Long- post. Be warned.
I rarely make blog posts, ever. But I guess this will be my last. I've been addicted to this site since I joined, which was back in 2012. Being in boarding school had me coming and going pretty quick in different rps. Never really made friends much until I snuck my phone in at the end of 2016, where I met all these wonderful people. I think I've almost been part of a clique (?), but not really? I mean. A group of the same people, which for some reason I come across in three different rps. It was fun. But I struggle sometimes. When they migrate to another rp I feel the need to join, so I did. Didn't work out with the most recent rp. In rpr it's tough if you don't have someone to talk to. There's this pressure being mounted on your shoulders for you to fit in. It's only human nature, I guess, but since this is rpr, it can quickly turn into a salt fest. And I don't want to be that. So yeah. This is goodbye. I sincerely thank you to those I've met here. You all have my kkt so you can just pop in any time.
Calling you guys out one by one.
Linguini: my earliest rpr buddies ever. I wish we could talk like we used to back in... 2015? It's been so long. But hey, I don't know what to talk about and you're mostly busy with your work, so. It can't be helped. Thanks for cheering me on during those times I struggled with my exams! I really hope you do well on yours too. ❤️
chicagorainbows: Hey you. I know we had a falling-out (or was it even?) and we haven't talked since then, and I'm sorry. I have this habit of delaying replies when I don't feel like writing it cause I don't want to give ty replies. And it stretched out for a month and I'm still sorry. I don't know if you'll read this but I hope I can gather the courage to approach you again. I get really scared when someone's angry, and yeah. I'm sorry.
Epsilon: YOUUUUUU . Aha. You were right. Twitter rps got me good. But yknow I've been wanting to quit rpr for a long while so don't be sad it's actually coming true. Also, don't expect me to write sappy here. I've got you on kkt daily so that ain't happening. I never really knew how to spell your un properly btw.
HongLegume: I don't know why I talk to you in all honesty. Or rp, i don't know, it's always mixed whenever I talk to you. You're really funny, and you're not afraid of calling people out on their . Haha, I know cause you've done it to me once and you were right. Your sense of humour is just... "pmsl". No hard feelings though. See you never >_>
-chokeonrainbows: YOU LIL PIECE OF - *kicks your existence* Did you know someone has the same exact name as your previous account and I thought you unfriended me? JEEZ you had me worried less. It's okay though. I guess it doesn't matter anymore u n u. I'm sorry I couldn't keep up the Taem and Tako rp.
urusai: seNpai????? Smacks you anyways ; w ; wish I could hang around with you more. I only knew you were "senPai" when I found out about your previous un. You were one of those people I'd say are the big names in rpr, back in the day or whenever I can't quite remember OTL. Hugs you tight. Wish we could be hardcore friends someday.
-euphoria: showers you in lurve! Hey you ; w ; I know we've never really talked much, I just wanted to know that I appreciate all the times you posted on my wall after I never reply. I tend to do that after not knowing what to reply with. I'm an awkward turtle who's not good at conversing tbh u m u. But thank you! You always make me smile. I never knew how to repay you
IJVHope: KIMMEOW :3 Hey. I'm sure you never expected this, but yeah. Hi. Lmfao. I'm leaving. Yeah. Don't be sad, okay. I know some people find this place as a stress reliever but I find it a stress... adder? Idk, but whatever the opposite is. Lots of people tend to overreact to things on this site and the bad side of things simply overweight the fun I have while talking to people here. This place affects me emotionally. So this is for the best. Whenever you feel down, please don't hesitate to hit me up on my kkt. If you want, I don't mind playing Stephen James for you there. ❤️ ciao.
yoonbum: Hi. Insert shy wave here. We're not very close but I think you deserve at least a mention here. I'm still very sorry over the Kaibaek rp we had, and how I never told you whether I wanted to drop it or not. I didn't, but like I've said before, I have this habit of delaying my replies cause I don't want to give you a ty one. I ended up being the ty one. So yeah. I owe you an apology and here it is. I'm very sorry.
Vivaldi: we're not even close tbh. But I still want to say goodbye to you c: you have a lot of friends and I didn't think I could be close to you when you have your own bubble. But I had fun❤️ thanks for making inncognito. It was one of the most best rps I've ever joined. Please don't forget that a lot of people care for you as much as you cared for others.
Oxytocin: Cat❤️❤️❤️ Hi. C: Heh.
And the fam back in make me love you. Holy . You guys. Wow. Jungkook, Taehyung, Momo, Ailee, Baekhyun, Woobin, Eunha, Taeyeon, jongsuk, sunmi, and so many more people I can't count. You guys are the best ❤️ the first and last nonau I've ever joined. And very drama-free as well. You guys are family. I'm gonna miss you all.
So I'll be deactivating my account tomorrow. Thanks for reading it this far.
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