ri yue yao.

ri yue yao.

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I am going to apologize now for the fact that none of this is going to make any sense. It's going to be nothing but word vomit from thoughts that overrun eachother.I truthfully don't know where to start-- perhaps I should start with an apology. I'm sorry you have to deal with someone as depressing, clingy and annoying as me. But god, I love you so much. I know I've said this before,but you are the first person I've developed an emotional connection with before a ual one. It's rare that that happens. When I first met you, ironically, it was in the rated room-- but I was just looking for a friend at the time being. Perhaps it was what you said to me at the time, your words were comforting during that period, because I felt extremely down at the time, that drew me towards you. But since day one, I found myself waiting for your presence to be able to talk to you. At first, it was just me longing for an actual friendship. But then, after a couple of days, I found myself developing something for you a lot deeper than I would have liked to admit at the time. I tried to ignore how I felt towards you. I tried to ignore the fact that I always wanted to be around you. I always wanted your attention. I always wanted to see you smile and hear you life-- things that if I were the cause of, it would make my day. But then, there was an incident, I'm sure you remember which one-- the kisses you recieved from another. When it happened, I felt...jealous. I didn't want anyone else kissing you. I wanted to be selfish and keep that type of affection to myself, but I knew I couldn't. It was ridiculous to want that so I attempted to push it down. That obviously failed once I admitted to my jealousy and grew a bit possesive. The affection that you gave me, I was nearly positive it was just out of kindness-- but I couldn't help the fact that it constantly made my heart flutter and face turn red. I began to enjoy every second I spent with you. Eventually, I confused my feeling to you and , I was nervous and certain that you were going to reject me- I pretty much prepared myself for being told that you only saw me as a friend but..that wasn't the case and up to now, I'm still shocked that you like me, let alone love me. And that's another thing, love; I'm terrified of it. I'm terrified of messing things up with you like I normally do. I tend to be clingy and emotional too often and sometimes it gets to the point where...people resent me and/or don't want me anymore..be it as a lover or just a friend. And I don't want that to happen with you because...I love you a lot. You make me happier than anyone has ever made me. Everything we do together makes me overly happy and I look forward to all the adventures we're going to have with one another. I can't put into words why I love you-- but I can say that you have become a person that I can't see a future without. You keep me grounded. You keep me happy. You're more than just someone I've fallen deeply in love with-- you're someone I can trust with things I wouldn't normally trust someone with. I love you. And though we aren't officially together yet...thank you for being mine.

 

 

 

 

mine

my love

my everything

my happiness

 

CRDT.

For my one and only, Sophie. 

rí чuє чασ [A] 3 minutes ago Reply

@lєє mínhчuk Oh does he, now? Does this mean you'll be having a little sleep over with Casper too?
with a smile further tugging at my lips, I gently curled my fingers around yours and held your hand comfortably while taking a moment to think
Well... It all started a little while ago. I'd joined a lovely little place, but didn't have very many people to talk to because I was a bit different than everyone else. Nobody knew who I was in the slightest, and only a small few people actually spoke to me. Then one day, I found this sweet young man whom, at the time, seemed light everything was alright. However, as some time went by, we actually spoke a bit more, and I'd found out the little princess was in a very dark place with very little light and hope for his future. Though, that day he did gain a friend, whom happened to be me, who would do absolutely anything for him right from the start. Then some things happened, that aren't important anymore, but it left his heart broken, and I knew that I was determined to fix his poor, little heart as much as a friend could. But to my surprise, the little princess and I started to get closer and closer, more than friends probably should, but honestly, I didn't really mind. I wasn't entirely sure at the time why I didn't mind how close we were getting, but it wasn't until another young man came into--or tried to anyways--the picture as well. Only then did it occur to me. There wasn't a spark. A spark that I later found out existed between you and I when we had share out little 'science experiment' as we called it. It was from those couple kisses we shared that sparked and ignited the wick that was my love for you. And everyday since that kiss we shared, my love has only gotten stronger, and stronger, and will continue to do so. Which is why I knew I had to make sure I'd never lose you... I had to have you in my life at all costs, so I asked you to marry me... So now here we are, just over a week away before I marry the love of my life.... And that day will come so much quicker with ever night we sleep... So, this is why I must part with my beloved princess so he can sleep and make time fly by...
coos softly as I lean in to press a soft kiss upon your plush lips
I love you, Min, and I hope you have the sweetest of dreams about our future..