Karaoke Room

I think I, I think I finally
Found a way to forgive myself
From mistakes I made in the past
I think that's the first step, right?
You agree?

I've dug two graves for us, my dear
Can't pretend that I was perfect, leavin' you in fear
Oh man, what a world, the things I hear
If I could act on my revenge, then, oh, would I?
Some kill, some steal, some break your heart
And you thought that I would let it go and let you walk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ipCCl3jvZC0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Lp5LjmVEmY

Was I stupid to love you?
Was I reckless to help?
Was it obvious to everybody else.

That I'd fallen for a lie?
You were never on my side
Fool me once, fool me twice
Are you death or paradise?
Now you'll never see me cry
There's just no time to die.

[I wanted to add this but only after things were settled so it wouldn’t influence the outcome on his birthday party]

https://youtu.be/mP-xQ8Fau9c?si=o8K0WsrbWZEvaG8Q

Memory from that night with the ty stars
July 22, 2023

Am I the only one that's comin' unglued?
Emotions buildin' up, they start to run you
Bottles on the shelf I'm 'bout to run through
Doin' everything I wish that I can undo, ayy
I'm by myself
And why won't no one help?
I know this can't be healthy
So I'm lookin' for a way out

I wanna live life fast, I don't know how to slow down
Wanna get high, I don't know how to come down
Help me now, I'm runnin' on empty
And I don't wanna be a memory
Live life fast, I don't know how to slow down
Wanna get high, I don't know how to come down
Help me now, I'm runnin' on empty
And I don't wanna be a memory
And I don't wanna be a memory

Tryna find the beauty in the let down, goin' through my texts now
Tryna find the things I never said to prove a point
I'ma roll my feelings in a joint
Pieces of the story that got left out, I checked out
Wish it was, I wish it was, I wish it was a phase
Nothing you can do and there's nothing you can say
Runnin' from the, runnin' from the, runnin' from the pain
I gotta get away
(I gotta get away, gotta get away, gotta get away)

I wanna live life fast, I don't know how to slow down
Wanna get high, I don't know how to come down
Help me now, I'm runnin' on empty
And I don't wanna be a memory
Live life fast, I don't know how to slow down
Wanna get high, I don't know how to come down
Help me now, I'm runnin' on empty
And I don't wanna be a memory

Am I the only one that's comin' unglued?
(And I don't wanna be a memory)
These bottles on the shelf I'm 'bout to run through
(And I don't wanna be a memory)
I'm by myself and why won't no one help?
(And I don't wanna be a memory)
I know this can't be healthy so I'm lookin' for a way out

And I don't wanna be a memory

In your eyes, I see something to believe in.
Your hands are like a flame.
Your palms, the sweetest pain.
Let the darkness lead us into light.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Az-mGR-CehY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1eGycga48ng

Put on your lipstick, show me your kinks
I'm not afraid of them
Show me the lovin', the lovin', the lovin'
That you'll never give to a man
I'm not a coward, I'm not a hero
But I can be your toy
I'll be the pill that you wanna swallow
When you're looking for the joy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6l5pLQHfNzw

https://youtu.be/RwnE0xR50ms

Never need a , I'm what a need
Tryna find the one that can fix me
I've been dodging death in the six-speed
Amphetamine got my stummy feelin' sickly
Yeah, I want it all now
I've been runnin' through the , need a dog pound
Hundred models gettin' faded in the compound
Tryna love me but they never get a pulse down

Said I'm heartless
So much , it be fallin' out the pocket
Metro Boomin turn this ho into a moshpit
Tesla pill got me flyin' like a cockpit
Yeah, I gotta watch it
Photoshoots, I'm a star now
Sellin' dreams to these girls with they guard down
Seven years I been swimmin' with the sharks now

I lost my heart and my mind
I try to always do right
I thought I lost you this time
You just came back in my life
You never gave up on me (why don’t you?)
I'll never know what you see (why won't you?)
I don't do well when alone
You hear it clear in my tone

