currently still busy with classes, but going on spring break this upcoming friday and will be able to plot + put up profile!
till then, check out my intro in the event room!
- unintended emotional manipulation
- becoming emotionally dependent
- isolating one self
- becoming dependent on alcohol
off camera persona
It takes a minute to get to know me, but exactly only a minute. I'm an easy person to get along with as long as you show similar interests. The alcohol changed that. It built a wall between me and everyone around me and I became cold and distant from even from those closest to me. I've also become more on edge and just anxiety-ridden, but I want to get better. I really do. I've noticed that I've been holding myself back more lately, but I'm working on getting back to who I am.
what and why?
Alcoholism support. Guess I'll self diagnose myself as an alcoholic and I've been one for almost a year. I was able to hide the issues by isolating myself during the beginning, but as things...got worse, it became more obvious to others. It got to the place where I was performing, coming to important schedules drunk and that was the last straw for my team and company. They're the reason I'm here and the reason why I want to get better.
will politely decline