onion, sarang. can you believe we've been dating for 215 days? i feel like I've been loving you since forever, and baby, I'd be more than love to spend more days with you. More than our 215 days, more than all the days ever existing. Love how we never skip a day to see each other, randomly talking s and ranting even if it can be something that's the most ridiculous, teasings and all those fek smad, and jelly moments. I- I love how real we are to one another. It wasn't easy before. It was so fearful, cause I care a lot about what you think of me, but now I feel so safe around you, like legit, never trust someone this much to reveal all my thoughts, even if they are weird, pathetic, sensitive thoughts, I'm a mess, yet I let you know everything. Sometimes, yeah, sometimes I'd think of how you would thought of me after I told you all that, cause again, I care a lot but what you think of me, but when you told me that you love me, and even loving me even more after everything, I feel safe again around you. I- you always know how to make me better, don't you? If you ask me what makes me happy recently? That you too, freely telling me all your thoughts and rants without a sorry, without any hesitation. It feels so good to know that you trust me that much. And nini, trust me when I said you're never a bother to me. Cause it's true, you're never one cause I want all of you. And the fact we actually did all those things despite the 6hrs(+1 soon) time difference makes me uwus. We also end up knowing each other at our best, we even know what the other thinking without a single word needed, and we love even more everyday and Istg, there's no single day I ever lose my muse on you. You're my true muse, Jennie. I'll always love you like this, and if not, more. There's nothing like us. There's no one who could love me as much as you do, and I swear there's no one who could love you as much as I do. You are the only kind of person who got me thinking "Is it possible to love someone this much?" and I think that shows a lot how much I'm in love with you, cause I only thought of that when I'm with you. I really do, fr.

baby, i know it's not easy to understand me with all my random sadness, insecurities and anger. i did s lot of times that makes you sad, and yet you're still with me, loving me very much the same. you don't mind confessing everyday, writing those diaries, and those layouts, and even sending precious gifts like your piano play, even learning my favorite piano piece, and never got tired with me, reassuares me with everything you ever have. I- how could someone like you exist just to love me? You deserve better, but I'm selfish, I want you, nini. All of you, forever. i love every single things you did for me, you and us. I'm so thankful to have you. I couldn't stress enough how happy you make me feel. with you, i'm the happiest jongin. and my emo , thanks for dealing with that almost every two weeks per month and fighting for us when I almost give up last time. I'm such a weakling, while you're so stronk, that I sometimes forgot you're bebi as well. Mian, I'll take care of you more at my best, I promise. Lean on me too, hm? Hmm...I told you too much things, don't you think? I still have a lot to say but I'll keep that in our next monthsary. Heh, this is a promise that I'd stay with you for another more month and I hope we're like this for a very long time, more than just that another month. Let's be happier onwards. I love you first anyways. I'm proudly simping for you since forever. I wanna marry you someday. I love you, Kim Jennie. You own me.

Genuinely, Kim Jongin.