― jongin's birthday

( you need to keep up the appearances XD )

@sandara park ( this is so accurate )

/there’s probably an unwritten rule in place somewhere that says something along the lines of ‘thou shalt not around with your best friend whilst drunk because seriously, that usually doesn’t go too well when everyone sobers up in the morning’/
oh no.. we're going down slowly, baby girl
/maybe it was the way your eyes pierced through my soul or maybe the way your hips are under me or maybe this wet cavern awaits for me or maybe Im just thinking too much but I cant help and my already dry lips at the view Im seeing, admiring every little part of you, something inside of me warms that you're mine now and Im so not going to share/
/being the selfish me I dipped down like a lion watching his prey, my back curving at the feel of your nails, its so hard to breathe but I somehow manage to slip off your down your thighs, smirking on your skin as my lips made their way back to your neck, not wasting time to on it harshly before I throw away the cloth, your bra making it uncomfortable so I slide my hands on your back to unwrapped it, almost teasingly, almost/
/now with your s sticking to my chest oh so shamelessly so hot and so y I kissed my way up your jaw to finally meet your lips, wondering how can you handle my body being on top of yours, my fingers manage to grab a from my wallet in my pants, still doesnt have any clue how I did it, handing it to you and bites your lips slightly/
do it for me

( MAYBE ITS THE WAY SHE WALKED )

@captain jack sparrow ( if your mom would know that you are being a - my mom knows that i am a XD i outed myself long time ago. yes she is in jeans :) )

/you being a little harsh was so much of a turn on form e and made me even forget that i was the older one, but as you lips attacked mine, i gave in once again, holding you close to me to deepen the kiss, tasting your saliva and as we seem both too to think straight our kiss gets sloppy but still I am enjoying it until you pull away, to make my eyes widen and a soft whine escapes through my lips; you getting closer to me to whisper against my skin, made me inhales deeply. Your hot breath was enough to tense my whole body, it was as if I was dying for your touches and your presence and I glanced to you, wanting to say something but your teeth dig in my skin to make me mewl; the pain made me moan as it was a pleasure-filling feeling/
I want you so badly, jiyong.. gosh me already..
/it was not that I was about to beg you for it once again, especially because it already hurt my pride to do it once but my arms wrapped around your frame, digging my nails in your back, not caring if I made you bleed or not as the feeling was so intense but as you slip through my embrace, I bite onto my lip, needing your presence close to me as I feel impatient
Jiyong.. please..
/hearing your words made me blush hard, I was always insecure of my body as I felt too fragile and weak but hearing your words gave me so much courage to believe in myself and I curled my lips
Your future, so now. Take it or it will slip past your beautiful fingers, baby boy.

@sandara park ( the funny part is that, my mother is sitting next to me XDDDDDD its good she dont knowthis language XDDD
btw, Dara was in jeans right? )

/biting on my lower lip when you ped my pants, my gaze checking on what you doing, loving the way youre doing it, moans softly at your touch, myburning eyes become a hard glare as Im showing your hands away, smashing our lips together in yet another heated kiss, eventually pulling away as I wanted to focus on something more interesting/
/my eyes almost rolled up in pleasyre at your beg, wanting to hear it more and more, can I be even more than I already am? How this is even possible, I let my eyes focus on your body once more, wandering up and down shamelessly, undressing you with my stare, throwing the keys somewhere under the seats as I locked the car after us, raising my eyebrow teasingly and chuckling deeply under my breath, pushing you under me, sitting on your lap as I lean my head down, next to yours, blows soft air on your skin as I whispered/
say how much do you want me, tell me how do you want me, now
/growls before biting harshly onto your neck, leaving a few marks along the way, my palms roam down your sides only to grab on your jeans and slides them down from your body, throws them away, leaving you only in and in your bra, I so needed to check this out, I raised my elbow, trying not to hit my head onto anything, looking at your almost body beneath me made me held my breath for a moment before I say out loud/
and who's this beautiful lady Im staring at now?

