▶ sin room ◀

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ C O N T R A C T

*Jungkook’s gentle eyes moved over your features. Catch up on the sadness when you mentioned your lost love. The memory of your hurt face was still fresh in his memory. The wish to never make you experience that ever again strong. Jungkook knows he is going to work hard on it. For them both.*

*Trembling, gentle fingers gathered your face, holding you close. His forehead resting on yours as you share short breaths between messy kisses. Every single movement was bringing you closer, Jungkook’s body sinking into yours. Trembling from pleasure. * Gukkie… *Low, husky whisper, eyes fluttering before they shut as he let himself drown in sensations, feelings, and your hands on him. Between space and time, with just you. Your warm body grounding him down. The contract makes it all more enjoyable. You were the cause of his euphoria.*

*The crying was doing something to his heart. Jungkook’s moved closer, reaching out and very gently petting his hair.* I am Jungkook I won’t leave you, you are not alone. *He says, settling down next to the boy.* Do you have to go? *He asked softly.* You can stay with me If you'd like.

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human [] no problem! But bc contract is pretty important, should we move to a different place instead or maybe consider it implied if you don’t have time. I wanna give you options too : ) ]

*is pulled inside, grabbing your waist harder against his* I missed you so ing much too. I touched my lip too instead of just my ear because yeah yeah, I wanna feel your body. But also I wanted to talk to you one on one without the filter, see how my cute thang is doing. *says after letting you pull off his shirt* I’ll or make love to you whichever way you want but don’t worry, I don’t need to rush with you cause I got someone else’s . That’s the best part about this. That I can do more than just using your body. And *kisses down your shoulders* even if they can satisfy my body or attention needs temporarily, they don’t have my heart like you do baby… *smiles caressing your cheeks while kissing you harder* so before you and I get too needy, I can be here for just loving on you too baby

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ [] Sorry forgot to tag djdnxn

*He pulls you inside. His hands finding a way to your neck, to pull you into another kiss. Needy, and passionate. * I missed you... *He said, pulling on your shirt to remove it.* My hot baby... *His body pressed flush against yours, rubbing his crotch against you.* How will you take me?

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human You know it baby… *his voice stays soft at your moving fingers, remembering his last love* once I fall for someone, I got a hard problem of letting go. You saw. With the connections, him breaking that last registered one and . *yet his voice turns breathier when you start riding him. He hitched his breath when you press our foreheads together because , he can see any tingle in your body as your hole clenched around him all along with your face. so sensitive* mm yours…

Hyung… *he moans at you enjoying his meeting of the s, grabbing your waist, rolling his hips into you as he lifts you at first while ing up into you. You were clearly enjoying his and it showed. It was a ing turn on for him too; ing someone who was needy for him. Added bonus is you were his human thanks to the forging contract*

Love you…so ing. Much… *he groaned as you came again though that last one was more for the contract prep. It was y though. Your face overwhelmed with the pleasure of our , as he ed a bit, he slowed down to cup and thumb at your face before again. He hums kissing you* wouldn’t have it any other way baby…

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*then the place became dark around that Jeongguk. He was crying and hugging his legs before looking to you with doe eyes. At the familiar voice uttering his name, his lips trembled yet his eyes didn’t recognize* w-who are you…? *looks around him, biting his lower lip nervously* I- I don’t wanna go there. I-I’m all alone…

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *His fingers moved over your cheek, at that sad smile. He understood why you insist, but even thinking about you disappearing makes him want to scream.* I will live for you. It won't be easy, but I will. Just haunt my dreams from time to time.

*Riding you... was like nothing else. He could agree with that. The way you hold his waist, look at him, your body under him, your hard so deep. You are right. Riding was the best. Facing you during was great. Holding your face in his hands, resting his forehead on yours as he , just the best. And when you let him take control over it for a moment? Set his rhythm, kisses, and everything? Probably the easy way to tell him you love him and trust him, and Jungkook appreciates it with his whole heart.*

My Gukkie... *He smiles into your lips, letting you kiss it away, to let your hands and his body take over and guide him. *

*Long gliding movements of his hips, so he could feel every inch of that , moving inside him until the tip catches on his rim just to slam himself down, with a gasping, needy moan. Each one making him see stars, fingers curling in your shoulders, digging lightly in your skin. Then you started to move as well, meeting him in the middle, and his eyes filled with tears of pleasure.* Jeongguk.. oh , Jeongguk... *He gasped, pulling you by your neck closer and kissing you hard, before he as well no longer could keep it up. Just taking you in, harder, faster, deeper, until the room was filled with noises of skin slapping, his breathy moans and gasps. The muscles in his thighs hard against the touch, burning from all the work, but it didn't matter. *

*Somewhere in between he , violently all over his stomach, and yet he pushes himself harder. Rocking himself, your hitting his prostate over and over and over again. His body was twitching in your hold, trembling, but that didn't matter. Just one look at your face, his trembling hands cupping it, thumbing your cheeks as he kisses away another confession.* I love you too, I love you so, so much, Jeongguk. You are everything. *He mutters, kissing that beloved mouth as he rocks with you, until he once again. Only then did he slow down, letting you take control and hold his body close, but not before you reached your own . *

*You laid him down, all trembling, body sensitive, hot and sweaty, and he whimpers, squirming when you clean him, and . This was also secretly his favorite part. It was almost painfully pleasant on his sensitive skin, and he wouldn't change it for anything else. In this high, with your still buried so deeply, the bites no longer painful. Jeongguk was crying at that point, from all the pleasure and emotions, arms and legs wrapped around your body, moving his with yours, whispering your name in a husky, low voice, begging you to not stop.* Mine... you are mine.

*As he walks around the darkness, the sobs sounding familiar, his heart seizing in pain when he finally sees you. He moved closer, falling to his knees, looking at you. He reaches out, wanting to touch you.* Jeonggukie...my baby...

