ward 503: lilliana frost

@castiel Lilliana looks at him and reaches over putting a gentle hand on his "how did you get stuck in his body Castiel? Is Jimmy still there too?"
She wasnt afraid. She understood a little of what he was going through. Perhaps not the angel part, but there were other personalities inside her that took control and at times made her feel trapped in another persons body.

@lilliana frost Jimmy looked down at his wristband and moved it around in circles on his arm.
"They told me that I was in a car crash and that I was lucky to survive. All I remember is a bright white light. They keep telling me my name is Jimmy Novak and that if I keep saying I am an angel and that I am Castiel that they will put me in the mental ward. But I really am Castiel. I am just in Jimmy's body at the moment. I...i am stuck in here and I can't get out."

@castiel As strange and all as this man was, Lilliana felt oddly comforted by his assistence. "Thank you."
She rested back in her bed and looked to Castiel "What brings you to the hospital? You are in your pjamas too. Are you a patient?"

@lilliana frost "How on this planet could a person get used to that kind of pain? It is not fair that you were cursed with this," Jimmy frowned. He just could not understand why someone like her had to suffer this way each and every day. "It is my job to help others in need. It gives me purpose and I will gladly give you a helping hand any time you need it."

@castiel Lilliana chuckled a little at the nickname and nodded "Yeah. You'd think I'd be used to it but I'm not. Its too unpredictable." She finishes the water and leaves the cup down on her locker. "Thank you for helping me. It was very kind of you."

@lilliana frost "I will respect your wishes then," Jimmy said softly. He frowned slightly and could feel worry happening once again. He wanted her to be healthy again and he did not want to scare her by telling her he was an angel and that maybe he could heal her if she'd let him. Even though all the nurses keep telling him that he's delusional and that he cannot heal anyone. He just wanted to see everyone else healthy. "This must be so rough on you, Lilli."

@castiel Lilliana shook her head "I dont think you can. Nobody knows why its happening yet" she takes another sip "a few years."
This man, Castiel, was strange. Lilliana was a little uncomfortable with his religious talk but in general he seemed to be nice. Not creepy strange just a little weird. But maybe it was in a good way.

@lilliana frost Jimmy allowed her to take the cup from his hands and he pulled up a chair so he could sit by her bedside. "Just have hope and maybe if you'll allow me to I can try to heal you and then maybe you can get back to taking care of yourself," Jimmy tried to smile up at her. He couldn't possibly imagine how she dealt with this on a day to day basis. "How long have these blackouts been happening?"

@castiel Lilliana shook her head "I'm not in pain. I just... I feel useless. I am too weak to get up and do things myself." She sighs and adds "and I dont know when or even if I will ever be able to care for myself again. On top of all that I have these awful unpredictable black outs!"
She sighed before shaking her head "I'm okay. I can hold the cup" carefully she took the glass and brought it to her lips taking a gentle sip

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@lilliana frost Jimmy frowned, he could feel the sadness pouring out of the girl and lifted up his warm hand and brushed away a few of the tears with his fingers. "Shhh...it's going to be okay. You are not bothering me at all and within no time I will try to heal this pain you are feeling," Jimmy murmured softly. "You can call me Castiel, okay? And don't believe what the nurses say about me. I'm not really a nutcase. I'll get you that cold water." Jimmy ambled toward the nurses station and asked them for a cup of ice water and returned in a few moments. "Do you need me to help you lift it to your lips?"

@castiel Lilliana allowed him to help her and whispered "I'm alright. Water would be good please. But I need it to be cold is that ok?"
Moving into a comfortable position and sighs Lilliana settles into the pillows. "I'm sorry to be such a bother." She sighed feeling worthless because she cant do anything. Tears sliding down her cheeks.

@lilliana frost Jimmy wrapped one of his arms around Lilliana's waist and tried his best to pull her up into a sitting position. He could see the tears in her eyes and worry lines began to crease his forehead. 'She must be in terrible pain,' he thought sadly. He removed his arm from her waist and grabbed one of the fluffiest pillows he could find that was lying on one of the chairs a few feet from the bed. He then fluffed the pillow up more with his hands and placed it behind her back in hopes that it would keep her sitting up straight. "I-is this okay? Are you still hurt? Do you need some water?" Jimmy asked a slurry of questions, worry filling his mind.

@castiel Lilliana got a fright when she heard a strange man come into the room "you're what?" She shook her head "nevermind. Can you help me sit up? I cant move yet and my legs are starting to hurt." She struggled to move her arms too weak to hold herself. She needed help. She couldnt do it alone and it was both frustrating and embarrassing. Tears in her eyes at the fact that she needed a strangers help.

@lilliana frost Jimmy's heart began to thud against his chest violently as he heard a soft feminine voice crying for help. He padded into the room, eyes widened partially out of fear and partially out of worry. Jimmy observed the young woman in her bed and noticed that she must be in some serious pain. "Shh...I'm here to help," Jimmy cooed softly, hoping the soft, gentle tone in his voice would help calm her. "I am an angel of the Lord and I was sent here to try to heal you. Please let me know how I can assist you," Jimmy spoke quietly while gently placing his hand on her cheek. "You are going to be okay. You can get through this."

@castiel Lilliana lay in her bed unable to move or reapond to anything. She could hear people moving by but couldnt call out. She was scared. Nobody knew she was having an episode. She couldnt get anyone's assistence. She had been out for a long time, Lilliana had no idea how long, but she was starting to feel pins and needles in her legs. It was becoming quite painful.
Suddenly she was able to open her eyes and she gasped for breath, she hadnt realised how little she was breathing and had no idea her lips were blue. Groaning she tried to sit uo but she couldnt. With a cry of grief she called out "Anyone there? Please? Anyone help me?"

@castiel (Starter by castiel Jun 6, 2017 21:36:36)
Jimmy slipped out of his hospital room as soon as his caretaker disappeared into the bathroom. She told him that the next time he gets caught trying to escape from his room that she will personally handcuff him to his bed. As much as Jimmy didn't want that it was a risk he had to take. He thought about all the people in the hospital that needed salvation and healing and he just could not make himself sit and watch their suffering. Jimmy padded down the hallway in bare feet due to forgetting to put his slippers on and he hated the way socks felt on his feet so he was content with walking across the ice cold hospital floor. He thought he saw a bright light shrouding a room at the end of the hall so he moved towards it. He did not know it was a mere hallucination. He thought it was a sign from God himself that he needed to go to that room. He stood in the entry way and peered inside, wondering if this time for once his "healing" could work.

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@chen () awesome thank you.
April 13th 1994

@lilliana frost [] here you go! could i know her birthday for the details btw?