The end is near...

Sorry for the dramatic title lol...

But seriously, I feel like my ending is near for roleplay republic. I just don't have the same feelings for it like I did back in 2014/2015, maybe it is because I'm soon going into senior year in two months or because I know how vigorous college will be and know I won't be able to manage it, but I just want to deactivate. I just don't know how to tell people and whatnot. I've been here for quite some time and I have made a lot of relationships with a lot of characters, but I don't want to hold onto people when someone else can be with them or anything along those lines. I feel I'm being selfish. Of course I could just end it easily and deactivate and never saying anything and people could find out on their own but that would be really mean to leave others in the dark like that. But I don't want people to call me mean and dog me out. Like if I leave I'm doing it for my own reasons and maybe it is because I have never dated in real life or never had a connection like I do here with other characters, but when people leave me I just don't mind in real life. I mean my character got dumped before really badly and that made me cry but besides that I haven't minded, because I know people have their reasons for leaving, big or small for someone to actual disregard that and actually take it to heart is not my style I guess. It sounds mean I guess but those are my feelings. 

So if I leave and whatnot and don't show many feelings, it's because I've never been that type of person to be sentimental and it isn't because I don't like you or never did. I love everyone but I'm not that good at expressing it. I'm not good at those types of things and I might not ever be. It's just how I am. My mom says I have no feelings lol and I can see why.