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human Thank you…for that baby *he smiles before his smile weakens* that’s what I meant. I don’t want you to give up just cause it don’t work out. I want you to live..*

*the reason Jeongguk found this position to be his favorite was because he could hold and kiss you close while also enjoying those times when you would take over because you were too needy for him. He loved when needy you would just show him exactly how much you wanted to be ed by him. To him. That and unlike when he was pushing you back and ducking you down, this position he could see every single expression as you ed on him hard. the other top two for him for you was different than his usual top two. He enjoyed pressing you up against the wall lifting your leg and watching your expression as you were filled with him. His other would definitely be when he was soaking his in you either in the morning or night when we were exhausted from ing yet couldn’t hold it back with another round in bed. Sometimes it would turn to you being needy for him. Other times it was just him again lifting your leg and kissing your lips as he ed you laying on his side. Those were different from his usual favorite victim positions were were dicking them down against a wall or on the bed face down. Yes it was less intimate but also exactly what his victims would want. Being drilled down by a demon monster who had no mercy. Some runner ups that were getting more ier with you that he usually didn’t bother with was the more vanilla stuff. Like missionary. Missionary was way more greater with you because he could hold you close and be the one controlling. But because he was neutral for controlling, it was more just great to love you close.*

Kook Hyung then *he kisses your lips with a softer smile before you rode him*

Mm .. *he moaned harder back in agreement as you slammed down then started to ride him and pull his head back to kiss his lips. His glazed over eyes watched that y body do whatever you wanted to get off with his body before he too ed up to meet yours, enjoying the friction of your hole jerk him off while clenching around him. He growls at the walls around him him in as he mom over your waist so he could impair your prostate with your s. But when it was time to take over, grab your waist and drill up into you, his eyes widen when you grabbed him, pushed to lift your hips and slam back down, so eager for his . He groaned despite his now twitching and unable to hold it in the more our skin slapped. He growls throwing his head back as sweat glistened off his neck. He clenched his eyes in teeth before trying to open them again because he wanted to see your face* oh ! Course b-baby! you me so good..! Always..! *he tried to stop ing to keep himself from too fast before you did, pushing you slightly off of him so he could breathe. But who knows why. Maybe because you didn’t let up or maybe because he was so In tune with your body, but his stomach was clenching tightly as he could feel his own body start to heat up to your needy s.* ing love your ty hole *he groaned until his body relaxed slightly when you slowed down enough to kiss him. He moans with a smirking warm smile between his lips as he d the hand on your waist up your back to kiss you* I love you… *and then his came back down from ing, ing in you again with soft but brief kisses, slow s. But when you begged for him to not stop, he growled and started rolling his hips up into you faster, by now some of his own hair was falling down his forehead* like…that…baby?

… *he groaned as he ed against your slamming down. Sometimes rolling his hips faster, sometimes slower. But even he was surprised when you didn’t let him take control and you again. No. Instead, you kept on top of him until he couldn’t help but wanna . He groaned when you continued to ride him faster and faster, even leaning back and tilting his hips to you harder which he was able to, pounding into you while grabbing your waist, your thighs slapping against his own as the bed creaked.* mm me too kook hyung! *And when you eventually came, he growled pleased at the clenching of your until he eventually came inside you* god you’re so ing hot *mumbled breathlessly when you made him , groaning as you rode him like a pro.*

*With all the ing or more like you ing him he almost forgot that he had to do something more this time. Eventually he remembered after his pulled out to the from your hole and clean it.* , you taste so good… *he moans at the taste, reminding him exactly why was great. Then he went back to focusing on the contract, this time letting your neck be abused yet now able to constantly heal when he bit it to cause you to bleed until he was ing you missionary as you were getting off still recovering from the high. Even he was surprised for twice but he guessed it might be because not only did you love him but you wanted to have with him way more than he’s used to that as the contract was finally sealing and he was getting high with your and blood that he came inside you for the second time* mm baby daddy…my kook Hyung, I love you…*he growled instantly his throbbing hard inside you again, ready for the next round.*

*But first, as his own mixed with yours seeped into your neck where the contract was being made, before he could make love with your body the next time, the darkness swallowed you*

….

*you walked around the empty dark place. It was so…lonely with no lack of amount of space ever-stretching. Then the crying sound as you walked grew louder and Jeongguk, the original Jeongguk with the gages and strawberry blonde hair who had those puppy doe eyes was hugging his legs surrounded by a barely there circle and 4 bare traces of paths that seemed to connect back to the circle. It seemed like the other refused to move from the circle, instead choosing to cry in it*

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ I may not know, but I remember our first meeting, and I listened to you carefully. Your eyes change when you mention him. It's enough for me. He hurt you. It makes me mad. *His eyes show it. The dark anger swirling inside, which only calmed when he met yours, soft and loving. Fingers rubbed circles into your skin. Unspoken words and promises to protect you. *

I am sorry *He apologized softly, touching your cheek.* It's not that I want to die. I don't. I want to live because, finally, I have something to look forward. /You./ *He thumbed your cheek.* But I just know that if I lose you, it will be damn difficult. To care about it. *Jungkook gave you the time you needed to calm down. Just listening and holding you close, breathing with you. * I will try. I really want to be happy with you.

*It was Jungkook's favorite position a well. Despite the difference in size, he likes being on your lap, slowly riding you, and letting you hold him in his arms. The other one he likes just as much was the slow bed ing after many rounds, when he just falls asleep right after with you still buried inside. Actually, the rough pounding down… there are far too many good positions. Yet, that would be the top three with riding as a top one.* I am not scared of pain, not with you. * He whispered back, pressing kisses to your now properly messed up hair.* Ow, don't give me his old nicknames. *He gasped, feeling your fangs and fingers, squeezing you in his arms a bit harder with soft '' barely audible.* Kook? I am your Kookie hyung? *Hums happily, nodding.* I like it, I think it suits me.