@captain jack sparrow /the cold air was hitting against my skin as your ripped my clothes off, making me gasp while I started to shiver slightly. It was freezing cold, but having you body, sharing warmth with mine was making it easier for me to concentrate on you and gosh your gaze trailing and checking out my body was making it harder for me not to touch myself. You were driving me so damn crazy but seeing me messed up like this was probably enough for you to understand that you had a great effect on me. It was as if your gaze was already ing me hard, making me imagine the dirtiest fantasy that’ve ever had with you, but I needed to stay calm even though I was needy, wanting you so damn hard with your body and your soul to make this more than just .
Jiyong.. it is getting cold.. heat me up please.
/it as one of the things that I would have never done but I begged. Even though it felt like I was giving up on my dominance, I just let it be, for now. It was not like you would never see me again anyways, so giving you the lead would only boost your dominance and make you even prouder; seeing you in this confidence made you even more attractive to me and harder to resist; having you taking me to the backseats was just another realization that there was no going back anymore. It was only you and me, in your car and my cheeks flushed at this thought/
You look mesmerizing..
/I whispered as my hands from your chest down to your belt, unplugging it before ping your jeans but my eyes were still focused on yours, being the tease I was I pushed your jeans down only to on your bulge, teasing the clothed tip with my thumb while I moan softly to make you grow impatient; I gulped as I had to admit to myself that I was getting nervous but it was also one step to our future, together.

@sandara park ( haha, yeah who cares XDDD )

@sandara park /there was nothing more beautiful to me in this entire world in my enitre existence but hearing those shameless noises you were making it somehow even more, how is this even possible, how would I handle this when Im next to you, how would I control my inner side, are you going to slip off my hands so easily just like those one nights everybody calls it? this is so frustrating, so overwhelming but I cant stop myself, you cant stop yourself, those moans say otherwise, I know you need to just like I need you right now, here, right now/
do you have any idea what are you doing to me, Dara? do you even know? oh my god..
/moans deeply in my throat when I heard you saying my name so sensually, so needy, this feel dancing through my body, I smirk once more, having you in my arms, its so easy for me to just rip off your clothes covering your body in this parking lot, wondering if someone can sees us but not giving a single flying about this as youre more important for me now, for should I say more important for me forever/
/stopping with my as soon as I brushed my lips teasingly against yours, chuckling deeply when I see how youre laying on my car, so hot, so y, I bit on my lips, finding this whole moment so , I wander my hands up your sides and kissed your jaw then quickly leaned away to fish my keys from my pocket and unlocks my car, with still your legs wrapped around me I pulled your body towards me as I made our way inside the car, throwing your frame on the backside, closing the door behind me, not letting you even say a single word/
/as Im staring down at your body I take my time to slowly take off my shirt, with this satisfied smile on my mouth Im still impressed how I can handle this situation, never leaving your half lidded eyes, never breaking the eye contact/

@captain jack sparrow (haha oh my. we can stay in room ? I mean, who cares? lol )

/even though the wind was cool and the weather was getting colder by each other, i felt the heat inside me raising up, wanting you more as your kisses , and even though i did not want to admit it, i wanted to feel those lips of yours on every single spot of my body
/having you lifting me up only to press me harder against your car made the thrill even more effective on me and my lower part started to rub on you needily, having you this close would have been one of the dirty dreams but i would have never thought that this would turn into reality and i would be laying underneath you... nor between you and your car, which was exciting me even more even though it was shameless. even in my high school days, i wasn't that shameless and careless about my actions but with you everything seemed right
/hearing your groaning made me moan softly, it slipped past my lips and the feeling of your bulge against my wet clothed crotch wasn't making anything better and needy noises were escaping my slightly parted lips/ Ji..jiyong..
/it was harder than i thought that it would be to hold myself back and not ask you to take me now, but i needed to stay strong

@sandara park ( FAQ tmw when you forgot to tag your bae )

