Personal Message
1405 - baby? I'm in love with you. I'm so thankful you're mine, yeah. Just wanna let you know that even tho I know you know heh.
hi, this is where i store my dps。
To Miss jennie kim
Happy
White
Day
F. Jongin
Hey, hey. It's me. Your Mr. Shy Weak Bear. I know we ain't even daTinG yet but I wanna do something for you in this one special day. I doubt you know what's white day and let's assume you do lmao. Anyway, I wanted to let you know that I love you, and you have always make my day. I know I'm always all shy and in showing them but I hope you know that always. That you are very precious to me, someone I want to keep with me for a long time. Nothing lasts forever but I want to believe us will last that long cause you are that special to me. And here are the bear plushie I promised you. I end up getting couple plushies, the right one for you and the left one for me, cause they reminds me
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she. he doesn't think he has enough words to tell how much she meant to him, and maybe couldn't even find the perfect words to it. she, who has affected him in so many ways, in too good ways that he sometimes wondering how could he deserved all these beautiful things coming from her. being so in love, so attached, so addicted, so obsessed has always been scary but when she came, he decided to embrace those fears, turning them down for the first time cause it is impossible to love her less. love is such a strange thing, he thought cause he couldn't tell what is it about her that turns his world into another world where loving her has become the most wonderful moment of his life cause it feels good, it feels nice, it feels right to love and be with her. her existence alone could brighten up every corner of his dim heart, filling them up with her shines and soon becomes the only sun that he ever needs in life. then he figured out, it's because she's (for real) the one for him, the right one and only one, and he doesn't have to pinpoint which part of her doing that to him anymore cause he knows now, it's the whole her and herself that he's in love with.
he wants to keep every of her beautiful smiles, cute laughters and continuously getting lost in the way her doe eyes speak to him, telling him that he's loved without any words needed to be said cause he could feel it, how mutual their feelings is. her warmth through all the hugs she has given out has become the only heat he ever craving for. how they instantly makes everything seems fine, as if nothing else is matter other than her alone. but then it's true. she meant more than everything that ever exist in his world. this is love, he thought. when someone been doing the most simplest things and it brings the huge impact to you, in a very good way, as if nothing else matter than seeing they simply there, smiling and laughing, as if these simple things are the only things you ever need to keep living. this the kind of love she has taught him and it has become the love he lives for.
their relationship, he doesn't think it could simply put as 'lovers' cause he believes what he has with her is much more, much more than just lovers do. the way they share everything with each other with no hesitation, so comfortably speak their minds with no judgement, the way they could read each other thoughts without any words exchange, the way they are so similar despite the difference in personas, the way she embraces every of his flaws which is non-existent to her just like he does when it comes to her, how she inspires him to become a better person, the way they generously loving, trusting each other despite the possiblity it could break them someday. it has became his fear once in awhile. there's so many times he thought of doing the most ridiculous thing cause he was so afraid but now, he realized that she's worth more than that and he doesn't mind to break for her. just like that song, even though their footsteps might not be matching anymore, he'd still want to walk with her in the same path as long he's still with her. cause she's the only best friend he ever needs, his life support, the half of his soul, the love of his life, and most importantly, she's his person.
"I want to eat your pancreas" if only she knows how she already live inside of him before he told her that. if the world was ending, there's nothing more that he wants than being with her just like he always does. through the three months, he couldn't get more thankful to have her in his life. he loves the him after her more than the old him and silently wishing they could always stay like this.