*The way his eyes changed so quickly, filling with dark, heavy desire, as small sounds escape his lips. You stretched him out perfectly, and he squeezed you hard, slowly moving. He barely noticed blood, or pain. It was there on the edge, but the pleasure and lust took priority, dimming it. * Jeongguk!* He called, when he slammed himself down for the first time, taking your lengths deep. He shook from the wave of pleasure that ran down his spine, and he bit his lips once again.* Oh baby... . *His fingers curled in your hair, as he tilted your head back to look into your eyes.* I love you, Jeongguk. * He says, before he moves again, slamming down again, and again until he started to lose the track of time. His cheeks were flushed, some hair strands escaped from the pony, sticking to his forehead. He pushed you, leaning closer, to adjust himself and make it easier.* Jeongguk... Jeongguk! *He repeats over and over, each time your hit the sweet point. *

Yeah... mhmm.. it wouldn't! Hn... *He kisses back, the blood off your lips, sometimes losing the control over it. The room was filled with sounds of skin slapping, his lewd moans and whimpers, and the bed squeaking under them. * You like it, don't... you? My ty hole... you are crazy...about it... *He grabbed you by the back of your neck, starting a rather aggressive kiss, full of bites and teeth slowly losing fire, and playing with your tongue, on it till you both were breathless.* .. Jeongguk, don't stop! Don't... I am getting so close.

*He leaned back, resting his hand on your legs behind him, raising himself up and using his weight to slam down, taking you deep and hard. The rhythm was getting messier and messier the closer he was. His head falling back, as he begs and calls your name until his voice turned harsh, breaking over syllables. Finally, he cums, all over his stomach as you pulled him down. For a moment, he couldn't speak, just focusing on the feeling and the , losing contact with reality. Your tongue made it last even longer, his sensitive body shivering in your hands, before he pulled you into his arms, kissing you.* I love you, baby.

*He spread his legs so easily for you, lifting his hips up to make it easier for you, whimpering softly when you buried yourself again. His arms tightening his hold around you, rubbing your shoulders and back.* Baby... my Jeonggukie. *His eyes widened when you so suddenly, and he moaned, moving his hips with you to make it last longer for you. When you bit down again, suddenly the pain and pleasure mixed, and his lips parted in a soundless cry. Jungkook blinks and then everything was gone, he was in complete darkness. He turned to the sound of crying, searching through the darkness. So lost, but not alone. Never alone. Because now he could feel you everywhere yet the darkness...*

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human Yeah hella ing cute…*it might’ve looked like he wasn’t taking you seriously because he was just adoring your adorably jealous self but his eyes smirked softly into yours, touched even if it didn’t make sense for you to be so mad and hate his ex so much if it was his problem* it’s funny how even now you’re so mad at him when I should be more since you don’t know all of it. *kisses your lips* but don’t worry… I have you around..

*but at the way you talked about yourself, his eyes and expression grew serious in concern* you know what I mean, Hyung. Don’t. Don’t ing try it. You need to ing stop talking about like that like you know. Dead or alive your soul would regret it…maybe even make it something for your next life cycle *it took a while for him to recover before his eyes soften eventually then. Clearly, he hated when people talked about their lives as meaningless, having gone through that kind of thing himself* my original hobi hyung’s death too wasn’t… *he swallows suddenly growing angrier with furrowed brows at the memory just please…don’t ing think like that…? *his voice was weaker*

[time skip because he would need time to fully recover ]

*as soon as you slip into his lap and whisper into his ear as his hands push your large shirt up your back, his eyes softened looking into your own. He liked this position a lot too, from when you was riding him needily to us holding each other close. His eyes and smirk spoke volumes. Maybe just maybe you’re the one. Maybe it’s not the first time but the second. And then you agreed to the contract and he hummed on your neck* this’ll hurt but feel so good soon, Hyung. Jeon Hyung- no, that’s what I called shawty… *hums while his fangs pierce harder with a hum as his fingers squelched in your hole* Kook Hyung… *he smiles at the way your body responds* yeah…baby daddy…is Kook Hyung…

*he laughs softly at the bite of your lips before pulling the lower lip out of it with his other hand* moan my name for me, Hyung. Moan “Jeongguk” *and then you ask to slip in and he hums nodding before up into your hole. He arches your body to him with a whisper* I love you, Kook Hyung… *then he watches as the blood flows down your neck onto your shoulders. He’s a demon so of course he can taste blood but it was meh as an incubus and even if he could taste it, he still couldn’t use it to function. Had it not been him a human would have been in excruciating pain but maybe it’s the adrenaline or the seratonin or just his own aphrodisiac element or maybe a whole combination of all of those. But now rather than pain, you were on another plane of dream like existence.*

*He smiled above him at you, watching how you react as he gently but slowly inside your hole. He wanted to see that face taking him. His face started to flush hot at the heat around his * it wouldn’t be our contract if you didn’t ride me, Kook Hyung *he kisses you with your blood before his jerked up to meet your bounces. He bent his legs up just enough to up into you, his black eyes gradually turning the usual red again as he with each until we were a mess of moans on the bed. His started drilling up into you* Kook god you’re everything…! Mm use that ty hole of yours like the perfect for me you are…! *he rests back on his elbows to grab your waist and hammer right on your prostate into your each bounces* ing perfect… *groans as our skin slaps*

*as soon as it gets tighter below, he growls with our skins slapping and moans and bed creaking* , I-I’m gonna …! *when you , he releases everything inside your hole while your neck before grabbing your waist lovingly* lay back we’re gonna a lot tonight but first… *and he starts lapping up both your on your stomach and and his in your hole. The next time he kisses your neck, he re-inserts himself into your hole, pulling your legs close to him in missionary as he s harder and cums in you before biting your neck again. This time rather than bleeding, it felt good as he bit the remnants of our into it, causing your high to spike up abnormally until you couldn’t differentiate between if you were awake or not. Suddenly it was pitch black around you but you heard crying. You were dreaming.*

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ Cute...? *Jungkook lips stretched in a crocked smile, but the fists relaxed in your hold significantly.* I am serious, he did enough. I just... don't get hurt, please. Not because of him. *His tone changed. It was softer and expressed plenty of emotions, from jealousy, through worry and love.*

You don't know that. I don't know that. But dead me wouldn't know as well, because I wouldn't feel anything. That's the point. In case you forget, I was never really a normal one, but I understand why you want me alive. *He slips into your lap with ease, leaning closer. It was probably one of his favorite positions, his hands moving so he could wrap them loosely around your neck, playing with your hair.* I never said I was. *His smirks, leaning closer, as his lips brushed against your ear.* Angels don't know how to be good s, like I do. *Jungkook made a small noise when you nip his neck, pressing himself against you.* We have a deal, baby boy.

