shownu & jooheon

@☆ ♕ jooheon l. *nods obediently* Yeah, I want to get back home. It's hot outside and I don't want you straining yourself too much. *doesn't really notice the way the humans stare because he's so focused on you, but even if he had, he wouldn't have paid any mind to the curious or judgmental looks because what others thought didn't matter to him. Only you did* Why would you hide it, Honey? It's not something you should have to. But... if it makes you uncomfortable, then we can order you some new clothes from the tailor, too. *goes up to one of the stalls and points to one of the bags of potatoes* Can we get this please? Do you have carrots, too? Or any fresh fruits?

@☆ ♛ hyunwoo s. hmm, alright we can do that to, it would be another good way for us to bond *smiles softly at you before I turn my head and my lips a bit* come on, the more I can smell the food the more I can get hungry. I want to pick what we need and we go back home alright? *smiles softly as I pull you along, eager to start shopping with you. but part of me cant help but feel nervous as well, knowing that some humans are staring, mostly because I look all male while having a round stomach* I think next time I should wear a big sweater or a big shirt to hide the bump...I dont like the way others seem to just stare from afar...makes me feel uncomfortable

@☆ ♕ jooheon l. *was about to protest when you asked him if there was something you could make for him, but you already seemed to read his mind for what he was going to say. He, of course, didn't want you to strain yourself when your body was already going through so much with all the changes to carry the baby* ... Maybe we could make something together? I can help you with the things that are a little more strenuous. I think that'd be nice. *sees the farmer's market in the distance and was glad that you seemed to not be too worn out from the walk*

@☆ ♛ hyunwoo s. *cant help but laugh softly as I nod, squeezing your hand and slowly walking with you, humming softly at this point. feels shy still but relaxed and happy around, glad that we are getting closer* is there anything that you have been craving that I can make for you? I know you havent said much because you dont want me on my feet but I think I am okay if I can sit down for most of the work so you dont have to worry so much about me pushing myself too much. besides you will make me relax if you feel I am doing to much, I trust you to do that

@☆ ♕ jooheon l. *his eyes widen as you leaned up to peck his lips, but he manages to wrap one arm around you even if he's stunned, his hand coming up to instinctively touch his lips which still felt the ghost of your own against them. His heart was pounding so loud, he would be surprised if you didn't actually hear it* No, I- ... I don't mind. It was nice, actually. *gives a bashful smile when you pull back and nods, easing out of your embrace to take your hand in his own* Yeah, we can't keep you and the baby waiting. You both need to make sure you're strong.

@☆ ♛ hyunwoo s. *tearing up at your words, I cant help but feel happy at this, knowing that you are going to make an amazing mate and even more amazing dad* you are going to be perfect and I am lucky...no we are lucky that you want us both *pulling back, I smile shyly up at you before I lean up and peck your lips gently before I hide my face against your neck, surprised that I had done that to you* s-sorry...but I couldn't help it *bites my lip as I still hide though I have a small goofy smile on my face at this point. after a bit I pull back and smile a bit shyly* come on...I want to eat curry and I dont know how much longer baby can wait

@☆ ♕ jooheon l. *cradles you close to him, his hand coming to gently rest on your nape. It touched him how thoughtful you were when it came to the perceived sacrifices he was making for you, but Hyunwoo never saw them as such* I always wanted to have kids, one day. Your son may not be biologically mine, but he's my blood. Of course, we'll tell him about his dad when he's old enough to understand, but... I intend to raise him like he's my own. Because he will be. Parents are more than just who gave you your DNA. And I don't care what anyone else thinks or says about me. I've chosen my mate and that's you. They may not like it, but they have to accept it.

@☆ ♛ hyunwoo s. *shakes my head as I move towards you and hugs you, resting my head against your chest* I know that and I never looked to have him replaced, no one can ever take that role and as much it hurts I need to move on and be strong for myself and our pup *breathes in your scent a bit before I smile gently at this point* I just...more then anything I felt bad that you are becoming a parent when you didnt ask for it. I know they are your nephew and you want to be there and I am happy that you are but...I feel like I am taking advantage of you and I know others wont say it but, I am afraid that people are going to think that I am taking advantage of you...that and that I am also not good enough since I am an omega. I was never treated real bad but no one was completely nice to me either in the pack until your brother noticed me...I just dont want people to talk badly of you

