If I seem off it's not you or our plot. It's me trying to not be affected by what's happening in my family. It's me wishing that the people I'm related to can be as cool as the people I meet on here.
If I'm having a bad mental health day because of those people maybe I'll retreat. Maybe I'll try to channel all the anxiety and trauma from them into my awkward attempts to bottom. Usually, it's me channeling the anger of having to endure what's happening or the stupidity of what's happening to properly be a toxic top.
I try to find ways to not bring that into plots because I want as a top to spoil those who bottom and as a bottom Ilike to obry the top. Haven't figured out bratting on purpose yet...
All this aside I wanted to point out that I am here to roleplay so please don't think you need to avoid me cause I'm not my usual doormat squishy mellow self. Give me some time in our plot and I'll be fine. Roleplaying brings me the most comfort of all my hobby activity ...thing I do. Please just roleplay with me. Throw plots at me. Give me your dark angsty drama stuff. Distract me.
It's even better if you make me simp cause I'll get into it. I mean one person ooc & ic makes me blush and gremlin all the time. I have one character in my abo rp that make me flustered ic all the time. I have another character in same rp that... I need to tease. Well ic it is teasing... Ooc it could be seen as ual harassment or a crime... But I got ooc permission for my ic behavior so there.
I trailed off so hard typing this I forgot what my original intent with typing this... Uhhhhh.... BYYYYYE!
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