Personal Message

currently still busy with classes, but going on spring break this upcoming friday and will be able to plot + put up profile!

till then, check out my intro in the event room!

 

ic
bad habits
- gaslighting 
- unintended emotional manipulation
- becoming emotionally dependent 
- isolating one self
- becoming dependent on alcohol
off camera persona
It takes a minute to get to know me, but exactly only a minute. I'm an easy person to get along with as long as you show similar interests. The alcohol changed that. It built a wall between me and everyone around me and I became cold and distant from even from those closest to me. I've also become more on edge and just anxiety-ridden, but I want to get better. I really do. I've noticed that I've been holding myself back more lately, but I'm working on getting back to who I am.

what and why?
Alcoholism support. Guess I'll self diagnose myself as an alcoholic and I've been one for almost a year. I was able to hide the issues by isolating myself during the beginning, but as things...got worse, it became more obvious to others. It got to the place where I was performing, coming to important schedules drunk and that was the last straw for my team and company. They're the reason I'm here and the reason why I want to get better.
sponsor?
will politely decline
 

Description
kim taehyung.

to me,
with love.

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You know, I'm getting kind of tired of using the same musty old, crusty old, dusty old fonts. RPR needs a mcin upgrade my guy. I wanna be able to use and have it work on mobile too. RIP fonts like Arial Narrow and Arial Black. I'm not gonna rant, but if you're reading this and you're tired of our (the coder's) fonts, just know some of us are too. u___u

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trivial information.
basics.

basic information.

  • Nickname(s): tae, v.
  • Date of Birth: december 30, 1995.
  • Zodiac Sign: capricorn.
  • Place of Birth: daegu, south korea.
  • Current Residence: sanctum.
  • Program: alcoholism support.
  • ual Orientation: heteroual.
  • Relationship Status: single.

appearance notes.

  • Height: 181 cm.
  • Weight: 67kg.
  • Hair Color: black.
  • Eye Color: dark brown.
  • Piercings: multiple ear piercings.
  • Tattoos: none.
  • Clothing Style: comfortable casual.
how far they've come.
their history.
B
 

ig Hit Entertainment. What was once a nameless company in the ruthless world of korean entertainment, now a presence not to be dealt with in any aspect. 

Taehyung never thought he'd be where he is today 7 years ago. Coming to an audition not even for him but for a friend to only pass and later debut with 6 other people. The reality soon became a dream. It didn't seem real. The screaming crowds, the numerous awards. Everything was happening so fast. 

At first, he loved it. The life envied by most was his. The fame. The love. It was all his. Through it all, Tae promised himself that he would never let any of the materialistic desires ever get to his head, and in the beginning it wasn't too hard. Always reminding him of who he was kept him humble and grounded, but as the fame grew, so did the wary temptations. 

Oh how proud he was when the idol thought that he had managed to stay true to himself by always reminding himself to be better, but the reminders got too real. Suddenly all of his inner thoughts were composed of self-hatred. 

"You need to do improve. It's not that hard"
                                                 "Why can't you be better?
"Are you really just that weak?""

The new desire to be better every second of his day and never being satisfied with his outcomes was what led to his alcoholism. 

First you take a drink, then the drink takes a drink, then the drink takes you.

The exponentially growing fame and love ironically pushed Taehyung back into a corner of self doubt, misery, and loneliness. In the end, alcohol became his safe place. Took every worry away, that is, until he sobered back up. The sober stages were always more dangerous. It always heighted his crave to be intoxicated every time, and the continous cycle turned vicious.

who they are.
their personality.

basic summary.

Put that here。

their likes.

Put those here。

their dislikes.

coffee。

being told what's best for him。

being sober。

their hobbies.

Put those here。

their secrets.

keeps a private journal about life updates。

their fears.

being/feeling lonely。

not meeting expectations。

disappointing others。

their bad habits.

gaslighting。

unintended emotional manipulation。

becoming emotionally dependent。

lengthy isolation。

alcohol dependency。

the light of their life.
their beloved.
 
00 month 2020
dating
 
married

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the mun behind them.
about their typist.

Before You Approach Me

•.*★ important。 Have something in mind before asking to rp! Could be a whole plot or a vague skeleton. I would just prefer to have a general idea of what you are looking for. 

Writing & Plotting Style

•.*★ writing style。 I do mostly para to multi-para, novella if it calls for it. for length, I usually mirror so whatever you're comfortable with. For pov, I mainly prefer 3rd pov detailed. 

•.*★ plotting style。 I prefer plotting over winging, but don't require exhaustive plotting. If you don't prefer extensive plotting, any simple idea to start off with is good enough for me. I don't avoid winging tho and don't mind it at all. The agreed upon plot just gives me a peace of mind.

For starters, I am fine with writing, but if it makes more sense for your character to start, I will suggest the idea.

Activity & Reply Speed

•.*★ important。 Currently on spring break for a week! 3/7 - 3/16

I'm a full-time student who also works, so roleplay threads aren't always my first priority, and I always aim to reply to threads over the weekends, but it isn't always possible.

My activity and reply speed will vary depending on the day. There are days where I will be active in ic chats, but don't reply to threads. 

Location Preferences

Correlating rooms if possible.

who they know.
their connections.

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