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— full name
hwang hyunjin (sam) 
— date of birth
march 20 1999 (23)
— orientation
homoual
— occupation
janus (rapper, dancer)
— love interest
jeon jungkook  
— relationship status
absolutely 100% taken
— location
into jungkook's arms or the center of attention
 
 
quote.
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❝

if an angel was to be a star, it'd be hyunjin and you couldn't convince him otherwise.  

—jeon jungkook
 
 
about me.
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new york: what about hyunjin isn't a cliche? immigrant parents, born and raised in the ghettos of new york, divorce sent him back to his hometown. yadiyadiyada. a lot of hyunjin is a cliche, but that doesn't mean he wants to die one. too bad for him, he's on the right track for it.
if being rebellious in high school wasn't enough, he had to get expelled. a past of violence and misbehaviours is not foreign to him. hyunjin's father was an angry alcoholic, who took his frustrations over wasting his immigrant life opportunity on his son. because beating a sick wife wasn't low enough for him. the majority of the beatings he took were to defend his mother, who was struggling enough following a parkinsons diagnosis that halted her music career. his mother had played with the same orchestra as yeojin's mother (pixie from aurora), travelling back and forth from new york to korea and beyond. 
things had gotten bad while she'd been gone. and the less she was able to do, the angrier hyunjin's father became. he soon got fired from his job and decided to move the whole family back to korea. as if things would magically get better there. the biggest fight they'd ever had errupted not long after breaking the news. hyunjin remembers accusing his father of being a "good for nothing piece of excuse for a father" and then he blacked out. taking a full beer bottle to the face that broke his nose and left him with scars faint enough to not araise any suspicions. 
they packed up and left not long after.  
south korea: 
it wasn't long after their move to korea that hyunjin's mother divorced his father. a restraining order was ordered soon after when he broke into their tiny, studio apartment and tried to choke hyunjin to death after he stood up for his family. 
the two haven't heard from or seen his father ever since. 
with just the two of them, they began rebuilding their life. his mother's disease grew worse, and hyunjin picked up every odd job he could to sustain her medication and treatment. funding from his underground rapping songs were little but all contributed to her care. it was through his music composition and rapping that he was discovered by dsf. 
after training for a few months, hyunjin was into the spotlight after debuting with janus. the all boy idol group catered perfectly to his skills, and allowed him to explore music creation. after all, with musical parents, it was hard not to adopt their talent. his unique blend of korean and english lyrics, and stuttered beats landed him a name, with his dancing a cherry on top of the sundae he served. 
nevertheless, hyunjin remains a bit of a pr nightmare for the company. he's rough around the edges (tatted and pierced no less), a bit chaotic, brazenly ual, defiant and more. while he's surely made growth since his youth, he remains stalled in self destructive patterns. 
with the help of friends and music, though, he's sure to come around. 
 
idol life: since debuting, hyunjin really has tried to keep himself in line. he has to constantly remind himself that he is doing this for his mother. with the funds he's received from being an idol, and composing for other groups and soloists, he's been able to send his mother to a top-notch, private care facility where she receives round the clock care. there is no more worrying about how they'll pay for her medication. they left their lease, hyunjin moved into the dorm, and his mother went to the center. 
he rarely lavishes expenses on himself, being a frugal fella. the most he'll indulge on is piercings, tattoos and hair dyes. and gifts to spoil his partner with. 
 
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romance & uality 
it has taken a long time for hyunjin to come to terms with his uality. he's known he's liked men since he was as young as 10, when he saw Michael Jackson on stage for the first time (through the tv of course). And then when he had his first and only relationship wtih Jeonghan, a man, it kind of solidified that for him. But with his father being so homophobic, Hyunjin has never felt comfortable coming out. When he was caught with Jeonghan, his father beat so close to unconsciousness that he was hospitalized for a week, and couldn't walk straight for days. 
from that day forth, he suppressed every homoual desire he ever had. tucked it away in a back file on his mind, pretending he could eventually like women. if anyone who understood asked, he was biual, if anyone like his father asked, he loved women and women alone. 
with the help of jungkook and miso, hyunjin has slowly begun to accept himself. he's come out to miso, and obviously to jungkook, and through his boyfriend, has come out to changbin. 
other than that, he leads mostly in the closet still. he's afraid to fully come out because he's afraid of something like the last time happening. maybe not a physical beatdown, but a social media storm. if any news got out... 
whatever the case, he continues every day to challenge his fear. and with jungkook at his side, he feelts he can conquer anything. 
 