(Why?) Cause I'm heartless
And I'm back to my ways 'cause I'm heartless
All this money and this pain got me heartless
Low life for life 'cause I'm heartless
Said I'm heartless
Tryna be a better man but I'm heartless
Never be a wedding plan for the heartless
Low life for life 'cause I'm heartless (heartless)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ErVSGS9m22o

Weź mnie do tańca
O północy w centrum miasta
Na pasach
Mnie całuj i obracaj
Jakby nie było świata
Stwórzmy prywatny bal

https://youtu.be/MFpGOLUMkAo

Do you remember, Shawty? *talks with hazed eyes at no one but himself, clearly not sober*
we were always like that and yet when you came back, I didn’t mind…as long as it was you…I was fine with it even if we came back exactly like that…

https://funimate.com/p/MNvEv

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lh67sMIw7xU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1SCNmKrFDUA

We are, we are
We are made from broken parts.
We are, we are.
We are broken from the start.
And our hearts, our hearts.
They were beating in the dark.

I'm married to the devil in the city of angels
So come all you wicked to the world of the empty
I know I need it all, so baby don't tempt me

https://youtu.be/Tce06Ijzli8

'Past lives couldn't ever hold me down
Lost love is sweeter when it's finally found
I've got the strangest feeling
This isn't our first time around
Past lives couldn't ever come between us
Some time the dreamers finally wake up
Don't wake me I'm not dreaming'

'

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55ZduVltjtk

'Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That baby, you the best'

'Think I'll miss you forever
Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky
Later's better than never
Even if you're gone.'

*And mindless is how he feels, he heals

https://youtu.be/Smz5OLOcHAY

What makes a grown man wanna cry?
What makes him wanna take his life?
His happiness is never real
(Real, real, real, real)
And mindless is how he feels, he feels

When it's time, when it's time, when it's time
It won't matter, It won't matter
It was like I was never there
It was like he was gone in thin air
When it's time, when it's time, when it's time
It won't matter (it won't matter, babe) it won't matter

And now I know what love is
And I know it ain’t you for sure
You'd rather something toxic
But, I'll poison myself again, again
'Til I feel nothing
In my soul
I'm on the edge of something breakin'
I feel my mind is slowly fadin'
If I keep goin', I won't make it
If I keep goin', I won't make it

And it's all because of you

It's all because of you

https://youtu.be/_JtDTHvF1pk

We found each other
I helped you out of a broken place
You gave me comfort
But falling for you was my mistake

I said I didn't feel nothing baby, but I lied
I went and cut a piece of myself for your life
Guess I was just another pit stop
'Til you made up your mind
You just wasted my time

You’re on top, I put you on top
I claimed you so proud and openly, babe
And when times were rough, when times were rough
I made sure I held you close to me

So call out my name
So call out my name when I kiss you so gently
I want you to stay
I want you to stay even though you don't want me
Girl, why can't you wait?
Girl, why can't you wait 'til I fall out of love?
Babe, call out my name

Girl, call out my name, and I'll be on my way, and

I’ll be on my way

https://youtu.be/i0hixAEDnw0

https://youtu.be/iVoDU4tGOUI

Now that I'm in, there's no letting go, And your emptiness begins
Once I grip onto your mind and soul, Your brightness starts to dim
Sin after sin you won't feel no more, And you've lost your trust again
I know you wish you could let me know that you're praying for an end

, you think you know me
Holdin' back the dark force so long, call me Kenobi
Thinkin' I just gotta force this song when I get lonely
Take advantage, say you'll hold me close but never show me
Someone told me you can only disguise and be pretend
The tears manifest sometimes my only friend
You'll never see them again, they hide behind a mask
Thinkin' you're winnin' with all of your grinning but I got the last laugh…

I can lie to you and tell you "I can't get you out my head"
But I'm lovin' watching you think you're controlling me instead

There's another side that you don't know
I can't wait to get you all alone
Once I'm in, there ain't no letting go
Watch me turn your mind into my home

Mind games until you lose control…

https://youtu.be/M7qLBF5_xnA