( are we really going to write all our shiet in here tho? where anyone could see it? eue
this is so wrong but at the same time naah, let the peeeople see youuu from behind that bUSH )

/maybe I was too eager for this or maybe things went so far in that quick matter of time with you, hoping Im not actually taking control of the situation and you're enjoying this too or maybe its the way I feel this weird bond to you that makes me think this way or maybe Im just drunk and the night is drawn out long for both of us with the promising color of the sky that is shining above us, hoping to brighten our future just along the way/
/my chest exposed because of your touches, a pleasant hum escaping my lips as the cold night air hit my skin so smoothly, biting on your lower lip, taking it between my teeth and letting it go only to your upper part, then goes down to business/
/this is the right place and time I want to be in with you by my side, making it all right, I smirk once again at your teasing action, a low groan rolling through my tongue, so easily, you have fun doing it, dont you? my hands slides down your sides with another hard beat of my heart, down to your back pressing against my car, roaming down to your and grabbing it harshy with my both palms, puling you up and wrapping your legs around my waist, slightly leans you on my car and tilts your head with my chin as Im my way to your collarbone up to your neck/

@captain jack sparrow (I thought that it would sound extremely if she would say something like this so i had to do that :'D i am calm right now.. i have to keep myself calm and stay cool about this)

/seeing your smirk made me raise my eyebrows playfully as my hands d your chest up and tries to fight the urge to open the buttons of your shirt as I feel the ual tension raising between us and the way you were groping my butter, made it harder for me, but I pecked your lips shortly but multiple times/
As long as you are in me, i am fine with everything, baby boy.
/i was sure that some of my students saw me making out with you and they knew just as much as I that we would probably end our night in the typical way how you image wasted people to end at the end of a party, as you pulled me out of the club, i felt the alcohol running through my veins, making me feel slightly dizzy but still i was in my right sense. I knew that I wanted you and I knew that I won't regret it for now. the rumors in the campus would be the hell for me but still you only had a year to go until you finished the university to I could let is slide beside, i just started and was a newbie myself. no one had the right to judge young love after all/
/as my back hit the cold metal of the car, I gasped only to be shutted by your lips, humming as i enjoyed the taste of your lips, wanting more as my hands roamed towards your shirts to your shirt one by one as my leg slid between your legs, teasing your with my knee as I rubbed on your crotch

@sandara park ( LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS IM CRYING
' You have the choice. Bathroom, Car or your house.'
like omg omg omg omg /fangirlingsohaaaaaarrdrdrrdrdrd/ )

/as soon my eyes closed I knew that it wasnt over, loving the this weird feeling in my chest, my heart beat is so loudly bumping against my ribcage and my breath is wrapped around yours so smoothly, my tongue dancing with yours to our own rhythm, my hands roams around your body I dont even know where to put them since this is so overwhelming for me, you're being too much for me, when Im going to handle you, huh?/
/I widden my eyes at the sudden jump of yours, making my rest my hands on you shamelessly, I smirk so widely, turning on immediately, on your words, touches, everything you do, it was always like this, just me and you and this burning sensation I need to get out from here before I let my inner self take control over me, youre just making it harder/
So eager, hm? I feel like the car is the best option for now, dont you think, baby girl?
/I was so waiting to say that simple word, you dont even know how long, but seeing the looks from other people in here I softly let go of you, only to grab your hand and pulling you to the crowd, quickly making our way toward the exit, biting my lips in excitement, not even thinking how we ended up having this situation, not regretting anything just smiling like an idiot to myself, finally having some private time with you, its gonna be the best night of my life I swear, this is like my dream come true, hoping this moment will be lasting forever, I want you so bad in my life, you dont even know how much/
/pushing the door wide open, I storm out from the building with you by my side, not even swaying, just my head is slightly spinning from all the lights we were passing back in the club, my grip on your hand tightens just wanting to make sure you're still here and this is not one of my dreams/
/when we're finally in the parking lot I pushed you to the side of my car, hoping this was my car actually not wanting to have problems later, I pressed my hips to yours, my hands went to your face as I smashed our lips together in another hungry yet passionate kiss/

