Creative people aren't messy. We just have ideas lying around everywhere, waiting to get finished

As of now - this very second, minute, hour - I will return to active rping!
Why? Because I was on self-chosen hiatus without telling anybody so I was able to finish an original project (more or less. When I say original, I mean not on rpr and only me involved with a beta by my side) that took on monstrous proportions. It was never meant to be that long and after roughtly 190 pages I am drained, exhausted and dead inside. But I think I was able to kick-start my confidence again - after rpr kinda stripped me of the trust I had in my own writing and style. 

This is not a promotion blog for my story, it is simply me telling you all that sometimes it's good to step away from rpr and do some writing on your own.
It's hard and sometimes you will get stuck, but dude it's been AGES since I was so satisfied with my writing and my AU's. 

I wish rpr would boost our confidence instead of taking it from us because we feel the weird need to compare outselves to other writers.
There is no need for that, y'all. There never was and there never will be. We are unique and I needed 192 pages to remember that. 

With that! I am happy to return to rpr and I hope somebody can recommend some rps to me to look at and maybe dabble in! 
(Yes, I am busy with work and my social life, but hey, I can never really go without rpr)