*As you repeat the parts of the contracts, he listens, confirming each part with small nods, biting his lip and pressing down on your , feeling it growing hard. A small moan escape him when your fingers slipped inside him. So easily, as if you own him, which you do, and Jungkook just leaned closer. Into your hands, lips, and body. When your fingers curls inside of him, focusing on your words started to be a bit more difficult than he anticipated. Mostly because by now, his body just gives into that pleasure. Begs for it. His eyes grew dark, as he gathered your face into his hands, looking deep into your changing eyes. He thumbed your skin, biting his own lips to stop all the shameful noise and focus. When you state all the rules, he nods.* Okay. I agree. *The kiss he initiated was surprisingly sweet, but had that edge of passion. That could quickly overwhelm it.* god, for the tiest . I think we are a good match. *He says, quite breathless.* Yes, I am fine with them. *His breath hitched, when he felt that prick on his neck.* I am ready, baby, I am always ready. Just... hn... slips in. *The pain in his neck was there, he felt it on the edge of his consciousness, but at the same time, the pleasure was balancing it out perfectly, and he pulled you closer, wrapping his arms around your neck and head. The hug was like nothing else before, way more intimate, and he felt way closer, as if he were holding your whole being as your fangs were burried in his neck.*

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *jeongguk smirks amused at your answer and those clenched fists he held gently in his own hands* god you’re so ing cute…fine, if he ever comes back, then I’ll think about whatever the he actually wants from me. it’s the multiverse so it could be just him wanting to date someone else here in a healthier environment. *he kisses your balled fists then your lips* For now I’m fine and loved by the cutest baby daddy in the world. *winks*

*Then when you expressed sympathy for him, he shrugs lightly* I don’t know what it’ll do but sure as hell I wanna make sure you don’t just give up on your life if you don’t have me in it- as cruel as it is…I regretted killing myself. You would too. Because people don’t get it but humans in general? It’s not like they wake up wanting to take their own life. It’s a constant struggle between wanting to live and your life making it difficult to want to live.

*he watches with his own breath hitched as you look into his eyes saying so many feelings as he runs a thumb across your neck. God you looked so perfect and so ready for him. He grabs you by the waist, making you straddle him and sit on his lap as he listens to your words with a smirk* oh wow if I doubted before now I know you’re definitely no Angel in disguise. *he nips your neck, his hardening under you.* you have yourself a deal baby daddy.

*his eyes glowed more black in the blackish red despite his warm grin as he holds your body against him in his lap, massaging your and then up your waist* In exchange for giving my time and energy in loving you the right and wrong way but never giving up before you ever want me to yourself, you’ll give me your soul for life- meaning you won’t give up on life too early either. As long as I tried my best on my side of the deal, you’ll live your life and any future reincarnated lives without abruptly ending them. If I failed on my end by ending our relationship without a good try, even if we’ve broken up, anyone I with, I’ll imagine and feel as you like some ing annoying reminder I ed up the one good thing I got it my life. *he smirks before his fingers massaging your , slid lower and started to slowly inside you, pulling your pants over your to curl them deeper into you* And if you ever failed on yours by ending your life, in any unnatural way that required you to try or not try at it, when you’re reincarnated, even if we’re not dating anymore, you’ll be my slave however I’m written in your next life. Here’s the kicker. Only when the person executing the punishment says it’s enough making up for the other’s failure mistakes can the punishment be considered completed. Yeah it can be more than the agreed minimum of however long the contract is held.

For as long as you’re contracted baby, you’ll also be able to call on me as your personal demon and incubus. Same on my side. You’re my human to play with and . Anytime. Anywhere. However we want each other *he smirks winking as he pushes more of his fingers in stretching you more* that’s an added benefit for making a contract with an incubus baby. You get the god side free of charge. *he ed his fingers up in you hard that your eyes rolled back in pleasure* Call me by the name “jeongguk” and I’ll appear whenever and whenever. *his teeth trailed to your neck * are you fine with these conditions? *he asks as his fangs grow slightly pricking your neck before starting to too with a mumble* tell me when you’re ready for my cause you’ll need it… *he mumbled as your skin started to bleed down on your neck, the fangs starting to feel like they were consuming it and you*

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ Not with your shawty, anyone but him. I don't want him anywhere near you. Or I will finally be able to test my boxing skill on his face. *His hand curled into fist as he look deep into your eyes, with fire in his. *

You know. That's awfully lonely. I hope that this will be able help it, even if a little bit. To stop you for a moment and let you just be with me. Not moving on. Just being with me.  Would you like that? *His heart seized up with pain when he heard your words. He understand to some extend. He was so very lonely as a child, and teenager with his family being the way it was. He accepted that life and loneliness way later. Got used it. But it's never easy.*

*He shook his head, sighing softly.* I will be, yours. Always. My heart already belongs to you, now you will take a soul. *He leans closer to your kiss, closing his eyes.* I love you too.  *When he looked at you again, with your hand thumbing his neck so gently. His eyes hold ocean of unspoken words, all about his feelings for you. His breath hitched at the nip, heart beat quickening  slightly as he tilted his head to look at you.* We are not. *He agreed.*  But I want you for you, for who you are. From the shy, doe eyed boy that rarely come out, to god with cocky grin, dirty mouth and roughness. The beast and beloved Jeonggukie, one that holds me, and press kisses into my skin. I want you. All your sides and shades.

*Once again he nods, playing with his piercing, rolling it around as he gaze into your eyes, thinking about the good one.* How about... *He bit his lips.* Each time you will someone you will see me, feel my touch on your skin, hear my voice when they speak, you will get off only to me. That surely will impact you forever.

Because I dont want to put out our memories on the line. I want to remember you. I am not like your ex that can just move on with their life like that. That got away and left you miserably. Its hard for me to understand how they even agreed to it. *He touched your cheek, new determination filling his eyes.* In any case we will remember and that's why it will be painful.

