❀ ℭheri
ℬomb ❀
ㅤㅤbecause this needs to be said...
ㅤㅤi need to relay this as sincerely and humanely as possible. please stop testing my patience. please don't me up. treat me like you'd rather i treat you: with respect and tolerance. we don't have to be best friends for life, but it doesn't take much to up an impression.
ㅤㅤi've been thinking lately, coming to grips with the fact that i'm a little traditiaonal in my views, and i realize that maybe my ideals are pretty warped... but surely i can't be the only one who feels this way about interactions.
ㅤㅤi claim the subtitle "la chienne" meaning "the female dog" in french, why? because i'm kind of a , in a lot of cases. but i realize there's so much more to that than even i had thought. i've got a deep-seated wolf mindset that honestly carries over into how i love. how i behave and befriend. it's silly, i know, but hear me out because i swear to god i'm done getting played by people who can't look past themselves to realize what they're doing.
ㅤㅤI don't touch what isn't mine. point blank, period. in wolf packs, mates are a thing. in friend packs, something similar exists. if i'm in an rp with a friend and i see them going for that "special someone", i step the off. i'm not out to cause ic drama just for a laugh. i'm not gonna test waters that someone's already marking territory over. not only is that incredibly disrespectful ic, but that's pretty ing pathetic ooc. it's a bruise to a friendship to know that i can't trust my mate/lover/paramour in the same rp with a friend. especially since i go out of my way to make sure never to cross those boundaries, myself.
ㅤㅤif you have someone you care about, someone you have your eye on (ooc or ic), i back the off. if anything, they become part of that "pack". they've got my support, my protection, my trust. and if i see them making googly eyes at anyone else in the meantime, they've got my vice. because that's how it works: that "looking after each other" thing. especially in a place like rpr where you can easily just kick it with that person in another au/verse where they aren't ing taken.
ㅤㅤi've come to realize that i'm pretty ing territorial. i've calmed down a -ton, but i still indulge in painting my name on people's walls. i love editing photos for them. i love crafting ty neo-romantic poems, making their day if it means they know they're mine. i love being the cause of my person's smile. so when i see that person starting to lose interest, i ing let go. unlike wolves, i don't fight for a mate. i won't drag you out and lash for blood and leave one standing for the sake of someone's flighty heart. if you ing wander, i'm letting you go. because in my mind, you think you can do better--- and even if i think you're wrong, it's not my obligation to sway you.
ㅤㅤbut don't with me just because you think we're that close. i'm not afraid to tag you. i've got a "blacklist" even amongst my friendgroups for a multitude of reasons (whom not to rp with, whom not to with, etc.). i've been told recently that i need to be harder. that i need to stop letting happen and just rolling over on it. if i give you my vulnerability, my time, my heart and you it up, you only get one chance. trust is as fickle as humanity.
ㅤㅤif you can't wait for me, you don't deserve me. if you think you're above my feelings, then i guess we were due for a fallout. if you think you can with the people i go for, don't come crying to me ooc just because someone else stole your character #23048234's bae. i'm not about to play musical with y'all. i thought this kind of only happened in non-au's but really, everyone's just out to around. keep your purple prose sat-high school . keep that written if it's worth more to you than a pack. a tribe. a friendship.
ㅤㅤi'd like to think that if we're good, we're good for life. but don't with me. that blacklist is growing everyday, and i swear--- get enough strikes and you're ing blocked.
ㅤㅤp.s. dipping into a side account for a bit. if you find me, sweet. may or may not be adding people there instead.
♡ featured woman crush: chrishell stubbs
ㅤㅤi need to relay this as sincerely and humanely as possible. please stop testing my patience. please don't me up. treat me like you'd rather i treat you: with respect and tolerance. we don't have to be best friends for life, but it doesn't take much to up an impression.
ㅤㅤi've been thinking lately, coming to grips with the fact that i'm a little traditiaonal in my views, and i realize that maybe my ideals are pretty warped... but surely i can't be the only one who feels this way about interactions.
ㅤㅤi claim the subtitle "la chienne" meaning "the female dog" in french, why? because i'm kind of a , in a lot of cases. but i realize there's so much more to that than even i had thought. i've got a deep-seated wolf mindset that honestly carries over into how i love. how i behave and befriend. it's silly, i know, but hear me out because i swear to god i'm done getting played by people who can't look past themselves to realize what they're doing.
ㅤㅤI don't touch what isn't mine. point blank, period. in wolf packs, mates are a thing. in friend packs, something similar exists. if i'm in an rp with a friend and i see them going for that "special someone", i step the off. i'm not out to cause ic drama just for a laugh. i'm not gonna test waters that someone's already marking territory over. not only is that incredibly disrespectful ic, but that's pretty ing pathetic ooc. it's a bruise to a friendship to know that i can't trust my mate/lover/paramour in the same rp with a friend. especially since i go out of my way to make sure never to cross those boundaries, myself.
ㅤㅤif you have someone you care about, someone you have your eye on (ooc or ic), i back the off. if anything, they become part of that "pack". they've got my support, my protection, my trust. and if i see them making googly eyes at anyone else in the meantime, they've got my vice. because that's how it works: that "looking after each other" thing. especially in a place like rpr where you can easily just kick it with that person in another au/verse where they aren't ing taken.
ㅤㅤi've come to realize that i'm pretty ing territorial. i've calmed down a -ton, but i still indulge in painting my name on people's walls. i love editing photos for them. i love crafting ty neo-romantic poems, making their day if it means they know they're mine. i love being the cause of my person's smile. so when i see that person starting to lose interest, i ing let go. unlike wolves, i don't fight for a mate. i won't drag you out and lash for blood and leave one standing for the sake of someone's flighty heart. if you ing wander, i'm letting you go. because in my mind, you think you can do better--- and even if i think you're wrong, it's not my obligation to sway you.
ㅤㅤbut don't with me just because you think we're that close. i'm not afraid to tag you. i've got a "blacklist" even amongst my friendgroups for a multitude of reasons (whom not to rp with, whom not to with, etc.). i've been told recently that i need to be harder. that i need to stop letting happen and just rolling over on it. if i give you my vulnerability, my time, my heart and you it up, you only get one chance. trust is as fickle as humanity.
ㅤㅤif you can't wait for me, you don't deserve me. if you think you're above my feelings, then i guess we were due for a fallout. if you think you can with the people i go for, don't come crying to me ooc just because someone else stole your character #23048234's bae. i'm not about to play musical with y'all. i thought this kind of only happened in non-au's but really, everyone's just out to around. keep your purple prose sat-high school . keep that written if it's worth more to you than a pack. a tribe. a friendship.
ㅤㅤi'd like to think that if we're good, we're good for life. but don't with me. that blacklist is growing everyday, and i swear--- get enough strikes and you're ing blocked.
ㅤㅤp.s. dipping into a side account for a bit. if you find me, sweet. may or may not be adding people there instead.
♡ featured woman crush: chrishell stubbs
— Viv。
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