( faq it so gonna reply naw, just watch meh )

@sandara park ( omg the feels girl the feels, to not this up Im gonna reply to you by tomorrow morning like ing hell youre so gonna get it omg omg omg, I NEED TO CHANGE MY BECAUSE FO YOU DID I SAID THAT OUT LOUD I DONT ING CARE BECAUSE THE FEELS GOT ME SO ING MUCHOS REAL LIKE OMG I CANT WITH YOU WHY ARE YOU SO PERFECT IM SORRY THAT I WASNT HERE ON SUNDAY I AM SO REGRETTING IT NOW OMG OMG FORGIVE ME PLEASE I BEG YOU I BEG YOU )

@captain jack sparrow ( yeah i am but still i gotta go to a wedding orz /snuggles close to you/ I WILL PAY IT BACK! SOMEHOW! JUST WAIT!
JUST DOZE OFF AND IT IS 8am now and my eyes are half closed but i have to reply orz)

/It was as if the time stopped, the lights turned off around them and I could only see you, and feel your lips on mine; my eyes closed as your lips moved passionately against mine and it was as both of us couldn’t wait for this moment; even though they were still at the party and her students would probably see me, I did not really give a single as this moment belonged to one of the most beautiful ones that I’ve had for a long time. With a light hop, I wrapped my legs around your waist and I looked in your eyes as I pulled away slightly, panting as I was lacking of oxygen
You have the choice. Bathroom, Car or your house.
/Maybe it was because of the alcohol that was running through my veins and since I’ve never been that much of an heavy drinker, few shots were already enough to make me feel like this but for the first time, I did not regret being that lightheaded because I knew it was you and I really wanted to be with you, no matter if I woke up next to you or if I would see you in school at the next day.
I need you so badly, Jiyong..
/I whispered against your lips only to lean back in and engulf your lips into another long, slow but still passionate kiss; even though we were both hungry and couldn’t handle our hormones, it felt as if the butterflies appeared once again in my stomach, something that I’ve not felt for 4 hours anymore; you were like the lighter when I was stuck in the darkness and giving in to you was more like a blessing for both of us than a mistake

@sandara park ( awww baeeee is sick? nuuuu ene /snuggles you close to meeh/
YOU CRY I CRY MORE BAE, LIKE URGGGGGGGGHHHHH WHO IS IN THE CHARGE OF TORTURING NOW HUUH )

/closing my eyes at the soft touch of your fingers, Im breathing in the most peaceful way I can ever imagine, relaxing my body, swaying you like this in my arms is the best thing in my life, really, and the way you look at me and the way you look today is not helping at all, my eyes wanders once to your lips then back to your eyes, counting the seconds when I can finally kiss them, it feels like Im stuck in place and I cant move/
You really think so?
/are the only words I can think of as Im looking into your eyes, Im mesmerized in those warm colors, feeling like Im finally home, my hand just automatically goes up from your waist up to your arm up to your shoudler then softly caresses your cheek with my thumb, not realising what Im doing, you see how you have this affection on me, this trance Im in, I dont want to wake up, never/
/I dont know if this is because of your words or maybe the look in your face or maybe the way you whispered those words so teasingly against my lips, or maybe the teasing act of yours, I almost could feel your lips on mine but yet again youre doing this to me, Im going crazy at this point, the peck only putting a sparkle into the already burning fire so I find myself leaning over, not carring about the consequences as I meet my lips finally with yours, kissing the hell out of you, my hands roams on your body, pressing your chest to me, clenching on your clothes, trying not to rip them apart/

@kwon jiyong (HSM Oh my goodnes I cried out of laughter! <33
I am doing not better tbh because I just caught the cold and I am just looking like an iced monster. /snuggles on you
LMAO I CRIED HARD BAE XDD )