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *he smirks with a light hum, snickering as he hugs you to him* but you still all good with a ? *he snickers softly, shaking his head amused before caressing your cheek* Exactly baby…you still can jump ship on life but I can’t. Even if I lost you to the world, I’d be forced to continue on. I can’t die, and i can’t go to long periods of sleep like v Hyung does. But even if I could, i ing wouldn’t anyways. Cause Im always moving on, always ing es. Always lonely never alone. And…I don’t wanna lose the only good thing that’s happened to me recently- even if it’s not mine in the future *kisses your cheek* I wanna know you still working hard even if it don’t work out between us. Even after trying so ing hard for it to work out between us.

I love you *he smiles as he thumbs your neck before biting his lower lip at how perfect it was. The placement was just as y as you. He nipped at the skin, partly because it was y, partly to see how deep the skin was to pierce through for the contract* we ain’t at all the most healthiest relationship in the books but… *smirks and kisses your hand with a wink* I’m fine with that, I don’t need false hope, I don’t need happy endings. I never got it anyways. I just wanna know at the end of the day someone loves me for me, not cause they just want someone around. I literally have plenty of humans and non-humans to just for that. Which one are you, baby? *his voice was softer* cause if you just want someone around that’ll love you like my ex did, there’s plenty of better fish in the sea… *at your quietness he shakes his head* it’s not enough. Just think about it logically. It’s gotta b something else that affects us, that’s not completely related to the contract, baby.

Take for example, what does it mean if I fell through on my side of the contract to you? Cause if you fell through on your side of the contract to me it would mean you don’t value any of the work I put in to making it work for as long as I did. It would hurt. All those memories you made, you lost in your next life. And I’d want that time back or rectified-however I could get it back. You just living your sad life again is just what you’ve been doing without me anyways. But it doesn’t give me anything back so I’m losing everything. I feel like that’s the same way if I fall through on my end of the contract for you right? You die. Your life is just another chapter right after my ex. Do you /want/ to be just another chapter? Don’t you wanna impact me forever even when you’re gone? It’s also like a perturbance not to do it.

No? *laughs dryly* that’s just my revenge demon self talking cause my ex just up and left everything fall? The whole contract? He don’t care anymore that he can’t call me by my name? When I do ing want him to remember me? Be scarred enough? Think of me and be sad that yeah, he lost a good love even if hella toxic? Maybe that makes me as bad as V Hyung but… no, I don’t wanna be that good guy no more, being so lenient cause I love them enough to give myself the shorter end of the stick in the contracts I make from now on…even if V Hyung don’t forgive any no more, at least he got that point right. To value yourself enough to make sure both parties are held accountable for their ty mistakes. You can’t just say like “it’s okay I love them so I’ll let them treat me like later” and just keep being burnt by them. And maybe if I /really/ had a good scary enough punishment, it would be something he would’ve avoided. Not just drop everything without any follow up…

*shakes head* so no I don’t think that’ll work but it’s gotta depend on you what you think is worth that effort. For me it’s gotta be that your next life, you’re my slave for life. Cause you died to start a new life, next time /I’d/ be the source of your trauma. You’ll love the pain and pleasure I bring to your body…yet hate me. Which is fine. You’ll be mine anyways for life *laughs dryly* guess then, because I forgot that jimin, you’d end up being my second slave and the one that got away

[I’ll reply to the deal part after he chooses a better punishment and if he still says yes : ) ]

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ He can off for all I care. I won't share you with him. No ing way. He lost his chance. *He growled, the hold he had on tightening significantly, as his dark met yours. Your soft kiss did sooth out that fire, but he kissed you back with slightly more pressing emotion and urgency.* I fought for a very long time, never letting life beat me down to give up, but when you left me. I was wavering, balancing on that thread, preparing for a jump.

*He observes your eyes clouded with sadness at your thoughts, and he gently cupped your cheek, making you look at him. As the sadness disappears and the kiss was placed on his neck, he sighs softly.* I would. I wanted to be loved so badly, and I wanted to love just as much. I have you now. I love you. You love me. I don't need anything else. *Jungkook took your hand, placing it on the front part of his neck, letting you tight to hold on it.* Here. I want it here. *Was the answer, but he grew quiet at the mention of punishment. * I think it will be enough, knowing that if you break the contract, I may die. That I can end it. If I break it, and decide to end it, the next life will bring just as much pain as this one, I will have to live it out again. Feel the same pain, abuse. All of it. *He shivered at a painful memory, squeezing your hand before he looked up.* Will that work? I am not sure how big of a punishment it should be. If you have a better idea to tell.

*When you mentioned the pain, he shook his head.* I am not scared of it. *Followed by another nod when you explained what and how it will work, he leans closer, capturing your lips, his fingers massaging your ear before it tangles with your hair.* We have a deal.

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human [] trigger warning: mentions of past trauma, etc

Knowing him? *smiles humming as he caressed your cheek* he might be back in another four years or maybe he’d be happy finally. He only ever came to me when his relationships fell through. Maybe because I treated him right rather than actually loving me when I didn’t treat them right… *he kissed your lips softly* I love you so I want the best for you. Even if I up your life that’s not the end.

