yeonhee's room

but it does feel like i'm going through it all over again, eep.

getting hit by a case of deja vu is rough ;;;

oh wait, ungodly hour- it kinda works both ways? asdfgh.

i just wish tonight isn't the night my body decided to wake me up at an unholy hour ;-;

as much as i want to be mad ... but ... aaa. i have to learn to be more understanding too?

okay, now feeling that life doesn't for a bit ... i hope- i'm just very scared of draining people all this time ;;;

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i should not let the nerves take over me again, heh.

okay, i need to calm down. almost crying won't help, hhhh.

;;; still wondering what i did wrong, aaa.

sorry to those who got redirected ... i just need to let it all out ;;;;

i didn't wake up to feel like this all over again, aaaa.

managed to sleep for an hour but ... eep.

not again. (why am i still awake ;;;;)

... sigh.

https://youtu.be/J2gpmYhX3zc

:') listening to it now and thought i should post it here too, heh- ("i hope you stay with me tonight")

surprisingly, i feel more awake today ... should i wait again ; u ;

https://youtu.be/gsoUmmaCM3w

today's song !! listened to this one after sooo long, i still love it a lot. : D