/my fingers ran through your fingers only to give your soft locks gentle , something that I always wanted to do, what i’ve imagined even though i should while you’ve always been my student but now, you are just a man, who wanted to go out with me and saw me as a woman; you’ve probably never known what kind of impact you had on me no matter if it was your glance or even your smile. Sometimes I wanted to hold onto you and just hug you but which professor was allowed to do so? But now you were and I couldn’t pull away from you
I know that he is precious to me and I also know that I want you to meet him because I know that he would like you. I love my son, that’s why I am telling you this already because you step into a zone, so you won’t regret being with me, jiyong. You have having those effects on me and I know that if we keep looking in your eyes, I won’t be able to hold myself back anymore..
/my heart was beating hard against my ribcage and my chest started to hurt because of the joy, my heart was jumping and I wanted to pull you in to kiss you but I wanted to allow you to lead me, to do the first step but your closeness was not making it easier for me. It was more of a tortured that you put me in
It is probably really the alcohol but it think it is fine that we are being like this. I wanted you to know how I am feeling about you and your presence.. and beside. We should probably stop dancing but start drinking, because you are torturing me right now. It seems like you are doing this on purpose to tease me, especially because you know that I want to kiss you so badly right now.
/I whispered against your lips as I leaned closer to hover my soft lips over yours but placed a peck on your nose only to smile as I looked down to hide my blushed cheeks

@sandara park ( ITS THE START OF SOMETHING NEEW AND IT FEELS SO RIGHT TO BE HEEERE WITH YOUU AWWWWWWW
sorry, couldnt help myself ;; i hope youre okay now, huh? ;; /huggles you/
btw just imagine me writing this whole shiet when Im in bathroom, pressing my back to a wall and hiding from my coworker behind a door XD this whole situation is freaking funny to me XD )

/you dont even know how your touches can have this affection on me, a soft shiver running through my spine when you cupped my cheeks, feeling like leaning to your face and kissing those rosy lips, just wanting to take you away from this cruel world and never let go, you seem so weak yet so strong when you hold me like this, Im falling apart before you so hard, my reality is taken away once you lay your eyes onto mine/
/but hearing your words Im snapping out from this trance, my back straightens up and my eyes blinking in confusion, son? you have a son? adn here I am thinking that you have a partner already in your life, I was so stupid thinking in this way, it feels like I can breath again, sighing in relief when Im looking at you with a soft expression written on my features, forgetting about your whole statement about the men who left you, just your son is the only thing I can think of right now/
You dont even know how happy I am to hear this words from you. Your son.. you have a son.. thats wonderful, thats a wonderful gift you have, Dara. Dont let anyone think otherwise, dont let anyone change your mind and the way you are. For me, having someone so precious to your heart is a gift.. I just hope that maybe I could meet him sometime, you know? But I think this is too soon for that.. lets just enjoy the night now, alright? We can have time for this later.
/seeing your stare I think my legs just got weak all of a sudden, my face just got closer to yours and I softly rub my cheek back with your thumb before I let myself fall back into your beautiful eyes once more/
I think we're now talking like this because of the alcohol, huh? But hey, they say people are more honest and brave with themselves when they're drunk, so yeah.. but the problem is.. Im not drunk enough to lean forward and kiss you properly.. we need some more drinks for that, milady

@kwon jiyong ( it still hurts but i promised you ;; )

/ by the way you were holding onto me tightly, I knew that you were misunderstanding my words and that the way you tightened your arms around me, you felt jealous about another man in my life, but Instead of being the tight to tease you more, I wanted to slowly open up to you, share my life with you as I wanted you to be a part of it as well; so I cupped your cheeks and smiled at you fondly to make sure that I could solve the problem which was building up in your mind
I know that my son is going to treat me, right, but I am more afraid of no one going to accept me with a son. The men I met, loved me, but never wanted my son. How can I give up on the most precious person in my life? A part of me and my life?
/it was probably the alcohol which gave me the courage to open that freely and to tell you about my son and as I looked at you as you pulled me closer to your best as your arms wrapped around my waist, my eyes looked deeply in yours which made my heart skip a beat, it was as if I got lost in your eyes which were comforting me and filling me with warmth, my thumbs brushed over your cheeks to you lovingly
I don’t know.. I just .. Jiyong, I don’t want this night to end because I don’t want to look at you from afar and just greet you and bid my goodbyes. I want you with me because I cannot think of anything else but you. I know that this might be crazy .. but I need you in my life

