So, since my mom has never seen me date someone for more than 2 weeks (Im very very picky with guys, and yeah I usually agree to going out with someone because I'm like "Oh wow a guy likes me") she has been harrassing me to go on birth control. I mean, sure..........I have thought about it multiple times (and went on it yesterday woo) but my mom of all people encouraging me to have . I dunno if it should amuse me that she's so interested in my life, or if she just really wants me to give myself to someone that I feel so much for.
She tends to say "oh yeah you'll find other boys, there are going to be more in college". So I'm confused...does she want me to hoe out? I dunno, thats just not my style.
But I think she says that to prepare me for the worst, and sees that every day I like this boy even more. I mean.........first time I dated a guy that I was crushing on before he asked me out. And the fact that I actually introduced him to my parents, I wonder if she know the affection I feel. I dunno, it has only been 5 months, I guess early for a relationship (especially too early for my mom to ask every time I go to his house "did you do anything?"........that gets annoying, I want so bad to be like "OH YEAH DEFINATELY GIVING MYSELF TO HIM WITH HIS LLITTLE BROTHER WALKING IN ON US 24/7 MOM. AND OH......OH YEAH HIS MOM IS VERY CATHOLIC AND VIET SO??????????????????????? Gunna risk being murdered for that yep" /then again I'm 18 and lots of kids in america do it by 16 so my mom is just being nosy).
Agh.......but I get nervous and paranoid with all of my mom's questioning (so does he, cuz what if it happens, what if an accident happens with it?) SO I STARTED BIRTH CONTROL AND WANT TO VOMIT AND IMMA GAIN WEIGHT CUZ BEING PROTECTED HAS ITS DOWNSIDES. But yah know...whoohoo............still scared for myself lol.
Just noticed that was a bunch of jibberish
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