The Courts

@Kyuhyun (I will reply at the off campus kayy?)

@Thunder (Very sad for Kyu xD & Sure~)

Kyuhyun was a master at this. Fake smiles. They looked so real and so happy, it's kinda frightening. "Coffee shop!" He said happily before frowning. "I hope Sungmin isn't there... I don't like coffee spilled on me." He said with a slight pout. He slipped his hand in to Thunder's and intertwined their fingers. "I don't want to go back to the foster home. There's a new kid there and he's a brat... He hit Miyoung... I was surprised I didn't kill him, she is four after all. But he got yelled at and punished. Not too harsh.. He's about 10." Kyuhyun rambled as they walked towards the bus stop.

@Kyuhyun (sounds like a happy ending xD
Though it is actually sad for kyu xD)

Thunder was surprised by the soft peck from Kyuhyun. However, after seeing that innocent smile from the cute boy, he soon was smiling as well. As he was pulled towards the gate of the court, Thunder let out a small sigh of relieved that he managed to see Kyuhyun smiled again.

(so..? Now what do we do..? To the coffee shop..?)

Kyuhyun blinked and pushed himself off the wall before innocently pecking the other's lips with his own. Just like when they were kids, Kyuhyun being 6 and Thunder being 8, Kyuhyun was curiou and tries it on his Hyung, beaming proudly after it his little smile glowing at his accomplishment. "Buy me a coffee." He said with a childish smile on his lips. He went to grab Thunder's hand out of habit before pretending he was popping them with his other hand.

Thunder sighed. 'he still say no.. How am I supposed to do..?' He thought. "I guess.. It's up to you then.. I told you I wanted to help, but.. I do respect your decision." He was quite disappointed over kyuhyun's answer but he also knew that he could never force the boy. Kyuhyun should know what he was doing and his own decision must be the best for him. Thunder stood straight, giving the smaller boy some space to leave. "Okay then. I shall never tell you on what to do, boy. You've grown well enough, I see. Just.." Thunder paused, taking a deep breath before he continued "Just.. If you need someone to be there for you, let me know. You're precious, donsaeng ah. There should be someone bettet than me to love you. But nonetheless, I still do love you. Remember that." His chubby lips smiled a very sweet smile to Kyuhyun. He then ruffled the boy's hair. "Now, before we both leave this place, ... Any last request for today?"

@Thunder Kyuhyun frowned. "I knew you were being serious. I just don't understand why. I mean, what if I did say yes? What would happen? Should I pretend that you truly love me?" He asked as he softly reached out and grazed his fingers over the older's skin delicately, he swallowed inaudibly as he dropped his hand. "I know you don't want me to get hurt... But you are the only person that knows how much I've truly been hurt. Psychically and emotionally. You also know I don't get hurt that easily, so don't worry about me okay? I'm strong..Hyung..." Kyuhyun said with a small smile. Thunder is the only person Kyuhyun calls Hyung, because he's the only one he really has respect for. He remembers when they were younger and Kyuhyun would go up to him and tug his sleeve, being a bit shorter and having his two front teeth missing. He would always call out for 'Sanghyunnie Hyung' if any trouble happened or if he just wanted to see the older. "I promise to be strong... I promised that when you moved and I'm still keeping that promise...." Kyuhyun said softly, lightly grabbing the older's hand. "You know I will keep my promise..." He whispered as he weakly slipped his hand away from Thunder waiting for an answer.

(OTL. I'm listening to Lunafly, How nice would it be. XDDD OH THE FLUFF)

@Kyuhyun (O.O what should i do..? XD lost)

Thunder leaned towards the boy, reducing the gap between them and making the two were inches from each other. "look, kyuhyun. I'm being serious here. What, did you think i was taking this as a joke? I am ready to put my future life at risk, and you simply turn me down like that, huh?! I want to help you cho kyuhyun. Bu still, its still your choice." He whispered in a cold tone, but then slowly move further from kyuhyun, disappointed.

@Thunder "You know... This is so... Never mind. All I know is that I'm not accepting." Kyuhyun said as he walked behind Thunder and leaned against the wall with his eyes closed and arms across his chest. He thought of the ups and downs of the offer and came up with a few things. His thoughts were cut short as he felt a pair of hands on his arms. Kyuhyun opened his eyes and looked at Thunder suspiciously as how close he was.

@Kyuhyun Thunder could only stare at the younger's action. As kyuhyun pushed him slowly to increase the gap between the two, Thunder could do nothing except to just eye the other. He let out a small sigh. "I.. I dont mean to break your heart, Kyu. Please.. Dont abandon my request. I just.. Wanna make you feel better. Really, not more than that."

(@Bacon I feel bad for Kyu too! xD)

Kyuhyun sighed. "This is going to be for you. I'm your little brother right?" He asked with a straight face. He would not let Thunder--supposedly older brother, be brought done because of that. "I don't care if you're offering this o-or you make my heart beat faster. I won't accept." He stated bluntly, the same poker face he had during serious times. But truly on the inside he was slapping himself and taking back every word he just said. Kyuhyun just sighed again. "And someone falling for me? That would be like seeing a flying pig. Impossible."