@☆ ♕ jooheon l. Or maybe I could just carry you everywhere. *chuckles, casting you a playful little smile. Though, he honestly would do it in a heartbeat if he felt like you needed it. Anything to make it easier on you* We can go out and buy you some nice, comfy shoes another day. I'm sure the tailors and leatherworkers wouldn't mind taking a special request either. Especially if it's for you. *was caught off guard when your words grew more solemn and turned his concerned umber eyes on you. When you'd become his brother's mate, he'd made the promise to take care of you if anything had ever happened to the former alpha. It was a duty he'd honor until his dying day and he never considered it as a burden or regretted it. Taking you as his mate seemed like the best way to make sure you and your son were protected*

Jooheon... It never crossed my mind to look for someone else. I know it's not easy for you either. I'm not him. *looks down at his hand linked with yours* I would give anything for you to have him back... For /us/ to have him back. I can never be the man he was... *slows to a stop and gently slides his hands up to rub your upper arms* It's not because of regrets that I haven't pushed our bond. I just... know I can't replace him and I don't want to.

@☆ ♛ hyunwoo s. *feeling happy, I nod my head as I slowly walk with you, feeling comfortable and happy around you* I will, it hasn't been bad yet but I think I might need to get more comfortable shoes. I have been reading books and they say sometimes the feet swell so before that happens with me I need to get something that can still be comfortable...either that or I am going to be going barefoot all over the place *blushes a bit as I look at you though I cant help but pout a little* I know you...might feel uncomfortable with me at times and its weird being how things are...I am happy to have all your help but I feel bad that you never got a chance to go and look for your own mate but took me in instead...

@☆ ♕ jooheon l. *stares after you as you quickly made your way to take a shower, still taken aback by the kiss you'd pressed to his cheek. Reaching up to touch his cheek, he smiled fondly and moved to settle down on one of the stools in the kitchen while he waited for you. His keen ears picked up on your approach and he got to his feet so he could meet you in the doorway, admiring the light flush to your skin from the heat of the water and how fresh your scent was. Without a second thought, he reaches out to take your hand in his, his thumb rubbing gently along the back of yours* We can get anything you want. You know, they say you get cravings because your body needs them. So it's probably something the baby needs, too. *leads you out the door* Let me know if you get tired, okay? We can stop and take a break.

@☆ ♛ hyunwoo s. *nods my head with a soft smile to you* alright that sounds like a good play then, lets go but just let me shower and change first *blushes as I quickly peck your cheek before pulling away and going back to the room. after about fifteen minutes I have freshened up and changed and cant help but smile as I make my way back to you* I am ready to go out now *cant help but feel a bit shy but happy as I hold out my hand to you* we can also pick up some snacks and fruits right? I have been craving sweets lately and I would rather it be fresh fruit then just candy and junk food, I want to be able to eat as healthy as I can be for the baby

@☆ ♕ jooheon l. *the subtle affection of nuzzling into his hand was so sweet and made Hyunwoo's heart flutter. When he'd taken you in, he'd never expected that you'd love him and that would have been okay. He's just wanted to make sure that you were taken care of since you'd been so important to his brother. But seeing you like this gave him hope, that maybe one day he could be a mate that you deserved and who made you feel happy and loved* Of course you can come. I think it'd be good for you to get out, too. We can go to the farmer's market. They should fresh vegetables.

@☆ ♛ hyunwoo s. *nuzzling more into your hand, I give a soft content sigh before I nod with a soft smile* okay that sounds good to me *looks around a bit before looking back to you* the carrots and potatoes are missing plus we are low on white rice as well...can I go grocery shopping with you? I have been staying inside for so long already...though I still feel sad and bad, I think maybe going outside and just breathing in some fresh air will do me some good, so can I please go with you? *looks at you with hopeful eyes as I put my hand over yours, waiting for your answer*

@☆ ♕ jooheon l. *hearing you reassure him that you wanted the mark eased some of Hyunwoo's stress, yet he still felt like he wasn't deserving of you. There was one man that you belonged with and he'd been unfairly taken from this world. How could he ever hope to fill his shoes? Still, he wouldn't have anyone else take care of you. It fell to him now that his brother was gone. Making sure you were protected and happy was how he'd honor his hyung's memory. Reaching up, he gently carded his fingers through your hair, his gaze drawn to your tummy and then back to your handsome features* I'll do my best, for you and for the pup. But let's worry about feeding the both of you first. We can talk more about the mark tonight, when you're feeling better. What did you need for the curry?