and he's kim jongin, and he only knows how to love her, jennie kim. happy 3rd monthsary, baby ❤
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onion. it's your baby-daddy lame emo boyfriend. happy 3rd monthsary, nini! thanks for staying with me throughout these time, dealing with all my dramatic and lame jokes. there's no one but you, love istg :/ and and excuse em amount of cheesiness up there >< skip if you couldn't handle it sjjsjs i just wanted to write things for you. I mean I have always wanted to do that but your boyfriend is hard to express em feeling as always so Imma just do this at least once a month >>;; not because I feel like i have to for our monthsary, yknow, I just wanted to write stuffs for you :* . and babe, i bought something. they are couple bracelets. just thought they are cute with em bear fes, like us. and dw, i bought these not bcs I want to handcuff you to me snsnns. it's bcs I can't believe I haven't given you anything through this 3 months so think of this bracelet as my first present as your boyfriend >< so what do you think? would you want to wear these cute thingies with me? >> let me know if you want it or no, hm? heh. I love you so much, jennie. though you already know that, girlfriend. stay with me for a very long time please. ilysm. onion for now (♥ó㉨ò)ノ♡
em kink list you has been asking >>
Exhibitionism, Loss Of Control, Rough , Crying/Tears, Spanking, Gagging, Face ing, Coming Inside, Play, Overstimulation, Edging, Domination, Finger ing, Daddy/Mommy Themes, Frustration, Restraint, Seduction/Teasing, , , Oral , Slapping, Desperation, l Penetration, Degredation, Grinding, Slow , Whipping, Marking/Hickies, Biting, Hair Pulling
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Happy 2nd monthsary
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Thank you for staying with me through everything ♥
remember when i told i'd write about you and you say you gonna read them despite how ty they would be, so here you go.
not so long time ago, there's one boy, with lot of crack, nasty ideas and commitment issues, just wanted to have the fun of his life. and who would've thought, he was able to meet another version of him in female form. this girl in his view, she's a lil bit of both wildt and crackhead just like him. savage when he first met her, cause she roasted him every chance she had but the next second, she becomes a whole baby who just wanted to be fed with the most expensive bebi food. a spoiled brat princess who knows how to speak her mind and knowing what she wants. gosh, he likes how real she is. that thing about her turns him into his realest self as well whenever he is with with her. and the most gucci thing about her? she has so much loaf to share and he couldn't help but to adore how lovely she is. the boy didn't know how the girl does it but the next thing, all he knows is, he couldn't look at other women in the same way he looks at her.
when she ain't around, all he's been thinking about is her. when she is around, all his attention goes to her. man, he doesn't even hate it when people calling out how whippedt he is because they ain't wrong. it's impossible not to be whippedt for such a gucci girl like her (thought she might prefers chanel kno). knowing how easily he loses his muse when it comes to love and stuffs, he thought the feeling might have just stop at certain points but damn, this girl, for real, is something else, at least to him, he just ends up keep falling over and over again every single day for her and he ain't even hating on that. that '17 sips of water if he loves her' rule she did? cute asf. when she's complaining about her getting nightmares cause he wasn't well hydrated? cute asf. all these lil things about her are enough to keep him stays smitten with her, wanting to keep and protect her in his arms. at this point, he knows he gotta make her his woman. he couldn't imagine it'd someone else other than her.
on 17th of march, he finally asked her out per confession layout and frick, she just gotta made him a whole cute layout to answer him (when he's still weeping over the other cute layout she did for him). gosh, the things she does. there's no single second she would let him stop falling head over heels in love with her. and he would never forget how happy he is when she said yes to him. on that special day. the girl, has become the boy's happy place since then.
17th May, two months has passed and the boy is still very in love with the girl. even the sight of her already enough to make his heart flips like s. every single things they had together, he remember them all despite how dumb and slow he is. how she been dealing with his lame everyday, how happy he is whenever she's smiling so beautifully, how his heart breaks whenever she's sad and tired or in pain, how she gotta deal with his emo , how shy they were with each other at the very beginning, well, they are still very shy tho, just with a lil bit of wildt and lot of cracks especially when the girl whips out her bratty just to play with the boy's blood pressure and when the boy talking dirty in lame out of nowhere just in revenge, that turns a wholesome coodle into them dirty mess despite how many deadass glares he gave to her and he still couldn't win against her, not when she has that much power on him and also it's not like he hates it when she goes all bratty cause he loves every shades of her and loving every pieces of her. he enjoys every single moments he had with her.
he also remember how he rub his dirty face onto hers when they had cupcakes last time and he loves how she's just playing along with his dorky , making him wash her face after that like the bebi she is. cute asf. and her cutest moment to him? there's lot of them but it is probably when she's getting flustered when he hits her with simple i love yous, kithes and hugs, and also not to forget her red face when he strips his pyjamas just to let her wear the shirt after her shower that one time and he's pretty sure she knows that she has the same effects on him at how easily she turns him into a very shy boy but thankfully to his skin color, the red shades on his face doesn't that visible to her or he's gonna curse at himself for being unmanly kno, well, she never points them out so he guess that was the reason.