@sandara park ( /gotmyshiettogetherlikeeue/ )

/my hold on you just tighten a little bit just like my heart when I heard your sudden words, on my features decorates a deep frown as Im looking down at you, into your eyes, trying to read your mind, what are you talking about, somehow feeling jealous when I imagine you with someone else, my heart stops beating for a second I swear, but its not like Im gonna show it, I dont want you to feel awkward around me so I just put a smile on my face, hoping for the dark thoughts to go away soon/
Alright.. I just hope he's gonna treat you right
/not feeling like saying something more, Im speechless to be honest, a soft sigh escaping my nose, couldnt stop myself from not doing it, chuckles upon hearing your next statement but what made me more happy is the way you laugh once again, almost melting at the sound of it, almost, why I adore your laugh so much?/
/raising my eyebrows together when the whisper is caressed to my ears, automatically wrapping my both arms around your thin waist, just by the way wondering if you're eating properly/
Why would I do that? You're precious, Sandara and I dont think I will be able to let go of you before the night ends, I wish that this night is only the beginning of something new

@kwon jiyong -a soft sigh slipped past my lips as I looked at your with a slight hurt but still a smile adorning on my sweet lips, holding onto your hand tightly as I feel like needing your presence with me right now-
Sometimes, it is the best to stay away from men, especially if you got hurt a lot beside.. there is a man in my life and he really means a lot to me. I think I wouldn’t be able to live without him because he is the reason why I live.
- somehow it felt like I knew you for year, even though she only started to talk to each other today but you gave me the warmth that I craved for and you were giving me the comfort that I searched for years, so I knew I could open up to you, hinting at another person in my life to see your reaction as I know that you wouldn’t believe me that I have a child who is waiting for me at home while I am here with you-
you are just fine like this tho.
- being turned around made me laugh softly before I look at you as you pecked my hand only to blush harder as I glanced up to you, not even trying to hide my smile before I just hugged you tightly as I wrapped my arm around your neck once again to nuzzle the crook of your neck, whispering softly but loud enough for you to hear my voice-
I thought you would never accept me..

@sandara park Really? How is that even possible, Sandara?
/as much as I dont want it my mind still goes away at the tought of you being with another man, cant bare but feel like my chest is pierced by a hundreds of needles, but Im saddened more about the fact that such a nice person like you were not treated right, a soft frown playing on my features when my body swings to the music, my eyes look away as I sigh under my breath, hoping that as long as you are around me, I can brighten up your mood just like this, in that moment nothing is more important, this may sound foolish of me, since I know you like maybe one day, but something inside of my heart, deep inside of my dark and miserable heart tells me that this is not the end of our relation, thats why my smile is back on my lips once the sad thoughts are swept away/
I may be even better, just wait for the faster song and you'll see
/laughs a little as my hand is still connected to your cheek, suddenly my hand wanders down from your shoulder to your arm then smoothly grabbing your palm to turn you around in my arms, putting them back around you, perking my ears at the sweet sound of your voice, my eyes sparkle as Im looking down intensely at your own ones/
/furrowing my eyebrows when you broke the stare but as soon as your statement hit my consciousness, I widen my eyes and then flashed you this big smile of mine, signalizing that from now on things will definitely change between us, pulling your hand towards my lips as I softly place a peck before tigthening my hold on you and raising your chin up to look back at me/
I thought you'd never ask..

