It's that time again

I've been contemplating taking my leave [again].

Every plot I've been trying to start recently has either ended up unnoticed or died out within weeks. And my damn muse remains unsattisfied.

Meanwhile, I can't bring myself to tone it down, because I /want/ my drama. It's my style.

Must be because rping has changed.

But also, because I'm quite a ty rper when it comes to adjusting. If I get an idea, I stick to it. And if I get inspiration and no one responds, I get sour.

Many of my friends have left because of university or work, and I've gradually lost contact with them, and I guess my time has come too, although I don't want to believe this. But the type of plots I have in mind no longer intrigue anyone. Rping has shaped me into who I am, it's shaped my views as well. It's been 7 years already and I'm probably not going to give up my pitiful attempts for a few more years, but joining rps has been dragging me down for months now. 

I will be keeping my pm/private rps for sure. In fact, leaving public rps might give me the time to really concentrate on the plots I get to get wild with.

Alternatively, I might leave everything as it is. But this has been going through my mind for too long now and I've grown unattached to all of my roleplays and public plots. So I'd safely assume my hiatus is unavoidable.

So let's see how this goes.