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JONGIN
JONGIN
homoual
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05.17.17
biography
"Stars hide your fires; let not light see my dark and deep desires."
twenty three years ago, a strangled cry echoed throughout ivory walls and the scent of metallic-- blood wafted within the linoleum halls. when one voice quietened down, another began. a life entered the world and another took its last breath. from his very first breath, his life was riddled with pain and misfortune.
Thrown into this life with only one parent, jongin led a very humbling life and often had to go without the common luxuries most of his other peers would brag about. There were never any flowers on mothers' day. his mother's stocking was always filled, but never emptied.
his father had an unconscious vendetta against him. he was the cause of his wife's untimely death whether either of them liked it or not. while his father may not have noticed it, jongin noticed how the other children were treated by their paternal figures. jongin's father was closed off from his own child and rarely showed affection.
devoid of the necessary love needed for a child to prosper, jongin searched for emotional outlets. after months of searching, he finally landed on the routine of working on his body. he would lose himself within his own mind, often pushing himself over his own limits.
When the bridge from adolescence to adulthood arrived, jongin pursued a career where his body was valued. he decided that while he could not protect his mother from childbirth or his father from himself, he could protect someone else from the general population. thus, he entered the bodyguard/security field and has been content within the field ever since.
he truly found purpose when he was assigned to protect makeup artist and youtube sensation byun baekhyun. (see heart attack section for a continuation.)
twenty three years ago, a strangled cry echoed throughout ivory walls and the scent of metallic-- blood wafted within the linoleum halls. when one voice quietened down, another began. a life entered the world and another took its last breath. from his very first breath, his life was riddled with pain and misfortune.
Thrown into this life with only one parent, jongin led a very humbling life and often had to go without the common luxuries most of his other peers would brag about. There were never any flowers on mothers' day. his mother's stocking was always filled, but never emptied.
his father had an unconscious vendetta against him. he was the cause of his wife's untimely death whether either of them liked it or not. while his father may not have noticed it, jongin noticed how the other children were treated by their paternal figures. jongin's father was closed off from his own child and rarely showed affection.
devoid of the necessary love needed for a child to prosper, jongin searched for emotional outlets. after months of searching, he finally landed on the routine of working on his body. he would lose himself within his own mind, often pushing himself over his own limits.
When the bridge from adolescence to adulthood arrived, jongin pursued a career where his body was valued. he decided that while he could not protect his mother from childbirth or his father from himself, he could protect someone else from the general population. thus, he entered the bodyguard/security field and has been content within the field ever since.
he truly found purpose when he was assigned to protect makeup artist and youtube sensation byun baekhyun. (see heart attack section for a continuation.)
personality
a cocktail of a warm personality and frigid circumstances, kim jongin is an anomoly within modern society. be wary: getting too close often results in someone getting hurt. it's almost cruel that such a pure and innocent soul was hardened by the environment he was forced into.
nevertheless, getting close to him is possible. however, it is a long, strenuous process that has been completed by a number that he can count on one hand. you have to desperately want to see the human behind the machine because he will try to push you away with every chance he gets. only until you show your persistence will his facade begin to crack.
be grateful if you are one of those who he feels comfortable around because the occassions where he leaves himself vulnerable are rare.
nevertheless, getting close to him is possible. however, it is a long, strenuous process that has been completed by a number that he can count on one hand. you have to desperately want to see the human behind the machine because he will try to push you away with every chance he gets. only until you show your persistence will his facade begin to crack.
be grateful if you are one of those who he feels comfortable around because the occassions where he leaves himself vulnerable are rare.
plots
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heart attack
We were never meant to be lovers, but isn't that the most ironic part? a job where I was simply meant to protect your well being led to countless late nights where we were alone, learning things about each other that we would never tell anyone else. baek, you know some of my darkest secrets; the things that have made me the man I am today, but there's one thing you always knew: you are what keeps me going. protecting you from the world and what it can throw at us is what makes me get up in the morning. seeing those ruffled strands of raven locks peeking out at me from underneath the sheet- that's what reminds me why I do what I do. I protect you because you are the light of my life. I love you.
BAEK // 05.17.17
out of character
1) First and foremost, i am b u s y. i will pick and choose what replies i want to do most and if you have a problem with that, feel free to exit.
2) gmt-5 (east coast usa)
3) 3rd > 1st
4) I prefer 3rd for detailed roleplaying.
5) PM for plotting/ooc inquiries.
6) walls are for roleplaying ONLY.
7) For rolpelaying: rooms > walls > pm.
8) for the love of god, do not face chase or user chase me. that's not cute.
9) furthermore, this character is taken. unless you're byun baekhyun, don't flirt with this character.
2) gmt-5 (east coast usa)
3) 3rd > 1st
4) I prefer 3rd for detailed roleplaying.
5) PM for plotting/ooc inquiries.
6) walls are for roleplaying ONLY.
7) For rolpelaying: rooms > walls > pm.
8) for the love of god, do not face chase or user chase me. that's not cute.
9) furthermore, this character is taken. unless you're byun baekhyun, don't flirt with this character.