@kwon jiyong I sort of do like to tease you, but I wasn’t teasing you that much tho… you are flattering me, Jiyong. It has been a while since someone was that sweet to me, you know?
- it felt like I was lost, only seeing and hearing you while the others sounded muffled but I was fine with it, as long as this moment lasted for a little longer and for a moment, I was afraid that I would lose you just like the one I used to love and I felt a sharp pain through my heart. You were not like my ex-lover. I could see it in your eyes, but I wasn’t sure if you would still glance at me that lovingly if you would know that I am a mother and that my kid was already 4 years old. Instead of killing the mood, I let you pull me even closer on your chest and my heart started to beat fast against my ribcage, as if it wanted burst out-
You are good, so don’t worry.
- as your larger hand cupped my cheek, I glance up in your eyes again. How was it possible not to flash you a smile, or at least to look away from you; it was as if you put a spell on me and I did not to miss the warmth we were sharing in this moment nor did I want this night to end-
Jiyong? Would it be stupid of me to ask you to meet me again? Not as a professor but as me?
- I bit onto my lip as I was feeling embarrassed at my own question only to glance down on our bodies, just telling you hello and goodbye would be hard for me after this night-

@sandara park You like to tease me that much, huh? No, you don't need to try, just be here.. with me, thats all I can ask for
/there is something in you that Im mesmerized by, dont know what it is honestly, but I cant help myself and melt as Im looking into your eyes, my ones soften just a little bit, smiles upon seeing the change of color on your cheek, is it because of my presence, am I making you feel this way? Feeling flattered, so I let a smile decorate my lips once again, just an image of your blush flashed through my mind when we were passing each other in the corrider in our college, remembering the way you smiled at me, just like me to you, never forgots the way your mouth curls up into that beautiful smile of yours/
/bites on tongue to prevent myself from chuckling in happiness, not wanting to ruin the precious moment I wrap my arms more securely around you, bringing your chest closer to me and let my head rest on yours as I take a deep breath before letting it softly out, trying my best to calm my already too loud beating heart, pulls me head away in the same time you looked up at me which made me wander my hand to cupp your cheek as I gently caress your skin between my fingers, swaying you in my hold to the slow melody, our bodies almost melting together/
I may not be one of those great dancers out there, but I wil try to match your steps

@kwon jiyong Don't worry, I am sure that you'll enjoy the night, or at least I will try my best, so you can enjoy it as much as I will.
- i wanted to tease you a little, but also show you that there was more behind the fact that I accepted your date for the party than just wanting to join in here; you have always been interesting to me and talking to you finally meant a lot to me as I wanted to know you better and be close to you, just like we are right now; as you were holding me against your body, I felt my cheeks heating up and I wish that the time would stop, so I could enjoy the moment a little longer-
- as I leaned my ear against your chest and closed my eyes, I listened to your heartbeat as I noticed that I was not the only one, who was excited right now, which made me smile widely and somehow I felt so much better than you were probably feeling the same like me; for a short moment, I glanced up to be greeted by your handsome smile, which was making me so much weakier than I already was but did not want to show you at all-
I love to dance a lot. I used to do it a lot when I was younger...

@sandara park /tapping my finger on my ching while making a funny face, raising my eyes to the cell and pretending like Im thinking hard at this question before I let myself laugh at my own acting before smiling upn feeling your hold gently on mine, not pretending like I dont like it, showing you my charming yet warm smile/
But at the same time, I want to focus on getting to know you and if you're gonna keep doing that to me..
/points at our hands, wrapped together than bites on my lips as Im going back to your eyes/
I dont know how Im gonna handle the night, honestly
/is it because of the air conditioner or do my body all of a sudden feels so warm, gulping down my saliva at the way you're looking at me, wondering what you have in mind, still you're like a secret to me, Im too curious, you're gonna be the death of me sat this state, my hand goes to rest it on yours when you cupped my cheek/
/letting out a soft chuckle as you wrapped me around your little finger and follows you on the dance floor, smoothly turning you around inmy hold before I place one hand on your waist, pulling you even closer and the other holding onto your hand, pressing our chests together as im looking down into your eyes with a small smile playing on my lips, my heart beat just skips a little bit at the nice feeling of finally having you in my arms/