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@☆ ♛ hyunwoo s. Closing my eyes, I shiver a bit from your touch before I smile gently and nod. "I know and I am glad you said so but I still want the mark. I know others may look at me as weird for this but I dont care. I am happy...to be here with you. And I couldn't have picked a better mate then you right? You are so accepting and loving and I know you are going to be an amazing appa when they are born...what more could I ask for?"

@☆ ♕ jooheon l. I'll never be too busy when it comes to you, Jooheon. You're my omega now. It's my duty to look after you. *was surprised by the gentle touch since he usually felt so nervous about initating anything physical with you because he didn't want to make you uncomfortable. But feeling you accept him made his heart flutter and he couldn't hold back a sweet smile as you kissed his fingers. What you told him next made his eyes widen, though, and he gently trailed his hand down to rest on the junction between your neck and shoulder* ... you want to? Are you sure? I... just didn't want to push you. Marked or not, I promised I'd take care of you. Remember? No matter what.

@☆ ♛ hyunwoo s. Cant help but lean into your touch, just missing the warmth honestly before I looked surprised at you. "But you are busy aloha, i can go myself. I know you still have a lot of things that you need to go over." Smiling some, I place my hand over yours, turning my head and kissing your fingers gently. "I havent said this yet but thank you for everything...for letting me able to grieve at my own pace. And I know you say we are mates but you...havent marked me yet and I think i... am ready to receive it. This stress isnt good for the baby and if I am marked by you...I wont be as sad anymore alpha."

@☆ ♕ jooheon l. *nodding when you agreed, Hyunwoo gently drew his sleeve across your cheeks to wipe away the tears, offering a soft and comforting smile. He didn't expect to hear the news that you hadn't been feeling well, though, and his smile faltered. Ever since the packs both moved into the village, his attention had, admittedly, been drawn elsewhere. Had he been neglecting you? Of course he knew you'd likely still be upset because of losing your mate, but getting sick on top of that was a lot to deal with*
you've been sick? Jooheon... You should have told me.
*gently cups your cheeks, peering at you with concern to try to see if you were more pale than usual*
I'll get you the ingredients you need.
Just write me a list and I'll run to the market right now.
Okay?

@☆ ♛ hyunwoo s. Nods lightly as I listen to you before my cheeks turn a light red before I nod lightly. "Yeah." Closes my eyes a bit as you draw my tears before I look to you a little shy at this point. "I didnt mean to cry but my emotions just seem to be all over the place and with having trouble keeping food down I cant help but feel a little...edgy you know? The curry is about the only thing right now that I can seem to stomach."

@☆ ♕ jooheon l. *notices the tears in your eyes and feels concern settle heavy in his chest. His first instinct was to reach to cup your cheeks so he could wipe them away, but he hesitated. Did he have the right to do that? Though he'd taken you in as his omega, he still felt like he was treading in forbidden territory because you'd belonged with his brother and he didn't know what you were comfortable with*
No, you didn't disturb me. I was kind of hungry, too, so I was coming to see what there was to eat.
*smiles softly and gently grasps his own sleeve, holding it up to try to show his intentions to dry your tears*
May I...?

@☆ ♛ hyunwoo s. When I hear your voice suddenly, I gasp and turn around to look at you, tears still in my eyes. "A-Alpha...sorry I was trying to find some things to make...curry but it seems we are short on just about half the items I want." I quickly wipe at my eyes, trying to stop the tears from falling more but its quite hard to still do at the moment. "I am sorry if I was making to much noise, I didnt meant to disturb...was just hungry."

@☆ ♕ jooheon l. *had been cooped up in his study, poring over his late brother's journals, but had begun to feel a bit stir crazy. Scrubbing his hand over his face and rubbing at the stress induced crease between his eyebrows, Hyunwoo pushed himself up and made his way into the kitchen to get something to eat. He wasn't surprised to find you there, since he'd picked up your scent when he approached, and curiously tilted his head as he watched you search the cupboards*
Need help finding something?

@☆ ♛ hyunwoo s. *cant help but sigh softly as I find myself in the kitchen once more, wanting to make something to eat*
I wonder if I can still have curry...a mild one
*bites my lip before I look through the fridge but finds we are missing quite a few things*
*with my emotions all over the place, I end up quickly tearing up as a few fall*
but...I really want curry...
*tries to keep it together while I continue to look through the firdge and cupboards*