[@thunder bad thunder xD lolololol]

(@baekkie noooo joonie left me for two weeks xD so I'm just you know.. Flirting..? XD)

(@thunder well....xDDDD you have lee joon and such..heheheh)

@Baekhyun (yoo baekkie! Are you saying that I'm the ba person here? Dx)

Thunder sighed. Indeed, he was playing with his own life to be exact. was he really that brave to face the consequences? Did he really love Kyuhyun to the extend that he was willing to risk his own future of being with someone he truly loved? Those questions were playing in his mind right from the day he had made his mind. He sighed. "Kyuhyun ah.. The fact that Joon and I might end up badly scared me, yes it did. But I know that can be settled later. I know how painful love can be kyu. You know I suffered a lot because of love, so I don't want my little brother to be like me." He said, referring kyuhyun as his little brother. " and if someone falls in love with you, you ask?" His lips curved a sweet smile. "that would be great, kyu! I had always pray for your happiness. When that happens, I'll just back off and let you live your life happily. Easy! :)"

(wait, we can assume that joonie went for sorta exchange student program for two weeks, cant we? XD)

(I feel sorry for kyuhyun *suddenly appears* owo)

Kyuhyun sighed. What should he do? The person he loves is telling him that he would be his boyfriend of some sort. "And if Joon asks? What if it ends up to be nothing for you? I would say what if someone falls for me but that won't happen." He said with a shrug. "Answer those questions please. I'm confused... You make me confused." He whispered to Thunder before sighing and chewing on his lower lip. It was a habit tht he did when he was nervous.

"cuz i love you, kyu. I love you." He paused for a while after saying that one sentence he felt a burden. "Though that love might not be the love that you hoped for, but that is the least I can do. I was at fault for leaving you when you need me the most when we were kids before, so I dont want to make any mistakes anymore. I am willing to do anything that makes you feel happy, Kyuhyun. I am willing to be someone that can make you laugh, wipe your tears when you cry, and be someone that you can love.. Though I may not love you back as you love me.. But I'm not lying when I said you are someone precious to me.. You are my one and only family.." He said, as he leans closer to Kyuhyun to whisper those sincere words to the younger.

Kyuhyun furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. "What's your reason? Tell me it and I won't leave.." He answered softly. Kyuhyun would keep his word but he really wanted to leave because it hurt to be around Thunder. It hurt a lot. He looked at Thunder and gulped silently, waiting for an answer.

"Kyuhyun! Wait! Please.." He ran after the boy and pulled him closer. "no.. Kyuhyun. don't leave.. Please.." He whispered softly. "just.. Don't leave me.. Even you know how painful it is to be away from someone you love.. I don't want to see you cry anymore.. There is a reason why I do these, Kyu.. I have my reasons." He said while staring the boy at his eyes.

Kyuhyun chuckled bitterly before pushing himself off the wall. "I understand.. It was my fault in the first place." He said was he walked closer. He looked down and chewed on his lower lip before looking up at Thunder. "Don't worry about it. Okay?" Kyuhyun said with a smile before lightly kissing the other's cheek, knowing it would be the last. Kyuhyun pulled away and flashed Thunder a quick smile and walked down the hall.

Instead of answering that question Kyuhyun gave him, Thunder kept quiet. His gaze was only adverted to the ground and he seemed like a boy who was going to be punished by the principal for his wrongdoings. He knew he had screwed it up, he knew he did. It was just something that you couldnt take back. The actions that he had done could never change the fact that he couldnt love the boy, yet he still did it. He hate himself for doing that. "Kyuhyun.. I'm.. I'm such a jerk.. I know.. But it's not like I'm doing this only for myself.."

Kyuhyun let Thunder pull him in to the hall, even though he felt a little hurt. It's not like they had a choice though right. "So, where does this leave us." Kyuhyun asked as he leaned against the cold wall. "I mean you like to kiss me correct? And you can actually stand to be around me. "

For a moment, Thunder was not being himself. For a moment, Thunder did something that even he thought was wrong, but he still did it. Unfortunately, Thunder realised that they were not alone in the court as he heard footsteps were coming towards them, and he immediately pulled away from the kiss. He pushed Kyuhyun softly to sitting position, and turned to the sound. "someone's coming" he whispered to the younger and without even thinking, he pulled Kyuhyun's hands towards an empty hallway to prevent them from meeting whoever that person might be.

Kyuhyun pulled away slightly, their lips still touching. "It's okay..." He whispered before kissing him again. He knew that Thunder didn't like or love him back but he wanted to forget about that now and just pretend that the older was his for this moment. Pretend that Thunder didn't love someone else, and loved only him. He just wanted to forget at the moment.

"ohh mhmm.. Kyuhyun.. You're making.. This worse.." He moaned, couldnt find a way to stop anymore. He s his hands to the younger's neck and pulled him closer. "kyu.. I'm so.. Mhmm sorry.."

"Only....if mhmm...you....want..." Kyuhyun said in between breaths as he kissed Thunder, every now and then. He was enjoying it and he could tell Thunder was enjoying it too. He didn't really have the strength to stop. Kyuhyun's tongue teased the other's before he on it, bringing enough pleasure to Thunder.

Thunder knew what he was doing was the wrong thing to do.he knew his actions were just giving false hope to the younger but he seemed to not being able to control himself either. The way Kyuhyun kissed him just made him lost his mind and louder moans were heard from Thunder then. "Mhmm.. Kyu.. Kyu.. Mhmm we.. Need to.. Stop.. mngh.. Don't think you think..?" He said in between his moans, but couldn't help to sound a bit weak in his voice.

Kyuhyun had no idea what he was doing, it was like some sort of auto pilot. He was just making everything worse though, but how he craved to taste the older's bittersweet cavern. Yes, Thunder wasn't that experienced but it made Kyuhyun want to teach him more. He only proceeded to make the kiss a little mbit deeper as Thunder responded. Tilting his head slightly and softly cupping the other's cheek, Kyuhyun was determined to make the older want more.

*didnt expectedp