[your room then...]

@Jonghyun Amber hung up without saying a further word. She knew it was rude; she didn't care. She tossed her phone to the side and went to take a shower. As she was in the bathroom, the idea of the toys haunted her, but she tried to ignore it. She got some comfortable clothes and put them on. "Should I just go now?" She asked herself. She thought that if she waited much longer she woul get into a mood and not want to go at all anymore.

@Amber "Alright then. Just come over whenever. I'll tlak to you later then."

[ehh...whichever]

@Jonghyun Amber rubbed her face. "I just woke up... I'll come over after I shower..." She said. She was a bit reluctant but she knew they'd have to talk eventually.

[your room or back to wall?]

@Amber "Then come to my room. You come here, then if he wakes up then I'll still be able to talk to you and take care of him."

@Jonghyun "There's not enough time for that over the phone. Just go if you need to take care of him..." Amber took deep breaths to calm herself down. If she started to get into her childhood, it was almost inevitable that she would break down again.

@Amber "then tell me. Hurry though. Jae might wake soon."

@Jonghyun "You don't even know my side of it..." Amber mumbled. It was just loud enough to carry through the phone. A spiteful smile appeared on her face.

@Amber "Nope, I'm just saying, if anyone should say their life was a lie it should be me."

@Jonghyun "Do you really wanna go there, Jonghyun?" Amber deadpanned. Topics like this always put her in a less than happy mood.

@Amber "Uhm, I think that's my line. I thought that woman left to get out of the family. Then I recently find out it's just to get with your dad and stay with you." Jonghyun said, rolling his eyes.

@Jonghyun "Yeah, yeah. I'm not stupid, Jonghyun." If he was there, she would have glared at him. "Maybe I should have said 'my whole life is a lie'..."

@Amber Jonghyun scoffed. "It's common sense, Ambs."

@Jonghyun Amber rolled her eyes. "I've been educated all my life and yet there's still more..." She sighed, falling back onto her bed again.

@Amber "Yeah, well, you gotta learn how to do that too."

@Jonghyun "Not thinking is a completely new idea for me, though..."

@Amber Jonghyun sighed. "Sometimes you're not supposed to think. You just gotta do."

@Jonghyun "You know..." Amber started slowly. "When it comes to things like this, I don't know what to think..." She hated to admit it, but it was the truth. There were some cases when she didn't always /know/.

@Amber "Of course not." Jonghyun scoffed softly. "Do you really think I would do that?"

@Jonghyun "No! I mean, that's okay. I'm just wondering if you have something else in mind and keeping my fingers crossed that you don't..." Amber sighed at the fact that even she couldn't understand her brother sometimes.

@Amber "Yeah, why?" Jonghyun questioned. "Would you rather I continued bugging you?"

@Jonghyun "Really? After bothering me so much about it you're going to just let it go now?" Amber asked. She knew that there had to be some sort of catch. If Jonghyun had been that persistent about it, he would give up that easily.

@Amber When Jonghyun answered his phone, he immediately held it away from his ear, bringing it back when he heard her voice lower. "Fine, don't do it then."

@Jonghyun Amber rubbed her hands I've her face. After pacing around her room a few times, she decided to call her brother. She spoke as soon as he answered, not giving him a chance to make a wise comment first. "Jonghyun, I can't do it, so cut it out! I thought I would try whatever's best for the good of the family, but I can't do it..." Though she began in almost a shout, she trailed off as she continued.

@Amber Jonghyun rolled his eyes at the text. "You just don't have the desire because you're not at the moment. However, I's 99.9% sure that you'll feel a lot better after doing yourself."

@Jonghyun "Then please explain to me how it is possible for on the have _____ tension without _____ desire." Amber's response was meant to be in a challenging way even though she knew it wouldn't make a different to Jonghyun.

@Amber "See? And this is why you should do it. Maybe you won't have such a temper? Personally, I think you get all stressed and angry quickly because you're filled with _____ tension."

*yell

@Jonghyun "Shut up! It's close enough!" Amber was tempted to throw her phone, but she knew her dad would tell at her if she broke /another/ cell phone.

@Amber Jonghyun snickered. "You won't be hearing it. You'd be reading it."