so, you've all seen the blogs. you've seen all the comments. you've seen people telling the victims to be quiet, to stop "jumping on the hate train". that clique? shrimp es? whatever you are? haha. go rot. you're vile. think about what you did, and i mean really think about it. anyways, that clique isnt why im posting this blog.
about a month ago, maybe two idk how time works, i got told that i should have brought a situation to a different mod, that i should have honestly just gone to nichiren myself. i should have told them what happened and put my foot down and asked for something to be done. i found out that my soc med was shared in a chat, witthout my permission. ye, its public, but its not like i go out and give my soc med to ppl or whatever. i dont advertise that i have it, all that . other parts of that situation, idc about, i put it past me bc i was angry in the moment and then i moved on. call me names idc, i know ppl dont like me and i dont try to act like ppl dont. ik i been a person in the past but i'd like to think im better now and still working on it. ye, it takes time, which is why i feel like i have every right to say that 24 hours is not enough time to have a sincere apology for something you've been doing for at least a year.
but this isnt about that.
no, this is the fact that i see a small handful of people commenting on these blogs being like "omg preach!!" and "yeah i had [enter thing here] happen to me bc of them" and it just makes me laugh. like its hilarious. y'all are commenting like you havent done these exact things? called people names, talked behind their back, acted like you were besties only to trash talk later, steal roleplays jbc you got kicked out for breaking rules? first of all, we called out one of you last year, did you forget about that? dont act innocent. second, a couple of y'all being like "omg doxxing is terrible ur truly vile" LITERALLY did that to me not even 2 months ago. yeah, initially i got over it. it made me mad, still does to this day. i changed my soc med info, stopped posting, etc because YOU made me feel unsafe. did you apologize to me? no. you could have. you could have been like "yo can you tell them i want to apologize" and i would have been open to it, i would have unblocked you and we could have had a conversation. instead? what i got was a "oh yeah they said they knew now it wasnt a good idea to do that, they feel bad" like what???? if you did, why didnt you make an effort to reach out to me????? its not that hard to use a third person to be a middle man, there already was one (hi bb ily, thank you for helping me). to the other person involved in that situation, what i was angry about then im done with. you're fine. still think its sus that you're out here commenting stuff like this when you did the same thing but its whatever, u do u. either way, this is all so ing funny to me because im seeing right through it.
you know someone's instagram account? facebook? whatever? keep it to yourself. dont use it to confirm identities, to talk, to post in public areas (friends only or not). dont act innocent out in public when there are people who KNOW what you did, what you have been doing. you're not slick. you're just as disgusting as those others. if you find my instagram account, keep your nose out of it. i dont want you there, and i dont know what kind of people saw my instagram when it was posted before, so how can i know some crazy person isnt going to show up where i live????
to my friends who have been sticking by my side through all of this, thank you. i've been a shaky, scared mess since then but y'all make me feel at least a little more alive. i should have listened, i should have brought it to someone else who could do something about it, but given the current situation... seems like nothing would have happened anyway. rpr isnt a safe place, and wont be for a long time, if ever. y'all cant trust anyone and idk why any of us are surprised by that anymore.
ONE LAST THING. im not even the only person affected by my socmed being dropped. i wasnt even the first person to know abt it, i was literally learning a dance and then suddenly my notifs were blowing up bc my friends knew about it. my friends, some of who were friends with you. they were hurt too. someone they trusted? someone they cared for. you didnt just hurt me, someone who isnt even ur friend??? i've been civil to u this whole time but there are people who were close to you and now??? now they cant trust you, and who would want to? sure, you said it was wrong for you to do that, but who knows if you'll do it again? no one. ik i wont trust you. think about that. think about how many other people you hurt by doing something like that.
stay safe out there cuties. drink water, eat your meals. dont let people walk all over you.
ps - i didnt name drop out of respect for y'all, even if i have you blocked. not gonna have people target you, just want you to know im v well aware of your actions and its disgusting
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