Kangin's Room

@Leeteuk ((I dunnoooo~~~ ono))

((Umm...~ what now?))

@Leeteuk Kangin heard leeteuk and started crying even louder onto the pillow.

Leeteuk sighed "sorry for .. for everything.." he whispered loud enough for kangin to hear before going home.

@Leeteuk And now you smile? He sighs and nods forcing a bitter smile "ok.." He said blankly and stood up goijg back to his bed and burrying his face inthe pillows sobbing quietly.

Leeteuk looks at kangin and smiles "I'll call you if.. if anything happens.." he nods and walks to the door.

@Leeteuk Kangin sighed and looked up at leeteuk not even bothering to help him. He said he hates being spoiled and me helping him with everything right? Then i won't anymore..

Leeteuk sighed and didnt say anything but sat up groaning a bit but stood.

@Leeteuk "But you said you liked me spoiling you... You always said you liked it and didn't have anything against it.. You never said that before..." He frowned and looked at him not believing anything he's saying and having a hard time trying to comprehend what he's saying because he just can't believe it.

"because.. kangin... because im a man too.. you dont see me pampering you like a 2 year old... you make me feel degraded.. youve made me feel like i girl.. you.. you changed me."

@Leeteuk "And give me a reasonable reason why wouldn't i?.. You're my boyfriend and if i don't love you why would i pamper you almost the whole time and care for you so much?... I could just stop caring for you but i wouldnmt because i love you.. And you're acting like this.." He said with a hurt and a stinging tone in his voice.

"I know that... but i need time alone... please... you have to stop babying me.."

@Leeteuk Kangin frowned at leeteuk's action and sighed "but i'm your boyfriend~... It's nt the first time we spend so much time together.."

Leeteuk pulled his hand away "Because i need time alone.. time to think.. I never used to spend so much time with others.."

@Leeteuk ((Phew ouo~ i thought that it was the to was mean to be you xD))

"Why do you have to go~?" He sighed and reached to hold leeteuk's hand.

(It was meant to be 'i Have to' >< damn my keyboard...))

"Nothing has happened to me.."

@Leeteuk "W-what?.... I... What happened to you?..." He said as his eyes were felled with tears now from those hurtful words that he never thought would come out of leeteuk's mouth. How come such a little thing turn to this.

((*sniffles* i'm really crying now ono sho sad ><))

Leeteuk glanced at him "I hate to."

@Leeteuk Kangin sighed and got up from the bed wearing some comfortable clothes and sat cross legged beside leeteuk "don't leave, please~" he said almost desperately.

"not yet." he said bluntly and seriously back to the old teukie before he was in love.

@Leeteuk "Y-you're not leaving n-neh~?" He said and sat up and pulled the covers up to his waist while lookig at leeteuk.

After leeteuk had put on some jogging bottoms and a baggy shirt he went over to the black rug and laid on his back looking at the ceiling "what?" he said mono-toned.

@Leeteuk Is he really leaving after this? ... Why is he being like this... "L-leeteuk.." He said shakily and looked up at him.

Leeteuk shivered as he looked at Kangin, he could see he had hurt his lover again.. his word hurt... but they are his true feelings so he cant take them back... he looked down before getting out of bet and putting on some loose clothing.

@Leeteuk Kangin sat up with wide eyes as he heard leeteuk's words and he suddenly felt a stinging pain in his chest as he heard those hurtful words coming out of leeteuk's mouth "I... I... I'm.. I.. Why wouldn't i care for you so much if i love... I just... " he looked down and sobbed quietly not wanting to believe those words that leeteuk just said.

Leeteuk shakes his head "S-Stop!." he sits up and looks at kangin "Im not a child! stop babying me.. please.. i can take care of myself!.." he said as tears fell "You cried so much yet when i shed on tear you worry so much! how do you think this makes me feel?!"

@Leeteuk "O-ok angel~ don't cry~" he looked up at his angel with chubby red cheeks and red swollen eyes he then sighs and wipes his angel's tears.

@Kangin Leeteuk shivered holding back tears, he didnt know what would happen "no. you will just have to trust that i wont die."

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@Leeteuk "Just promise me.. Please.. Even if it breaks just promise me please.." With that he started softly sobbing onto his lover's chest.