.
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j-3012!
@blackthorn
full name
hong joshua
pronouns
he/him
date of birth
???.12.30
species
fallen angel
mafia group
boss of pasithea
location
try and guess it
r. orientation
demiromantic
s. orientation
biual
zodiac sign
capricorn
mbti type
enfj-t
 
activity
70%
 
muse
70%
 
reply speed
60%
 
profile
80%
out of character!
personal information
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lover!
love interest
full name
kim jennie
date
21.19.03

you are the epitome of an angel and an extraordinary nightmare. it felt humorous to watch myself chase after one person until i realized that my dying heart moved to the calm beat of the ever fading melody for you. colours exploded through my dull vision. every note came crashing down making me drown, not in poison but from your love. darling, you thunderstorm.