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*jeongguk’s lips grin into his signature smirk though it was clearly slightly sadder. Because yes, he just ensnared you in his trap…but only because it was the only way to keep you living. Yes, how cruel it was to keep you living sad without him. He too hopes it didn’t happen but he knew what he felt when he took his own life before he ever fell in true love, before he had a truly good relationship. Jimin “the one that got away” as well. Regret for giving in because of his luck. He was lucky alright. So lucky he was born pretty and a flower boy. So lucky Sooyoung Noona took a particular liking to him. So lucky the frat boys wanted to keep him around. So lucky he was good at everything. So lucky he was the popular member in the dance team. So lucky the other women fantasized about him when they already had their own ring before spring. To his older brother, so lucky for being the bad kid that could get away with anything. To the students, so lucky that he was the top in his class and popular despite coming back home to be scolded by his parents for not being studious like his older brother. So lucky as a human it suffocated him. So ing lucky that people judged him for having the life without seeing him for himself.*

*The only not as bad part was his own second chance of life via V Hyung where that time he finally lived for himself..even if he didn’t have anyone who’d remotely ever possibly want to love him for him. Because he wasn’t meant for a long-term relationship and never was. But not all humans were so lucky. If you killed yourself or let yourself waste away, even if you were a jungkook too, if you succeeded, it would be the end for you as you knew it. Death. Is permanent. You wouldn’t have that second chance of life like he did through his luck and timing.*
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*eventually after the slight sadness in his eyes for forcing you to his will, he recovered and hums smiling and kissing your neck* this is why I love you. You love me so much you’d throw everything to the sun and let it all burn up until you only have the clothes on your back *he smirks before his hand trailed up your arm* to make a contract with me, tell me where you want that contract to be made. The more visibly placed it is, the stronger it is. Also- What the punishment is for annulling it? He tangles his fingers in yours* this isn’t going to hurt too much because it’s a contract with me but it’ll still hurt wherever I place it on your body, baby. And keep me straight here: this contract I’m gonna give you all the love and stop trying to break up with you each time. It’s gonna cause me to run away yeah but I’ll come back and we’ll always try to work it out. I’ll try my best to cooperate. In turn, you baby daddy are not gonna die unless it’s by natural means. And no, your world dying ain’t a natural wash. You’re gonna be reincarnated quickly and fight to live in the next life too. You’re gonna take care of yourself, always try to stay alive no matter what shift life throws at you. And if either one of us fail, we do that punishment you’re gonna tell me about. *his eyes stayed black and reddish* we have a deal?

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ Maybe I would hold back, not knowing if you love me, but you do Jeongguk, you love me so much so there is no reason to stop. So I won't do it. *Shakes his head, his eyes filled with determination.* I thought I was living. That my life was finally good, and then I met you. I met you and everything got more colors, and I finally could understand my own patients. Know how addicted that feeling of love it. *Sighs* Your shawty must be stronger than me, if he was able to cut you out and leave. I am not. I cannot just walk away and not care, not feel, not yearn for you. It's beyond me that he could. *He raises his eyebrow, shocked by the proposition.* Contract? To make me stay alive. *He bit his lip, rolling it between his teeth as he thinks. * To make you try. To make me fully yours. *He liked the sound of it, even if he knew that if you ever leave him, it will pure torture to keep on going. The whisper in his ear was like a sweet, tempting melody, and he couldn't resist. He looked at that changing eyes and he nods. Jungkook then leans closer, kissing you shorty, resting his forehead against you, breathing your air, holding you so incredibly close, fingers wrapped around your arm.* Okay. Let's make a contract. It will be torture without you, but I will hate myself if I won't try anything to be yours. I will take that risk just to have you Jeongguk.

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human [] no problem, I’ll assume then that the deal is taken tomorrow but we’ll have to do it more so let me know if you prefer to move it to a room! Also, we can figure out their next signaling tomorrow they were talking about before the next rotation : ) ]

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ [just so you know, Jungkook will agree and take a deal, but I am so incredibly tired, and I want time to properly reply to it, which my sleepy brain prevents me from doing. I will reply tomorrow after I get some rest. <3]

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *his eyes lift way more before smirking dryly* you sound like me. Down bad for my Shawty, knowing it’s so ing toxic but never knowing nothing better. Before I broke up with him the first time when I couldn’t handle it anymore cause he started to scream at me in paranoia. Even left that bigger multiverse. …But you probably can guess how that turned out considering I was drinking and feeling dead for a couple years back here cause no one did it better than him until he came back into my life, came all the way to my own universe- and I quickly took him back since I was lonely without him ing es just to feel something so having him back felt like I had at least something to be excited for in life. *he smirks dryly* unlike you, I didn’t have that option to kill myself or be put to rest like you want to be if I gave up on you. But also- I /don’t/ want to feel like the only reason I’m not ending things with you is because I don’t want you to die alone. So…make a contract with me. We’ll give this is a go. But no matter what you will not die and you will live. If…if you do that, I’ll try my best to give it a good try. *smirks with a sinister smile despite his eyes weaker* I know…that’s ing cruel of me. I’m a demon afterall…I’ve dealt with living eternally in times when I really wish I didn’t need to exist at all…you’re ensnared in my arms…like you said. I’m the best thing that’s ever happened to you…

*whispers next to you* I am your poison. You do that and next we can talk about what to do for our next signal. We can try again. Because if I’m ever gonna let you die after I fell in love with your sad as . I’d risk it all just to see you live without me eternally for your own happiness even without me… *he says as his eyes glow black and red, caressing your cheek*

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *Happier? Jungkook wanted to laugh at that. You didn't know. You didn't know how bad he has it for you. His expression twisting into anger before he relaxed once again.* No, I won't be happier. Frankly, I know I will not last long. I won't look for anyone else, no one can ever best you. I was barely living Jeongguk, and you showed me how good it could be. I could never go back now, There is no point in continuing this ty ing life like that. I would leave this place, and spend my last few days in the dead world. I know I won't make it, not after the last time. I won't.

*There was no point in lying about that. * I know it's not healthy, but it also the best thing that ever happened to me. That's why I can take it. I have seen hell, I know how it tastes. Yours can't ever match. It's literal heaven. Don't you see that? I am just as crazy about you. Just as needy, just as addicted. There is nothing healthy about the way I want you. You will always crawl more, and I will always want to give you more. It's consuming. It makes me feel alive.

