Trigger Room

I think I should sleep
Maybe that'll help things

I'm sad again, lovely...

I think I'm gonna reside here for a while...

If it's already 2018 and Tao hasn't come back, can I just assume he forgot about me so that I won't spend every day hoping and every night he stays gone crying?

The baby room makes me sad... I can't have any even if I wanted and tried.. -sighs-

Sadly enough, I haven't gotten over you yet.. -sighs-

it'w been almost a week... yet i can't seem to get over you..

Don't come looking for me if I disappear for a bit... not that anyone would...

I'm so done with always being the only one putting maximum effort.
I'm just going to be me and love whomever i want and if they don't love me then there is no point
It takes two to make an effort in a relationship. I am so exhausted for putting effort for two people.
I can't take it anymore emotionally. #sorrynotsorry

I miss him... I know he's gone but... I still miss him..

@♥ Luhan -shrugs-
Things happen I guess.
-hugs my knees and sighs softly-

@♦ Lee Jaehwan -sighs softly and pouts-
I should go check up on Yuta...

@♦ Lee Jaehwan -blinks again and sighs-

@♦ Lee Jaehwan -blinks-
I'm fine...

Don't pity me. I don't need your pity. I'm used to being left. I just don't know what to do with Ori now...

@♥ Luhan It's okay. I'm used to it.
-shrugs and sighs-

Is it bad that I saw it coming? And that one part of me knew it wouldn't last?

@♥ Luhan -thinks quietly for a little bit, while accepting another piece of candy.-
Could I tell you privately? I don't want to make a big deal of it but I would like some advice.

@♥ Luhan -sniffs a bit and closes my eyes-
I just... feel really conflicted and sad right now.im in a situation where I don't really know what to do.

@♥ Luhan -leans against you and accepts a piece of candy from the bag.- thank you

-sits down in here and pulls my hood up, hugging o to my knees-

@♥ Minki /kisses the crown of your head and rubs your back
Im always here in case you need someone to lean on

@♥ Kim Myungsoo It's ok...
I just needed to let it out
/hugs you tightly
Thanks soo

@♥ Minki you can talk to me minki boo, im here for you
/wipes your tears
shhh it's okay

@♥ Kim Myungsoo I'm just in a bad mood and I need to spill it out and I don't know...
/mumbles through tears
I'm stupid

@♥ Minki minki boo, what's wrong? /frowns

@♥ Kim Myungsoo /hugs back and cries a little

@♥ Minki /hugs you close

I just feel bad...
Probably a bad day with the worst mood
/crawls under covers and hide

@♥ Luhan /i missed your heols omg