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one of the reasons why I came back is you

but now you're gone

i lost all reason to stay

until they came

and i ed up

because it felt one sided

now they're gone

 

what did i do wrong

all i needed was assurance

that you guys will stick by my side

but a simple challenge and you're gone

 

what did i do wrong

i may be bad 

but i have a good heart within

im just a lost boy

with insecurities

 

im just a lost boy

with pain in his heart

 

sometimes i cant take it anymore

im just a hyprocrite

complaining about dramatic people

when im clearly the leader of all them

 

sometimes i cant take it anymore

i just want to stop the pain

im tired of waiting

im tired of adjusting

i need someone to adjust for me too

someone who would understand

 

where do i find that someone

i need not a girlfriend or boyfriend

i need only a friend

a friend i can call mine

a friend i can open up to

 

where do i find that someone

when that someone doesnt exist

where are you

please help me

i need someone who'll understand

someone who'll take my pain

stop my pain for me

im selfish and rude

but please bring my pain for me

 

niel out