▸OOC

Why does it feel like everyone gets off when I get on..?

this

TW - anxiety, self harm

I'm sorry to those who are going to read this but I need to get this out.



















I feel like no one wants me and I know it's my anxiety but it's making me want to rip my throat out. I'm feeling numb and my brain won't shut the up. I feel like I'm just here while everyone is just moving around me but it also feels like someone is choking me up against a wall while I just let them. Then there's the urge to slam my head against the anything hard. And I hate when I get like this. And I hate that I feel like a burden to anyone and everyone.

sorry y'all i got v busy with schooling and such ;;

//stays resting against you

Youre more than welcome baby~
*kisses your head*

//huffs softly and rests against you
Thank you~

Oh baby~ *hugs you tightly*
You deserve to rest now baby~

//shuffles and hugs you, sighing
I had a busy day ;;

Come here baby boy~

I wanna be cuddled ;;

You're welcome babe~

thank you jessi ;;

TOO LATE!

I'M WISHING I COULD CHANGE IT OKAY

YOU DECIDED HER PUNISHMENT. :P

THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN MINA'S PUNISHMENT /facepalm

Definitely will. *huffs* leaving her a hot mess ...yeah not acceptable.

...i thought we were friends XD we MADE UP AND EVERYTHING YO.

....beat his anyways XD

jk jk

@♗ Lee Kikwang [H] ..o m f g

Jessi would be hella pissed. His would get BEAT

@♗ Jessi [SH] i mean... one was kind of mean.

halfway through having kikwang saying "alright, that's all lets cuddle" BUT I'M NOT GONNA DO IT! i promise ;;

@♗ Lee Kikwang [H] Yes you have. Well on part 1 haha

Ob my..hope they're good ideas haha

@♗ Jessi [SH] then i've succeeded :D

of course- though now you've given me ideas >:D

@♗ Lee Kikwang [H] Ohh hehe cute!! Definitely surprised about it tho.

After bringing her to heaven...I hope keke...Definitely can hold her hehe

@♗ Jessi [SH] he's gonna make sure his queen is well taken care of ;D

and then probably demand to be able to hold you xD

@♗ Lee Kikwang [H] Hahah so what will he do now?!?

@♗ Jessi [SH] FUN FACT: kikwang was going to demand that he cuddles you but he was going to hold you instead of being held

that went out the window ;D

hello!

thank you! ^^