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appearance
hyunjin tends to sport longer, shoulder length hair that is constantly changing colours, usually thrown into a man bun. he has a series of earrings along his ears, and always changes up the jewelry when he can. along with ear piercings, he sports a tongue piercing, navel piercing and prince albert. 
he has a series of tattoos, most not visible, or easily covered with concealer (to the relief of the stylists). 

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hobbies
On his down time, when he's not rapping, playing music, or dancing Hyunjin can be found in a small, pottery studio he rents out once a week, making sculptures and creations of all kind and wearing mighty cute denim overalls and not much of anything else. here, he also practices painting, loving especially water colours but dabbling in other mediums as well. it's something he used to enjoy doing with his mom, and that he developed love for over time. if you are ever allowed inside hyunjin's studio, just know you're special. 
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high school heartbreak:
jeonghan was never expected in hyunjin's life plan. but that's how love worked, right? being who he was in high school, hyunjin was often looked down upon by his peers. jeonghan was of a different social class, a boy of money and fame. 

no one would have ever thought they'd be the most tangled of lovers. 

a heated high school affair, with loads of ups and downs, miscommunications, and first everythings, hyunjin was eventually confronted with a crossroad. with his father wanting to uproot their life away from new york, and jeonghan's mother offering him money to break up with her son, he was more and more convinced that he was worth nothing in this world. and so he made a huge mistake. 

he abandoned jeonghan without a word. 
 
 
now playing.
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cheetah
Coma
 
 
aesthethics.
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quirks.
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— likes

writing lyrics, skateboarding, pottery, fashion, nicotine, tattoos, parkour/stunting, spicy food, fried foods, leather jackets, shoes, livestreams, bracelets

— dilikes

divorce, conversations that last longer than five minutes, bugs, hospitals, drunks, loud noises, fireworks, fire, tight pants with no pockets, being cold

— hobbies

pottery/clay work, sketching, mixing music

— goals

to share the music he sees dancing on the walls

— travel

born in america, moved back to korea with mom

talents
dance (10/10), vocals (7/10), rap (8/10), composition, lyric writing
favorite actor
park seoham
favorite group
janus
favorite idol
ruby jane
favorite season
summer
fun facts about hyunjin
- he is afraid of loud noises (especially fireworks) and will often run to a janus member if similar tech is used during their performances
- he's been diagnosed as adhd but doesn't like to share that information
- he once broke both ankles jumping from one building to another and falling two stories 
-  he also broke his arm jumping rooves
- in fact, he's broken a total of 12 bones and often dislocates his knee, which is why you'll find him wearing multiple braces during practices/performances
- he shares a room with romeo (jungkook) in the dorm and also has an apartment with him 
- he once went figure skating with solar and it was a total disaster
- he is lowkey terrified of marriage but would love to be the center of attention at a wedding 
- he doesn't like drunks because of his father, and yet finds himself often times getting drunk
- when he is drunk, he's clingy and more all over the place than normal 
- he often bumps into things/knocks onto things by accident 
- he loves skateboarding and will often go skating with miso (who will tag on her rollerblades) 
- he owns a blue carebear that he calls grumpy pants that he carries with him everywhere. it was a gift from jungkook. 
- is affectionately known as the trouble maker of dsf 
 
IEMs
(revealed on dianus' first year anniversary livestream; fan funded project) 
 
aish. jeon jungkook.
how dare you. that is all for now. but i'm coming back to this.
okay. i came back to this. when we first met each other, i didn't take you seriously. i don't think you took me seriously either. i didn't think you'd be the one patient enough to chisel at this stupid stone statue shell i've created, but you were. you've turned me into a work of art. and i love the way you look at me.
i love you jeon jungkook.
or whatever.