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *jeongguk’s eyes blinked as he watched you move away from him. Your head fell dejected. It looked familiar yet unfamiliar. It was him. No not his ex. /him/. During the first break up with his ex when he finally moved away from always resorting to impulse and asked genuinely about the two. It felt way too much like karma. No. Reverse karma. Because now he’s the bad guy. At that time, his ex scared immediately regretted everything and tried vehemently to pursuade him that he meant something more. But this is Jeongguk who was the bad guy this time, not his ex. So rather than impulsively feeling bad for losing the warmth, he inhaled slowly and thought about it…the pain for not being held in your arms was strong even for him but until the other, he stood his ground, comforting himself by rubbing his own arm despite the loss of comforting warmth you provided him.* I don’t want things to end at all…but that also means I’ll continue feeling more and more horrible as time goes on. What happens? *he looks into you eyes after lifting his head* if we let things just end? Will you be happier? Finally thanks to the multiverse find someone who’s treat you like the way you deserve to be treated? You deserbe it all baby…I’m ing you up too by staying here and letting it keep going like this

*looks into your eyes with slightly lifted eyes then looks down in sudden fear* but you don’t deserve that pain of going through it again and again. We both don’t… you deserve to be taken care of too. You deserve a hobi Hyung or someone who is a great lover of your own too…you can’t keep taking care of me and just saying you’re fine with it forever, Hyung…it’s not healthy…

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *You didn't really listen. And Jungkook just felt like he was talking to the wall. His feelings were amusing to you. His kiss meant nothing. He let you, moving away to give you space. Jungkook folds. Dropping his head, looking at his hands with his unseeing eyes. The pain was there, wreaking havoc on his soul. Followed by silence that lasted a couple of minutes as Jungkook tried to find himself again. Hold himself together even when he was falling apart. Surprising he didn't cry, Finally after a while, he asked, in a small, vulnerable voice, yet unable to rise his head up.* Do you really want things to end this way? Wake up tomorrow free, knowing you won't ever see me again?

My feelings for you are not a false hope.*shakes his head, rubbing the inner side of his hand* I don't think that things are fine. *nods to himself* I can't promise you it won't happen again. We both know it will, you warned me already. But I promised to be there each time and remind you why you shouldn't just give, I want to be there, until you feel better, Jeongguk. I want to take care of you. Each time so you won't have to be alone.

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *jeongguk looked at you in confusion when you took his in the future comment literally. You had hope in your eyes. Looked so pretty. So adorable. While his eyes were still jaded. He was letting you down slowly. Because yes in the future, but the fact that it’s gonna happen already was explained by the way he responded to your hopeful antics. He smirks amused yet looking at you like he didn’t want to pop the bubble of a kid who thought Santa Claus was real.*

*then you kissed him so fervidly when he was so weak to do so himself. Did you just ignore the main problem for even more false hope?* Hyung…that’s the thing. I don’t want to keep getting hurt by that false hope… it’s still false hope in the end. I don’t get why you think things are somehow fine…

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *He was glad that you like that silly clover joke. However awful, it was.* Golden. You are golden, I can see why. No wonders you like being called baby boy. You like being spoiled. It suits you. *Your doubts eat you, and he didn't let them eat you fully.* There is, there always is.

You said all of that and yet ended up with 'in the future' not now. That is enough for me. Enough hope to know that we will have a future. Regardless of how messy it will be. *He lifted your chin up, kissing you shortly.* We both knew it will be a rocky path, difficult. But we love each other, so much that it hurts, and that's precisely why I will fight you for you. Because we will finally figure out the way, baby. To satisfy your needs, our needs to be together. *His thumb pressed your lower lip.* Don't say that, don't wish me a good relationship when our is not over. It won't be until we both love and want each other.

I have enough energy to fight twice as hard for you and me, but I need you to believe in us. I promised that I will pick you up and stop during every relapse, and I will. I am. *He caressed your cheek, so gently, with so much care and love and his eyes, despite your own doubt, were light.* We do not walk into to love, we fall because we don't know what waiting for us. If it will good or not, and I would fall for you over and over, knowing everything that I know now. You are so worth it. And I am not giving up, do you hear me?! I love you and I won't let you go! *Jungkook kissed you, hard this time, to let you feel that desperation, pulling your face close. You tasted like salty tears and pain, but he it all off, taking that pain. * Love me, Jeongguk. Just love me. Be the night and be the days.

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *even in multiverse, Jeongguk has always encouraged jungkook to date someone. That never changed from your original world to this multiverse world. He actually was strongly hoping during the valentines event that one of your pairs would be someone you would feel comfortable talking to. But no, if you want to have others to entertain you, you could. His ex was like that in the beginning too. The difference was the Jeongguk was fine with it but his ex would convert their y time to friendship or vice versa depending on if he was single or fighting or losing his current boyfriends. Jeongguk only grew caring each time because his ex deserved better than those toxic boyfriends. Like Shawn Mendez’ treat you better song. The irony of that is was it hurt each time switching from friend to to friends with benefits being treated like a convenience himself from all the switching.. in the end, toxicity bred toxicity but it’s not like Jeongguk ever had a healthy mutual relationship to see that. So no, having people to entertain you was still way different from having the one. The other was his human yes but still couldn’t ever be the one. Just stave it off until you came around. He learned that the hard way because our first fight was literally him scared of falling for you and not being ther to catch him. At that time you said you’d try to spend time with him. And yet again…here we were in that same attention craving Jeongguk loving you so much he wanted more time with /just/ you that he was now sad he realized we’d never truly work out. It’ll be that cycle again and again. Something he realized today as a highly intelligent person and was crying over* nice one… *his voice was still weak from all the crying but he thought the four leaf clover joke was clever enough. More than green though, I think I’m golden don’t you? My nickname in my dance team was golden maknae. Did I mention jimin and me we’re the hottest pair in that conservative school *nods humming* I really can’t wait for you to see me… *then his eyes fell* if there is any reason to continue this… *looks into your eyes despite pain in his own* and I love you. So much. So much it’s not working out no more…. *nods to your comment about hoseok* hoseok’s always my main Hyung no matter when…but this isn’t about him…it’s about me. How I and I’m making us too…because it’s me, I’m ing up a good thing cause I’ll never have more of you but I want my days and nights to be just be filled to the brim with you… *his eyes fall sadly* work or compensating with other or not, at the end of the day, it’s you I turn to and who’s hurting me now /because/ I turn to you. /because/ I keep getting hurt by my is not meeting my own expectations

*looks into your eyes with strong love but sadness in them* if in the future we break up, I just want you to know I am rooting for you to have the best relationship ever…

*Being jealous way okay until it changes into self-doubt, and that is something Jungkook wanted to avoid. But it started to make him painfully aware that he had no one. Just you. While you still have others to entertain you, and that doubt bit him. He pushes it back, reminding himself it's stupid, and focused back on the present. * So, the most unlucky guy, me, met his four leaf clover, you. *Chuckles.* But I have to say Jeongguk, whatever made us meet, I am glad it happened, no matter how painful. I never regretted meeting you and falling in love you. *Gaze into your eyes, softly.* I wish you could see yourself through my eyes sometimes. *He thinks about it.* We don't really know what would happen, but I think your hyung would never hurt you. He loves you a lot. I am not sure about V, but I think Hoseok wouldn't let him hurt you. That's the vibe he is giving. Even if fragile, he fights for his people.

