The Library

Thunder pouted. "Can't I stay with you and we go back together?" He pulled Joon's hand who was already standing to go and pack things up. "It's very dark outside.. I..I'm scared..." He said, having his eyes fixed on the floor.

Joon just laughed and ruffed the others hair "Yes I do...now it's getting quite late so you should go back...I'll just clean up a bit here and I'll be leaving." He said softly and started to close his books, putting them back on the shelves.

Thunder's eyes widen immediately. "You..you mean you.. Really love me? I mean.. Like REALLY REALLY love me? As in love me, love me??" he said, very surprised as he pulled away from the hug in order to face Joon.

Joon smiled lightly and cuddled Thunder "I love you too," He said softly in his ear "I won't hate you..."

Thunder startled at Joon's action who then pulled him into his warm embrace. He hugged the boy tighter and laid his head onto Joon's shoulder. He then whispered "sorry to say this Joonie, but I think I love you.. Don't hate me for that. Please.." He was heard low.

"Yep," He smiled. "I'm only mad at myself, Don't cry," He said softly and pulled Thunder closer to him, if that was possible.

Thunder looked at Joon in confusion. His adorable eyes were red and puffy. "You.. You're not mad at me.., Joonie?" Really??"

"Shh shh, Don't say anything," Joon said softly and d his hair. Using his hands he brought Thunders face up and looked in his teary eyes. Smiling softly he lightly kisses his forehead and closed his eyes "Its okay..."

"Joonie.. No.. It's my fault.. Cuz you're angry with me even before Kyuhyun came to me.. I.. Must had done things that made.. You angry.. I'm sorry.. I'm really sorry Joon-ah.." His said in between his sobbing, and his tears seemed to as if not wanting to stop. feeling guilty, thunder could only throw his view onto the floor of the library, not having the courage to face the other in his eyes.

Joon quickly stood up and hugged Thunder tightly "Don't cry, I'm sorry," He carefully wiped away Thunders tears and looked at him "I misunderstood," He said softly and smiled softly "It's not your fault...none of it is...I'm just being stupid," He said stroking his hair and hushing him "Please don't cry,"

*its not like were dating or something

Thunder rushed towards Joon. "No.. No.. What are you talking about?! Joonie.. It was kyuhyun.. Remember that guy we met at the coffee shop?? He was there when I needed someone.. It's like we were dating or something.. He's not even my friend.." thunder was more to mumble the last few words. He then looked Joon into his eyes again, and this time with his tears finally falling "Joonie.. You are not hurting me at all.. It's just me.. It's all my fault. I hurt you. I'm sorry Joonie ah.."

"I saw you and that guy hugging earlier....It was like you totally forgot about me," Joon said and looked down, voice slightly shaking. "You should,'t be here Thunder...not with me, I'll hurt you again"

"Boyfriend..? What do you mean by that?" thunder frowned upon hearing that one last sentence from Joon. His eyes were full of tears now, and those droplets of tears would fall any time sooner.

Joon sat down in his chair and looked out the window, legs crossed "..I'm not really mad...it's hard to explain," He said and then looked up at Thunder, his bangs covering one of his eyes "Why are you here anyway? Shouldn't you be with your boyfriend now?" as he said the last few words, Joon's throat burned but he kept his expression and just looked out the window again.

Once the other switched on the table lamp, Thunder could finally see Joon' facial expression; but it was not what he expected. No more sweet smile greeting him, no more cute adorable eyes meeting his, and no more heartwarming voice greeting his ears. It was all so... Cold. Thunder sat on the cold floor with his tears threathening to fall. He had tried his best since morning to find his strength to face the other but to his surprise, the boy didnt seem to be happy seeing him there. "you mad at me?" he asked in a low voice.

Joon just sighed softly "Still clumsy as ever....is your head okay?" He asked while walking back into his seat and turning the lamp on, giving only very little light in the corner of the big library.

Thunder rubbed his bruised forehead. "ouch.. It hurts very much.." but only then he realised the voice that came to greet his ears. "Joonie..? Is it you?" his cold hands came to touch a very warm hand, the kind that he used to touch before. In the dark, Thunder smiled happily but still flinched when the other touched his bruised forehead, in pain.

Joon widened his eyes in surprise and sat up, running to Thunder "Are you okay?" He whispered and helped him up.

"J--Joonie..? Are you there?? Pp--please answer me.." he stuttered out his words one by one. "OUCHH!!!" unfortunately he bumped into one of the shelves there, ended up falling onto the hard floor, feeling dizzy.

Joon at first sighed in relief because i wasn't a teacher but then put on a stoned expression. "...What?" He growled lowly. He knew Thunder couldn't see him and he preferred for him not to be seen. At the corner of his eyes he could see Thunder coming inside, behind one of the very tall shelves.

Thunder's sight became dark immediately. Being a guy who was afraid of the dark, thunder shivered in fear. 'they told me Joon is here.. Why the hell is the library dark?!' he cursed in his heart. At last, he decided to let his voice out. ' J--joonie.. Are you th--there?? Hey.. Answer me if you are.. It's me Thunder.." his voice was shaky.

@Thunder It was dark and everyone had fallen asleep, except for Joon. It was dark in the library and Joon only left the lamp beside him on. Today had been the most horrible days of his life and all he needed was something to calm him down, until he heard footsteps slowly approaching. Quickly, he turned off he lamp so the moon was his only source of light and waited.

[Posted~ ;D and um...now? Ahaha]

Seeing Joon leaving him and walked a few steps ahead of him, Thunder sighed and decided to just forget about it as Joon seemed to not wanting to bring that matter up again. He definitely didn't want his friend to be annoyed by this matter so he kept his question to himself. 'Mianhae Joon-ah..' He said in his heat and then followed the latter from behind.

(off campus? Ok. You start. Btw when can this couple become one? Teehee)

Joon looked at Thunder in surprise and chuckled lightly "You did," He said softly and pulled back from Thunder a bit "I hope that doesn't get in between our friendship.... I have known you for quite a while now," He said and walked off to go grab a cup of coffee that he had been dying for "I'm now going to grab a coffee...you coming or not?"

[We should continue off campus~]

Thunder went to catch up with Joon and eventually pull the figure to face him. Unfortunately his action put the two so close to each other; too close to be exact. "you shouldnt run away from answering my question. Tell me.."

Joon just smiled shyly "U-Uh...Let's go grab that coffee?" He asked and walked a few steps ahead of Thunder. He should have just kept silent. Joon cursed to himself and cleared his throat "S-So...." He wanted to talk but honestly, he couldn't start a convosation. He has no idea what to say next to be kept silent.

Thunder stood frozen upon hearing the uncomplete sentence Joon blurted out of his mouth. His eyes shot wide open when he the word "kk-kissed? I kissed you?!" He was blushing madly and awkward silence filled the moment. 'and it wasn't on his lips? Gosh, what have i done?!'

"E-er well you did kiss me," He stuttered and "N-Not on the lips b-but," Joon couldn't bring himself to finish the rest of the sentence and quickly turned around and awkward silence filled the hall outside the library.