@Jonghyun Clueless of the situation back in Hyuna's room, Amber walked in silence to her room. The tears continued to roll down her face, slightly blurring her vision. She wasn't even thinking at that point, too out of it to care.

Hyuna had no.time to react. Before she knew it, both of them were out of the room, and she was lef. With jaehyun. She picked the boy up and sat him on her lap, he was the only thing that was prevrnting her from breaking down. It wasnt that his decision was that big, but she couldnt help but realize where his hheartl ye. She stayed hugging jaehyun there knowing that if she let go, she'd cry. She didnt want to, she knew it was a sig . Of weakness. But right now, thats all she felt.

@Amber Jonghyun nodded slightly. "Of course." He kept one arm around her waist as he started to her room.

@Jonghyun Nodding without a word, the younger turned around in the embrace. "Can we go to my room still?" She asked as if she needed permission. "I don't want anyone else to see." Amber informed.

@Amber "Then cry, but don't hide it from me." Jonghyun murmured. "Let me hold you up and wipe your tears for you while you do."

@Jonghyun She gave up, and had he not been holding her, Amber would've fallen to her knees. "I'm sorry. I can't." She choked out as the never ceasing tears ran down her face.

@Amber Jonghyun just lightly nuzzled into her hair. "I don't want to...please don't cry"

@Jonghyun Amber softly elbowed him in the side. "Jjong, let me go." She repeated. This time, it sounded much more like a sob.

@Amber Jonghyun shook his head, wrapping his arms firmly around her in a firm back hug. "I can't...I don't want to let you go.."

@Jonghyun "I can't let myself get any further attached." She explained. Amber continued without making eye contact. "Please, just let me go. Don't confuse me any further than I already am..."

@Amber "Why not, Amber? you've cried in front of me before. I've held you while you cried and I wiped your tears away." He said, frowning still.

@Jonghyun Amber finally stopped only when he held her wrist. "I don't want to talk right now." She mumbled and tried to walk away again. Mentally, she tried to sort out things for herself.

@Amber Cursing lowly, Jonghyun ran after her, grabbing her wrist lightly. "...why are you running from me? What's different that you can't show your tears to me?" He asked softly, sounding a bit hurt.

@Jonghyun "Not now!" She shouted in response to the sound of her name. Amber continued to walk at a steady pace. Even though he had seen her broken before, Amber didn't want to bother with Jonghyun. She didn't want to explain her tears that even she didn't understand. Even though he most likely wouldn't stop following her, she wouldn't stop.

@Amber Jonghyun stared after Amber, knowing she was going to cry. It was just something he knew already. His brows furrowed as he was torn between staying in his room and going after her to make sure she was alright. It wasn't that hard to make a decision. "...I have to check her." He said to Hyuna before kissing Jaehyun's cheek and handing the toddler to her. Then, he speed walked out of his room calling after his sister.

@Jonghyun Never once, did Amber turn around. "Like I said, I'm going to my room." She repeated softly. With that, she left. Amber didn't listen to anything they said after that. She just kept walking with her head down. The tears that had threatened to fall before were running down her face and she didn't want anyone to see.

@Jonghyun ((Fuuuuuuuuuu seriously!?!?))

@Kim Hyun ah (Hyuna) [didn't even know you guy's posted here >.<]

Jonghyun stayed quiet as he listened to the two talking. The only reason he got up was because the previously sleeping Jaehyun began to whine. As he lifted the toddler into his arms, he exhaled deeply as he turned to face the two. "You know...I don't want to hurt either of you and I'm kinda going crazy trying to choose. So, I decided I won't. We can all just continue being friends."

@Amber [[lolol i know, should we move there?]]

Hyuna tried to reason with what Amber was saying, but it was no use. IT was impossible to not factor in who deserved what or wha tthey had been through. THat was one of the biggest points. She watched Amber get up, and she got up as well. "Amber! You can't leave right now...We're still trying to figure this out...You can't leave." SHe told her seriously.

@Kim Hyun ah (Hyuna) [Ya know, technically, we should be in Hyuna's room...]

The elder girl shook her head. Hyuna's words sounded like ignorant misunderstanding to her. Comparing the two of them was useless because their lives are so different. "What I've been through doesn't matter. Which of is is more deserving doesn't matter. What matters is who Jonghyun will be able to stay with." Amber released Hyuna's hand and stood up. "I'm going back to my room." She stated simply and turned to leave. Only those who truly knew her would realize that she was on the verge of tears.

@Amber Hyuna was starting to get frustrated. If only Amber knew what she knew...Things would be a lot different. " Yes! Your life has so much more value than mine! I want you to see that! You are the head of this family! Everything must be approved by you! If you died, the family would be thrown in chaos!....Gosh, you've been through a whole hell of a lot more than I have! Nothing I have ever done can compare to you...Nothing. I dont deserve happiness.... But you do."

@Kim Hyun ah (Hyuna) "My life has more value than yours?" Amber repeated to make sure she hear right. "Don't you EVER say that. Do you understand me?" She reached forward to take Hyuna's hand in hers. "No matter what anyone says, you are important and loved."

@Amber Hyuna chuckled and looked at Amber. "You deserve a lot more than I do. Trust me... You've been through a lot, and if having Jonghyun will make you happy, then i dont want to be in the way of that. You've done so much more than me, and it'd just be selfish of me to take that away from you... Your life has much more value than mine."

@Kim Hyun ah (Hyuna) Amber shook her head. "I don't deserve anything. What makes you think I'm more deserving than you, Hyuna?" She asked. As Jonghyun was absorbed in his own thought, the two girls had their own discussion, each wanting the best for the other without knowing what the best truly was.

@Amber Hyuna knew that one way or the other, someone would get hurt. She just wanted it to be her to get hurt, and not Amber. She had other things to worry about, and she deserved Jonghyun more than Hyuna did. "Thats probably not going to happen... one way or the other, someone will be hurt." She told her. " I really care about you too Amber, thats why you deserve him more than I do...You have a lot to worry about, and you deserve someone to make you happy, and thats Jonghyun."

@Kim Hyun ah (Hyuna) "I don't want anyone to get hurt no matter what's decided. We're a family and it's my responsibility to keep us all together." Amber tapped her short fingernails against her bracelet, a distraction to keep herself calm. "As much as I love Jonghyun, I really care about you, Hyuna."

@Amber Hyuna sighed as she heard amber out. It was a very difficult situation for all three of them, but unlie the others, she wasnt sure that she could go through with this. "I... i'm not sure what to do..... amber i really wish that you and jonghyun could be a couple, you seem so compatible, and you guys are so close. Plus, your willing to fight for him. I can't put my heart on the line again.... ive been through heartbreak, and i dont think i can go througb that feeling again... but at the same time, i dont want to devalue my feelings.... i just dont know what to do."

[We should probably finish this up...]

Amber leaned against the closed door, looking at the other two sitting on the couch. "Honestly, I can't even choose. You too make a good couple and my brain isn't wired for love, but I'm not just going to give up if I have any chance." She walked over and sat on the floor in front of them. "Either way, most people would say it's morally wrong. Your sister/cousin or a teenager... Not that Hyuna acts her age, especially now that you have Jaehyun." Amber sighed at how much this was reminding her of the serious conversations that came along with the role of head of the cursed family.

[[lol merry christmas guys! same same, im busy both tomorrow and christmas as well, then i might need to go on hiatus after, we'll see~]]

[I might fall asleep soon so it's all good. Merry Christmas to you too]