He is a hot one. I can see why you are pulled towards him. Yet, I am still glad I managed to give you at least one good valentines. One good memory among other, bad ones. *He leans into your touch, closing his eyes for a moment.* I have seen plenty of different sides of you already, Gukkie, but I am still so madly in love. That's a beauty of you, the good and bad things, mixed. You are unique. You are mine. *He rubbed your neck, as he pulled you closer.* I do love you too. So very much. Seeing you out there makes me happy, even if you test my patience and make me jealous. Knowing that it's an act, and that at the end of a day, when we are alone, you let me call you mine.

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human *his eyes lighten up when you show fire about him mentioning chanyeol was his victim though he didn’t plan that either. He always wanted to see if you’d fight for him or get jealous enough to.* probably yeah…it could’ve gone way different if someone else took that reincarnation before you…maybe. Who knows. I don’t think they’d be able to have loved me though or that we would’ve found this multiverse if it wasn’t you. Because it was you, you were fine with loving me in just dreams even when you were lonely outside. I gave you that chance to date and try it out hoping you would choose me in the end. You never did. But you never left me either. And so I said okay to a body too because well, you deserved a try I gave up on a long long time ago. It but I’m okay now. I even changed my appearance for you. So fine, if it’s one lucky break meeting you, then at least I had luck on my side for once. When I was human, I was always the lucky one too and my lucky probably backfired on me too, being so popular being likeable, being “pretty” or “flower boy” oh yeah, got me into the worst situations and I wanted to look mature for my age so I started to expose my forehead. *looks into your eyes* I…I don’t know what’s the worst thing they could do. I’m just it would hurt if I broke the rules just because I wanted more time with you and then hurt my Hyung because he’s so fragile too not gonna lie. If I even so as much stay for a little longer, he’d get sad without actual time with his fiancé or whatever…

[…]

No the exact opposite. I’m so shocked he came but now I just wanna see you get jealous over me spending time with him. But actually…I was planning for it to be on cheaters day. (Assuming again). I wanted to see if you could still love me if I did bad things to you like I did to jimin. He’s still my type no doubt about it. I just think he’s goddamn y. But I also really think myself is goddamn y now so whatever. Clearly I don’t care what it is as long as it has a y mind like you do. I love you. So much, baby. So so much…. *caresses your cheek*

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *Hearing that Chanyeol is /your/ human, made the jealously lights up and he bit his lips. This was not the time for it. But as you talk, his eyes travel across the room. So it was just pure lack? Lucky timing? He didn't want to think about that, either. You rejected his idea as well, and he looked at you, trying to figure out how he can make it right.* What is the worst thing that can happen if you break the rules? Hoseok kicking you out? V threatening you, knowing he can't do anything or your hyung will do him worse. If so, then why are you holding back? By now, everyone knows you. It's no longer shocking, Jeongguk.

This is a third Jimin that is pulling on your emotions so I wondered what's with that. Why him, but now I know. *He listens to the story before he sighs.* Are you perhaps trying to make it up to him in some way? Or? Do you think you would be able to fall in love with him? He is your type. You said it yourself. *He squeezed your hand.* Thank you, for telling me. I appreciate it.

@「jeon jungkook」∴ human [] trigger warning: mentions of r word and suicide ]

I asked while rejecting you if you don’t think I should stay. Because yeah, they were talking but they were right there too. Chanyeol’s /my/ human. You never were mine cause I met you only to get mad at you for replacing my Shawty. Otherwise I would’ve avoided or insulted you like I insulted that jimin. *shakes head* no I didn’t wanna show you off like that. I loved teasing you but that wasn’t ever what I meant to do; I just meant to make out with you until time was up. Domestic …Just I hate being silenced or told to do things a standard norm way…I hate rules but I follow them too cause that’s how I always was. Another signal? *snorts* right and then we’ll have a fight and need another and another. It’s never gonna stop baby. Whats the use…

[time skip for the mention of jimin bc it’s separate but important discussion]

Not him. I didn’t have too much history with him specifically. But I relived every single ty thing I did to my original universe’s guy to make him feel the same way as him. But no, it’s just him. I barely remember my original one. *he looks down*

[the below is stuff we never fully finished rping; so don’t read or read but hope you know I wanted to include it here in the next rp too if possible : ) ]

when I was a human, I forced myself on him. Apparently, he was already in love with me so it wasn’t a ty situation for him until later when I treated him like only that. Before I could really get any feelings to really love him back, though, I killed myself. And thus, Jeongguk. The guy you see now was born thanks to some other with my original hoseok

@「 jeongguk 」∶ human ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ I thought, the second time I asked, we could go. People were busy with each others. *A small, proud smile appeared.* So you just want to show me off in a way? Show that you got that baby daddy all hot and bothered for you? Did you like that? *He gently patted your hair.* Maybe we just need another signal for it? That you just want to stay and see how long you can do to me before I burst there in public. *He proposed softly.* I was jealous. I am really just trying to hold myself back. It's difficult. *He admits.* But this time, it was different… you clearly have history with that guy, and it made me feel really weird. Who is he? How important he is? Is he a threat? Just... I still don't know many things. * He sighs, rubbing his neck.* I want it. I never said I didn't.