october 8 2022
you said "i'm your boyfriend" and i said "i love you"



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times the er has made me scream:

 
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friends & connections

miso (meemerz, miso , meemz) 
bestie, bff, bffl. platonic wife. holds my heart in her hands. will do anything for her. 


solar (yongsunny, noona, pain in my )
stinky 


changbin (binnie, changbinnie, baby) 
soff boy 


hanbin (hyung, ugly) 
stinky x2

jeonghan (jeongie, hannie, love) 
ex-boyfriend 

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janus teasers 

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presents (hover for name/date)
 
 
out of character.
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Hi, I'm Paypay, EST/GST-4 (Canadian girl), my first language is French, so please be patient with me. I work full time but I always do my best to come on and do my replies. Please don't repeatedly poke me. The more into plotting you are with me the more inspired I am to reply to your posts. I do any POV but prefer detailed first when possible. I prefer all drama to be plotted and am a very laid back, chill person, so please come and create amazing stories with me !!!!
 
 
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looking like dia's used tampon according to @jkheyyy_00 but i think i look seductive :smirk: #janus #dsfjanus #janushyunjin #fgt #fairgame  

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singing don't forget always hits hard. it's such a powerful son... #janusstrong #fgt   

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i'm sleepy and cheeky -mehrong- :sleepy: :goofy: #dsf #janus #hyunjin #janushyunjin  

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☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ 12 hours ago Reply Room →

@☼ hwang hyunjin fyi

kook wrote a song abt hyunjins dimples bcs he’s a disgusting simp who is absolutely obsessed with every aspect of his bf

 

 

☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ 4 minutes ago Reply 

And I’ll choose it everytime

 

☼ hwang hyunjin 8 minutes ago Reply 

you chose dis 

 

Secret Santa 2023: a pair of earrings, may you use it one at a time, at the same time, or maybe give it to someone important to you

 

 
kookie monster (BF) 🍪🍪

☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ8:14:45 PMReply
youre the target of my heart uhahaah boi laugh

☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ8:14:53 PMReply
okno
hate myself

 

 
me
you might hate yourself for saying that
but i ing love it so ing much

 

 

01 October 2022

 
me
noona neomu yeppeo oh hon

 

 
milfany 😩🤑
✵ stephanie hwang [A] 6 minutes ago Reply 
ngl before hyunjkook i've had half thot about getting a lil boy trainee, so i can be single and male and smooch him

 

01 November 2022

 
me
we definitely walk the walk you

 

 
yongsunnyyy 🌞🌞

☾ kim yongsun ˢᵒˡᵃʳ [A]10:23:05 AMReply

Hyunsol: talk the talk
Hyunsol: do not wall the walk

 

01 December 2022

 
me
we definitely walk the walk you

 

 
kookie monster (BF) 🍪🍪

 

☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ16hours ago Reply 

@☼ hwang hyunjin the last kiss lingers on his lips as he watches hyunjin’s back disappear past the door, the ghost of where his finger had so gently thumbed away any remnants of what they hand done. the corners of his mouth slowly turns upwards until he’s full on smiling, teeth and all. His head falls back against the cold tile staring up at the ceiling in astonishment at himself. he doesn’t know what provoked such boldness in him at the moment but he does not he does NOT regret a damn thing.
he catches his bottom lip between his teeth and shakes his head foolishly, his whole body warm and content even as a swarm of butterflies swim in his stomach. oh god he was stupid. jungkook releases a sigh and when he deems it long enough he leaves the bathroom to join the others.
“Jeon Jungkook! I ought to kick your , do you understand how close we are to starting time?”
he drowns out the much deserved ripping that the stage manager is giving him, briefly glancing over to bandmates and then to hyunjin where he gives him a knowing smirk as he fixes his mic pack and ear piece. this was gonna be a looong tour.

 
me
i love you so much you lil

01 January 2023

 
me
it's storming outside...
 
kookie monster (BF) 🍪🍪

☼ jeon jungkook ʳᵒᵐᵉᵒ Sep 14, 2022 11:46:18 Reply History 
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Delivery for Hwang Hyunjin!
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