rip this girl for getting herself an emo boyfriend, with lot of insecurities, and he appreciates how patient she is when handling his emo and in loving him, also don't even have a thought on giving him up. even dare to become emo just to be in pain together with him. what an angel she is. this girl, there's no one who could do it like her, not to this boy. every hugs and her kithes, or even just her presence already making it better for him, just like her coodles making him sleep nicely at night. he has no shame to admit that he's living for her and her beautiful existence, not when she's this wonderful to him. how they love each other, it might seem a lil bit of crazy to other people with all em cracks, whippedt and mess. but to him, it's the most wonderful love he ever had. he loves how they are crazily, madly, insanely, and equally in love with each other and how that thing about them doesn't seem it's gonna end any soon. at least on his side, cause he believes and he's very sure, that she would be the only woman he wants to spend his whole life with, and loving her with all his might for all the lives he has.
and baby? jennie? nini? this boy is me and he only knows & wants to love this one precious, most beautiful girl that is you and it will always be you. i love you, jennie kim. let's stay the most beautiful together always in this niniverse, yeah?
jennie kim
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hey, baby. happy 2nd monthsary. i hope you enjoy reading my ty writing. pmsl. just thought i should write us in that pov so i can tell you more ideas of how much I'm in love with you. well, i'm still in expressing how i feel but i hope you at least will remember how much i love you, yeah? thanks for always staying with me always during these two months, despite how timezones and schedules keep us apart, you have never fail in making my day, not even once, and im really thankful to you for always bring the rainbows into my emo life. pls keep smacking senses into this emo boy of yours whenever he's at it pmsl there's no one but you and there will always be no one but you. let's continuously love each other in our own niniverse, hm? for a very very long time. i love you so much, jennie.
love, jongin.
♥ ヽ(´(エ)`)
happy first monthsary to us! what can i say,,,i'm not even someone who's good in wording and romance pmsl. what i always wanted to say is,,, thanks for existing in my world, thanks for being part of my life, thanks for being my best friend, thanks for liking me so much, thanks for saying yes to be my lover, thanks for always being so caring about me, thanks for always being there for me, thanks for always able to keep up with my emo , thanks for always cheering me up, thanks for always playing along with my crack , thanks for always thinking my cringy moments are cute, thanks for always thinking of me hardt, thanks for always missing me, thanks for always being the sweetest to me, thanks for loving me a lot, thanks for letting me be jongin, and finally and the most important thing, thanks for always being you, thanks for being my jennie. i wouldn't be the happy me right now if it ain't because of you. i'm so thankful for every lil things you do. it's true, when I said nobody can do it like you, I wasn't lying. everyday is just fun and more meaningful now with you by my side, though sometimes i'd afraid if you might get tired of me (yes, this is the emo me speaking pmsl), i hope i can keep looking forward to more days with you, either it'd be bad, sad or happy, we are in this together, hm? Stay with me always, please? I promise to love you for a very long time. I love you, kim jennie. you have no idea how much i do. there's no one but only you, my one and only woman. i'm so in love with you, i like you and i adore you!
truly from your man, jongin.
simple things you do that i loaf
- randomly say "i love you" to me
- spam on my wall whenever you miss me
- post random confessions on my wall
- when you kiss me all the time & whine every time I gotta pull away
- when you call out for me out of nowhere
- hugging me to sleep almost every nights
- giving me gn kith but kith me again 0.1 sec later
- ur self reflecting after being a brat pmsl
- when you doodle "jennie's" everywhere on my body
- when you end my crackhead with yours pmsl
- being cheesy together with me even in public cause coople culture lmao
- "imy already"
- when you're being ur bratty self or bebi self
- when you reply to my status even after you say you gotta yeet
- "gimme kiThes"
- "sleep jsy :(”
- when you randomly pop in when you're buthy cause you mith me
- tbh every single things you do, baby (´(エ)`)
It's the simple things you do. I just can't get enough of you.
So take my hand and stay as long as you can.
With the man that tells all the jokes only you understand.
Beers with the guys ain't nothing.
It's your eyes and the simple things.
And I promise to be honest if you promise to accomplish love, All we need is love.