@kwon jiyong Stunning? No. That I look like a high school student? Yes. I would like to be seen as a younger woman than a kid sometimes, you know? It is really frustrating.
-notices you wanting to move your body to the music, so I curl up my lips to a smile, holding onto your hand to get your attention entirely for me-
If you are going to get drunk than you should be happy that you’ll be drunk because you wanted to go out with me to the party. Besides, it won’t be that bad to be than with me.
-winks at you as I get on my feet as I slip from my stool, looking in your eyes as I move a little closer to your body, so you can hear me clearly; but my eyes gazed deeply in yours while my hand cupped your cheek-
What about dancing a little before playing a game? I see that your body wants to move badly and it has been a while since I danced as well.
-Intertwines my fingers with yours as I pull you on the dance floor with me, wrapping my arms around your neck to officially get rid of the little distance between us-

@sandara park Yeah, seriously, just look at yourself in the mirror, you look stunning, nobody ever told you that? Im surprised
/nodding my head as Im saying those words, slightly moving in my position when I can hear my favourite song playing in the background, which also made me all smiley, tapping my shoe on the ground with the rhythm, my drink swaying in my hand, just when Im about to gulp it down I take a quick glance at you and catches your stare anyway, smiles brightly at you/
sometimes, those goods may turn out into the bad ones, you know? thats why we all should be careful
/but agreeing to your words anyway, nodding my head as a signal that I understand before I click my drink with yours back, gulping it down and bites my tongue at the bitterness then chuckles upon seeing your face/
If Im gonna be drunk, Im gonna blame it all on you
/says playfuly before I bump into your side and let myself roaming my eyes on your features, now realising how pretty your eyes shine in those lights, shaking the thought away, getting another shot into my hand/
So, what about this game?

@kwon jiyong I look younger? You think so? Maybe it is because i've never wanted to look older than 19 and wanted the time to stop back then in high school.
Of course it is not possible but still i wish for it a lot.
-smiles as I look into my empty glass but take the other one already in my hand before I see you caught up in your thoughts, so I take the time to take a closer look at you and your handsome facial features, which seem even more attractive as I stay closer to you but my smile only grows wider but I turn my gaze away as I am afraid that you might catch me staring at you-
perhaps. i don't really see me as interesting, you know? there are some mistakes, you do in your past but you always have to see its goods.
- holds the second glass up only to click it with yours as I nod at your words, but this time i wait for you to get your shot as well-
They are the worst but we'll get used to it for sure.
- a grin formed on my lips before i leaned the glass on my lower lip before gulping it down in one shot, shutting my eyes tightly as my throat is burning once again at the taste of the alcohol-

@sandara park Yep, you're probably right, Im not the type of a drinking person so from time to time it's good to have a little break from work, I got you there
And yes, you're /only/ 23, you look younger I must say
/as Im leaning closer to the table to grab my drink, my thoughts ran away to my behaviour when I was still in high school, everytime I think about it, it makes me sick, how could I live a life like this, all carefree, not caring about anything, only hurting peoples feelings, Im not saying I have changed to a perfect person I always wanted to be, Im just glad that I have my past behind me and Im not intending to go back there anytime, Im happy your presence is slightly brightening up my mood, even if this night will end eventually/
Well, to be honest, I dont know you that much to say those words, I bet your every side of yours is intresting anyway
/wondering what things actually you're talking about, not pushing you to say your confession to me, I want you to feel comfortable around my persona more/
/smiles at your enother statement, now grabbing the drink into my palm and raising it to your side in a cheer act way before gulping it down quickly and wrinkling my nose at the weird feeling in my throat, putting the glass away and looks at you, wrinkling my nose a little bit/
First drinks are always the worst, right?